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Username: MARIANA-CROSS
PASSWORD: pR!62377’$kN!448
-(12:15 AM) MARIANA-CROSS HAS LOGGED IN-
MARIANA-CROSS: Hey E you up?
-(12:16 AM ) DOCTORISSIN HAS LOGGED IN-
DOCTORISSIN: Look who it is, somebodies hungry.
MARIANA-CROSS: Sorry, hate to do this but, cherry.
DOCTORISSIN: That’s fine, I’m a little busy anyway. So, what's up Maddy? Where have you been?
-(12:17) LEGION_SLAYER HAS LOGGED IN-
LEGION_SLAYER: hiya Daddy
MARIANA-CROSS: Hey puppy.
MARIANA-CROSS: Oh you know Im here and there. How busy, E?
LEGION_SLAYER: did U see my new vid
DOCTORISSIN: I have 10 more essays to grade and then hopefully I can finally put a couple hours in on my dissertation.
MARIANA-CROSS: Remind me what’s your dissertation about again?
DOCTORISSIN: As an oversimplification, it’s a study of the Jungian concept of the psychological shadow through a queer lens with an emphasis on the trans perspective. Why you want to read what I got?
MARIANA-CROSS: Yeah, no, that’s cool, I’ll wait for the movie.
LEGION_SLAYER: it took me like a hole hour & a hole bottle of lube but I got the hole thing inside me I was so proud.
MARIANA-CROSS: And now, I’m realizing what a mistake it was to jump into group, E can we move to a 121 , need a chat with you about something important, like a consult, you know what I mean, I can’t do this with her buzzing around, sorry puppy, we’ll chat later.
DOCTORISSIN: Yeah, sure.
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MARIANA-CROSS: Wow, she’s actually handling the current situation really well this week, I did not expect such a reasonable response to that.
DOCTORISSIN: Wow, never mind hungry, what you are is stupidly optimistic.
-(12:22 AM) L3G!ON_$LAY3R HAS LOGGED IN-
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: so let’s see if Im getting this
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: you just got here and now you’re both just fucking abandoning me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is such fucking bullshit, maybe Ms Ramero wants to see my new video
MARIANA-CROSS: Okay, yeah, I see your point about me being stupidly optimistic.
MARIANA-CROSS: Seriously, puppy?
DOCTORISSIN: Bimbo, I’m in the living room, if you want attention let me take care of whatever she needs first and THEN I’ll finish grading these papers and THEN I’ll take care of you. Okay?
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: k, ty Mommy.
DOCTORISSIN: And maybe after Im done fucking you then I’ll get to my dissertation, if I don’t sleep.
MARIANA-CROSS: Aww, don’t you just hate being loved, revered and needed.
DOCTORISSIN: Its got its ups and downs.
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: yeh like me going down on you
DOCTORISSIN: Revered? I bet you can’t even type that with a straight face.
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: dont you know Maddy doesn’t do anything with a straight face
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: cant walk straight cant see straight deffinatly can’t think straight.
MARIANA-CROSS: Quit bitching you’re not the first person to lose sleep cause they get laid, just imagine if you both didn’t sleep and you weren’t tapping that. Seriously, if you miss some shut eye its on you, you took her from me.
DOCTORISSIN: You handed her to me.
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: I am her
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: i am that
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: I am she who gets tapped
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: and im just so thankful for you Mommy
MARIANA-CROSS: Somebody is in a mood. What about me?
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: what about u, you just logged in to steal her and are taking off, Ive seen more of Ms Ramero lately than u
MARIANA-CROSS: You saw me last friday.
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: yeah for like 2 hours & then you were off with Hazel.
MARIANA-CROSS: It was five hours. Sorry I got distracted and I’ve been really busy lately. You know I’ll make it up to you. Once I’m in my new place we’ll be seeing each other all the time.
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: whens that again
MARIANA-CROSS: Let’s say 1 to 4 months
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: THATS LIKE A MILLION YEARS!!!!!!
MARIANA-CROSS: That is like 1 to 4 months, I believe in you and can you please not call that bitch that where I can hear/see it, it turns my stomach to be reminded of the fact that we’ve both been inside you at all much less in the last 6 months.
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: U have both been inside of me this month
MARIANA-CROSS: FML!
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: last Saturday, Ms Ramero helped me train for the video cause U & E were busy
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: Ms Ramero has four sets of cuffs one for each arm & leg
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: so Ms Ramero cuffed me & put me face down on the bed
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: then Ms Ramero fucked me with this nice thick 6 inch & I was kinda like well thats nice its about as thick as Madaline but you know its not really helping me meet my goals.
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: so Ms Ramero shoved her gock in with it & that was a pretty good stretch & I couldn’t help but think that this is what it would be like if U and Ms Ramero fucked me at the same time
MARIANA-CROSS: Which was bigger?
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: dildo pretty sure, but not by much.
MARIANA-CROSS: I am going to vomit, but TY puppy for the confirmation of something I have long suspected. Also you’re going to pay for just all of that.
MARIANA-CROSS: ALSO I CAN TOTALLY SEE WHAT YOU’VE DONE WITH YOUR USERNAME LOSE MY PASSWORDS AND GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY MACHINES.
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: no duh u nhoticed that was the point of changing it Y not just change UR passwords give me something to play with while U R not around
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: U REEEEAAAAALLLLYYYYY need to beef up UR security besides its not like im changing anything or looking at anything important
MARIANA-CROSS: I don’t want to change my passwords, be a good girl and get the fuck out of my shit, get rid of the passwords. Do it by tomorrow morning.
MARIANA-CROSS: Actually, WTF am I saying, DO IT NOW! Or I’m having E lock you for a month for each machine I’ve got. Think about it, I own a lot of machines, puppy. I’m really going to bend the criteria here. My old sci calculator that’s a machine. That baby’s toy that’s just an abacus with different colors, pretty sure that’s still in my mom’s attic, that’s a machine. Get me?
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: E won’t agree to it that's totally unfair those don’t even have passwords.
DOCTORISSIN: No, I’ll do it.. We’ve talked about this. What are you not supposed to do, baby?
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: answer the door without pants
DOCTORISSIN: And?
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: set trash cans on fire.
DOCTORISSIN: When did you set a trash can on fire?
DOCTORISSIN: Never mind, I don’t want to know and I'm taking note that you don't have anything to say about that one way or another Maddy.
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: I 0bviously just did it for attention
DOCTORISSIN: What else bimbo?
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: fine, I’m not supposed to hack my friends.
DOCTORISSIN: You’re not supposed to hack anyone.
MARIANA-CROSS: Unless we tell you to.
L3G!ON_$LAY3R: FINE!!!!! I GUESS ILL JUST DIE BORD AND UNFUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DOCTORISSIN: I’m sure Ms R can keep you entertained if you can’t wait at most a couple hours.
MARIANA-CROSS: Do not go to fucking Val, have some self respect. Please.
DOCTORISSIN: Maddy are we doing this?
MARIANA-CROSS: Yeah, bye puppy, I luv you ttyl.
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-(12:48 AM) DOCTORISSIN HAS LOGGED IN-
DOCTORISSIN: You there? What’s up? What’s this about? You’ve got me curious.
-(12:52 AM) MARIANA-CROSS HAS LOGGED IN-
MARIANA-CROSS: I’m here, I can’t believe you let her sleep with that thing. Curious about what? It’s not like I never ask for your opinion when I feel a little out of my depth. Fact is I do, I'm really worried and I’m not sure how bad this is or how bad it could get or how fast and I just wanted to talk to you, make sure Im making the best moves.
MARIANA-CROSS: E???
DOCTORISSIN: Yeah, I’m here, just thinking. You ask me when you choose to be smart, so that’s good, but I forgot how short your memory can be.
MARIANA-CROSS: wdym?
DOCTORISSIN: I mean you clearly don’t remember that once and a while I sleep with “Ms Ramero”
MARIANA-CROSS: OMFG! JFC! WHY???? WHY WOULD I WANT TO REMEMBER THAT? WHY WOULD YOU REMIND ME?
DOCTORISSIN: LMAFO! Okay, I’m done.
DOCTORISSIN: Let’s get to it then, what do you want to ask about, why are you interrupting my scholastic pursuits and getting the bimbo frothing. What’s this about? Also, once more, what have you been up to? Where have you been?
MARIANA-CROSS: MAPS would like to know your location.
MARIANA-CROSS: I’ve got this friend that I'm worried about, her relationship with food is what's freaking me out.
DOCTORISSIN: A friend? Is this friend you?
MARIANA-CROSS: No. It’s not me its a friend, when have I ever had a problem with food, I'm always eating. I’m eating right now. You’re response to me showing up was that I’m hungry.
DOCTORISSIN: What are you eating?
MARIANA-CROSS: Hydrox and milk.
DOCTORISSIN: Yummy, well that’s one thing you usually eat trash, but also Mis U, Fall Semester Junior Year, you lost at least 25 lbs cause of all the coke you were doing. Didn’t eat much then, actually you didn’t eat much but Hydrox and milk if I recall and the Hydrox was a pretty minimal part of the diet.
MARIANA-CROSS: I was on a Bowie in Berlin inspired regimen, fuck E, I had to keep my grades up and balance things out with how much I was drinking.
MARIANA-CROSS: FFS I was in a mood. And I haven’t had more than a couple lines since I got back to the states.
DOCTORISSIN: I don’t see what facial feminization surgery has to do with this. You’re supposed to give me your bank cards and go on an allowance when you buy coke.
MARIANA-CROSS: Are we still doing that?
DOCTORISSIN: YES!
MARIANA-CROSS: Well I didn’t buy it. It was a party favor. Hazel put it on her tits what I was supposed to say? No? Have you seen them?
DOCTORISSIN: I am familiar with their rather impressive development, yes, she’s very proud.
DOCTORISSIN: Frankly, ignoring better sense, that’s actually a decent argument. Are you shacked up with Hazel?
MARIANA-CROSS: No. Can we talk about my friend?
DOCTORISSIN: Your friend, huh?
MARIANA-CROSS: Yes.
DOCTORISSIN: See, this is what I mean, the bimbo is right, you’ve been sparse since you got back in town, too sparse for the conditions and I’m curious why. Did you get bored of us?
MARIANA-CROSS: Of course not. Friday, Im going to fuck her through wall for what she just pulled.
DOCTORISSIN: Uh-huh. Who are you shacked up with Maddy?
MARIANA-CROSS: Nobody! You’ve seen selfies of me in bed, alone. I’m sleeping alone 6/7 days a week. I rented a room with these people who had a room, I'm not shacked up with anyone.
DOCTORISSIN: Is it a party house?
MARIANA-CROSS: Are we still on the coke?
DOCTORISSIN: I’m not, are you?
MARIANA-CROSS: The friend is not me. I’m not on coke. My friend is not on coke. I’m eating Hydrox.
DOCTORISSIN: Like I said, all you ate during your Bowie phase was Hydrox and milk.
MARIANA-CROSS: JFC this IS apparently my week for people wantiong me to piss in a cup, fuck bitch, no, these people are straight, in both meanings of the word. I had meatloaf and mashed potatoes for dinner.
DOCTORISSIN: Alright. I hear you. I believe you. I just get a little worried when you’re roaming alone so much.
MARIANA-CROSS: Thank you, luv you too. Now about MY FRIEND?
DOCTORISSIN: Sure, tell me about her. How bad?
MARIANA-CROSS: Said friend not girl.
DOCTORISSIN: Statistically, it’s a girl.
MARIANA-CROSS: This isn’t like that.
DOCTORISSIN: Uh-huh, I didn’t say it was like anything. How bad?
MARIANA-CROSS: I don’t know how to grade these things.
DOCTORISSIN: Tell me what you’re seeing, why are you worried, is she like Bethany?
MARIANA-CROSS: Fuck no, she’s not that bad if she was that bad I’d be running her to the hospital.
DOCTORISSIN: Alright go on, tell me what has you concerned, why? Also, who is this girl? Is she one of us? Someone new?
DOCTORISSIN: You still there, Maddy?
MARIANA-CROSS: She’s trans.
MARIANA-CROSS: She’s not on the circuit.
DOCTORISSIN: The circuit! LOL! Is that actually how you think of it? Alright somebody new then.
MARIANA-CROSS: Would you prefer me call it, what? The Greater South Providence Wild Girl Social Scene?
DOCTORISSIN: The Greater South Providence/Eastern US Queer Polycule Social Scene. GSPEUQPSS for short.
MARIANA-CROSS: She drinks a lot of coffee, no milk, no cream, no sugar. Dumps cinnamon into it though. Not cinnamon sugar, just straight up cinnamon. I checked online that’s like negligible calories.
DOCTORISSIN: So she likes spiced black coffee, really spiced black coffee by the sound of it. She must have one heck of a strong stomach, alright, well, I mean it’s something, but on its own it doesn’t really amount to much. She eating meals?
MARIANA-CROSS: Yeah.
MARIANA-CROSS: Sometimes.
DOCTORISSIN: What’s sometimes?
MARIANA-CROSS: Some days are better than others. She always eats meals when she makes food for her BF, but the problem is when he’s not there.
DOCTORISSIN: There’s a boyfriend, huh? Of course there is.
MARIANA-CROSS: What the fuck is that supposed to mean?
DOCTORISSIN: Just that you have…
DOCTORISSIN: 1. A history.
MARIANA-CROSS: Oh fuck you!
DOCTORISSIN: 2. A reputation.
MARIANA-CROSS: Fuck you\! E Im telling you its not like that.
DOCTORISSIN: And 3. A type.
MARIANA-CROSS: That is so not my type. I’ll put it in Swedish for you:
MARIANA-CROSS: FUCK YOU!
MARIANA-CROSS: THEY FOUND ME IT WASN’T MY FAULT!
DOCTORISSIN: Jesus, since when are you so sensitive about this?
DOCTORISSIN: But come on, not one of them, not a single one of them? Not our bimbo? You never once intentionally played the part of sapphic alternative?
DOCTORISSIN: Maddy?
DOCTORISSIN: Madaline?
DOCTORISSIN: I was just teasing.
MARIANA-CROSS: Yeah, I kno.
MARIANA-CROSS: Is it my fault the alternative is superior to the standard.
DOCTORISSIN: There’s my girl.
DOCTORISSIN: I mean, come on, let’s be for real, you literally once introduced yourself to a girl as Madaline “not actually a vegetarian but still not fucking scared of your boyfriend” Mellor.
MARIANA-CROSS: What??? Fuck you, no I didn’t.
DOCTORISSIN: Yeah, you did.
MARIANA-CROSS: No I didn’t.
MARIANA-CROSS: Wait
MARIANA-CROSS: No, you’re right, I totally did, didn’t I.
MARIANA-CROSS: Tanya
MARIANA-CROSS: LOL
DOCTORISSIN: There we go, glad we could agree that I’m right.
MARIANA-CROSS: Fine yeah, you’re right, but that’s not what this is. She’s my friend.
MARIANA-CROSS: Can we get back to business?
DOCTORISSIN: Go on.
MARIANA-CROSS: I’d say she’s at least getting 2000 calories on the days her bf is around, they’re actual full meals and she eats them.
MARIANA-CROSS: Except if she’s upset she mostly just pushes it around her plate, eating little bits and I mean bits, not bites.
DOCTORISSIN: She make that meatloaf?
MARIANA-CROSS: Yeah.
DOCTORISSIN: So she cooks for you?
MARIANA-CROSS: She cooks for the house.
DOCTORISSIN: What does she eat when he’s not around? Anything?
MARIANA-CROSS: I’ve been getting her to snack with me at night, she like nibbles and it always takes encouragement.
MARIANA-CROSS: And on the days he’s not there, she’ll maybe have an egg in the morning, I counted 3 days last week, 4 days the week before that. Actually I'm pretty sure she had half a piece of wheat toast one of those days last week.
MARIANA-CROSS: She uses pam baking spray to cook her eggs, like to grease the pan, he and me get butter, she gets pam, she cooks them separately, I checked it has no calories.
MARIANA-CROSS: then like a yogurt in the afternoon and she snacks on veggies, lots of carrots, she’s like a rabbit. Then she makes him dinner when he gets home. Except for on the days she works nights. It’s variable, her schedule changes, it's hard to keep track of. Im busy.
MARIANA-CROSS: She works usually 3-4 days a week, and I don’t know how much she eats at work or if she eats much at all, but I worry that I know what the answer is.
DOCTORISSIN: Where does she work, don’t have to be specific, what kind of job?
MARIANA-CROSS: Zippybrew.
DOCTORISSIN: More coffee, huh but they have bagels and pastries and sandwiches and stuff, any chance she’s eating a bunch there?
MARIANA-CROSS: I don’t know. I can’t stand there and watch her. But the way she sometimes looks at food like it might be poison or other times and this is worse, she gets this look like she really wants it, but somebody is telling her she can’t have it.
DOCTORISSIN: Well, to be honest Maddy none of this is encouraging.
MARIANA-CROSS: Right. You think!
DOCTORISSIN: But you said she doesn’t look like Bethany? Doesn’t look scary?
MARIANA-CROSS: No.
MARIANA- CROSS: Actually yeah.
MARIANA-CROSS: But not scary.
MARIANA-CROSS: Like she looks like like a year before the end with Bethany, looks like she’s I don’t fucking kno wants to work the runway, supermodel or like the idea some people have of them.
DOCTORISSIN: Does she?
MARIANA-CROSS: No. She’s got bad anxiety, can’t see her wanting that many eyes on her.
DOCTORISSIN: I mean is there an aspect to this that’s about body, about appearance.
MARIANA-CROSS: I assume so, dysphoria and insecurity due to CH social standards. Eityher doesn’t think she’s pretty or she doesn’t think she’s pretty enough.
DOCTORISSIN: So yes, we might be able to safely assume she is metaphorically at least wanting if not trying to work the runway.
DOCTORISSIN: Is she pretty?
DOCTORISSIN: Maddy?
DOCTORISSIN: Are you checking?
MARIANA-CROSS: All women are pretty.
MARIANA-CROSS: She went through this really bad thing a couple of years ago and she stopped eating much to save money, she says she never got used to not being hungry again.
DOCTORISSIN: You buy it?
MARIANA-CROSS: I think it’s part of the truth.
DOCTORISSIN: Kay, going through prolonged periods of starvation or even just food insecurity can have a large variety of long term psychological consequences. Being less likely to notice hunger is one of them. Any idea how long this went on?
MARIANA-CROSS: 5-6 months
MARIANA-CROSS: FML, just laying this out is stressful.
DOCTORISSIN: Yeah, that’s one reason I want to know how pretty she is.
MARIANA-CROSS: What, how does that have anything to do with anything?
DOCTORISSIN: Nothing, except for the fact that you’re conflict oriented.
MARIANA-CROSS: Fuck you, no, I’m not and I still don’t get why that’s something you’d need to ask anyway. Fuck it, E, she went through all that, shouldn’t she want to eat more now or something?
DOCTORISSIN: It sounds like there are other factors involved, besides different people react to different circumstances in different ways, it's hard to study much less predict. Here’s something all your computer classes won’t teach you, the human mind, just one single human mind is the universe’s smallest, strangest haunted house.
DOCTORISSIN: What’s her body like and what about activity level?
MARIANA-CROSS: She’s pretty active on her feet a lot , does a lot of chores, works almost full time, she does yoga once and awhile, but doesn’t do a lot of heavy working out. Seriously, will you stop is her body really important?
DOCTORISSIN: You tell me.
MARIANA-CROSS: Fuck you, can we concentrate please.
DOCTORISSIN: Sorry you just pitch so well.
DOCTORISSIN: But no, that is an actual consideration, the more information I have the better recommendation I make, it's hard to tell but it sounds like she’s probably having at maximum an average of 1000 calories a day, that’s bad and that estimate is likely really optimistic, but if she’s tall like you that’s way worse than if she’s just average height.
MARIANA-CROSS: She’s small, real small, short. You have at least a few inches on her. Small frame. Really thin wrists like fragile.
DOCTORISSIN: Dainty wrists huh? Well like I said, that’s preferable to her being your size, the smaller she is the longer she can go with less.
MARIANA-CROSS: How bad is this?
DOCTORISSIN: To use a technical term, it’s not good.
MARIANA-CROSS: Does she have an eating disorder?
DOCTORISSIN: Probably. It's hard to make a determination without meeting her or more data. It’s likely at least disordered eating.
MARIANA-CROSS: Is that better?
DOCTORISSIN: Yes, but it can develop into an all out eating disorder, especially during periods of psychological stress. She got other problems? I mean she’s trans so…
MARIANA-CROSS: Oh yeah. I’m pretty sure she’s one of the most fucked up people I’ve ever had sustained contact with, but she gets through really well.
DOCTORISSIN: Gets through? What do you mean?
MARIANA-CROSS: Acts I guess normal or tries to.
DOCTORISSIN: She live in a safe place? Secure? Doesn’t split her time with you and somewhere else.
MARIANA-CROSS: Yeah, I’d say so.
MARIANA-CROSS: Her house is safe, she lives here full time.
DOCTORISSIN: What about the bf?
MARIANA-CROSS: Shitty CHBF which is to say a CHBF. But he’s not like abusive.
DOCTORISSIN: Good. How do you think she’d respond to you trying to talk to her about this?
MARIANA-CROSS: Not sure, but she’d probably deny it, I floated a small version, concern over how little she ate. That's when she gave me the line about having gotten used to being hungry or no, that’s how she started to say it, but she changed it to, not used to being full.
DOCTORISSIN: Said, she’s snacking with you?
MARIANA-CROSS: Yeah. We chill and watch anime before bed, I try to get her to munch stuff throughout, but I’m wondering about trying to get her to eat actual meals.
DOCTORISSIN: You watch anime and chill? That one is too easy. I can't believe you sent it, but I'm going to be professional and not touch it.
DOCTORISSIN: She around you a lot?
MARIANA-CROSS: Yeah.
DOCTORISSIN: She like you?
MARIANA-CROSS: COme the fuck on.
DOCTORISSIN: It’s a legitimate question about her health.
MARIANA-CROSS: The thing I’m most worried about is if things go bad and no one's watching, and she gets wrose and she ends up in the hospital.
DOCTORISSIN: Well, let’s try to put down padding for if that happens, pun intended. What about getting a therapist or a psychiatrist? I don’t count.
MARIANA-CROSS: Yeah, that’s probably not in the cards right now.
DOCTORISSIN: You didn’t answer, does she like you?
DOCTORISSIN: Maddy?
MARIANA-CROSS: Yes.
DOCTORISSIN: How much does she like you?
MARIANA-CROSS: Is that still a legitimate question.
DOCTORISSIN: Both legit and not legit. I know you.
MARIANA-CROSS: Everybody likes me.
DOCTORISSIN: She take any supplements?
MARIANA-CROSS: Religiously, women’s gummy vitamins.
DOCTORISSIN: Kay, best thing you can do if you can’t get her into professional help is to start making meals for both you and her when you can, tell her it's time to eat, that you made it for her, put it out, dish it up first. You grab something on your way back from work, grab two, something for her. Start with lunch when her boyfriend is not there, then begin doing the same with breakfast. Don’t try to force it on her, don’t push too hard, use that charm of yours that lets you get away with murder. Be seductive. If she doesn’t want to eat, put the food out so it's there, ask her to keep you company while you eat.
MARIANA-CROSS: Are you serious? Would that work?
MARIANA-CROSS: Would getting seductive help, I mean?
DOCTORISSIN: OMFG! It was a joke, just use your charisma, Jesus, Maddy, what kind of situation are you in?
MARIANA-CROSS: Nevermind. Shouldn’t I ask permission about making her meals?
DOCTORISSIN: Have you been asking permission to feed her snacks?
MARIANA-CROSS: No.
DOCTORISSIN: Then no. If that’s working than keeping doing that, you’re just increasing the scale, given your nutritional preferences you should have no problem providing her high calorie foods.
MARIANA-CROSS: Thanks E.
DOCTORISSIN: No, problem, should we expect to see you soon?
MARIANA-CROSS: Friday, at the latest, I’ll try to stop by in the middle of next week as well.
DOCTORISSIN: What about her?
MARIANA-CROSS: I don’t think that’s a good idea.
DOCTORISSIN: Who is this girl? Tell me more about her, you’re going to anyway.
MARIANA-CROSS: This isn’t like that.
DOCTORISSIN: Sure.
MARIANA-CROSS: What evidence do you have this is anything more?
DOCTORISSIN: Not much, just that you're not coming around and by the grapevine you haven’t been going around too much either, you’re acting weird and I feel like you’re overdue for fal;;’;
MARIANA-CROSS: Auto correct has some odd answers these days.
MARIANA-CROSS: E?
DOCTORISSIN: Bimnbo got impatient she is expressing how she missse you by way of her mo
DOCTORISSIN: uth on my clit
MARIANA-CROSS: LOL send her my love. I don’t think you’re getting to your dissertation tonight.
DOCTORISSIN: ’ll be lucky if I grt these graded before sunup
DOCTORISSIN: she says that I can grade while she sucks me
MARIANA-CROSS: Can you?
DOCTORISSIN: I can try.
MARIANA-CROSS: Bullshit, there’s no way you haven’t done that before.
MARIANA-CROSS: Hopefully somebody gets an 4.0 out of the deal.
DOCTORISSIN: She says you neeeed to watch her new video.
DOCTORISSIN: And talk to her and come to seee us
MARIANA-CROSS: I say every like she gets should mean an hour locked. Have a good night, you queers. I'll see you both in a couple days. Luv ya.
DOCTORISSIN: We luv you tooo, sdfaasd
DOCTORISSIN: ffuck she really fuckijng misses you have a good night Maddyty enjoy your netflix and chillinggfggg. Make sure you message her tomorrow
MARIANA-CROSS: Fuck you E. I will. Night.
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