In her previous life, Su Lili had never slept with Guo Zhiwei. On the surface, he treated Su Tian well—despite Su Tian’s infertility, he never abandoned her, letting her live comfortably with money to spend, a car to drive, a large apartment, and even a villa. But no one knew about Guo Zhiwei’s performance in bed… it was truly hard to describe. Compared with Chen Xiaojun, the difference was obvious.
Su Lili couldn’t exactly tell anyone about this. If there was anyone to blame, it was Su Tian, that bitch, for not saying anything in advance. If she had known Guo Zhiwei was like that, she… forget it. Useless was useless. In her previous life, Chen Xiaojun had been very capable in that regard, so what? He ate, drank, whored, and gambled, stayed out all day, and even beat her. She worked like an ox and a horse—what was it all for?
In this life, she had snatched Su Tian’s marriage. Even if Guo Zhiwei wasn’t capable in that way, he had money, a house, and was a city man. In the future, she could still live a carefree life as a rich lady. Worth it.
Su Lili only complained silently. Guo Zhiwei looked glamorous on the outside, but was useless on the inside. She even began to wonder—was Su Tian’s infertility in her previous life really just her own problem? Could Guo Zhiwei also have had some issues?
The thought startled her. She quickly shook her head, warning herself not to think nonsense. Anyone could have a problem except Guo Zhiwei. If he really couldn’t have children, what would she do? She had already proven in her previous life that she could—three years, two kids, and even a pair of twins.
Back then, she had heard Su Tian say that both of them had gone for checkups. Guo Zhiwei had no problems; it was Su Tian whose body was weak. Doctors wouldn’t lie. Guo Zhiwei definitely had no issues—the problem was Su Tian. Yes, it had to be Su Tian who couldn’t have children.
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On Su Tian’s side, she was woken early by her mother to herd the ducks, make breakfast, feed the pigs, and collect duck eggs. After the market opened up, the family could raise a few more ducks. They collected six or seven eggs a day; once they had fifty or sixty, Huang Guihua would pickle them into salted duck eggs to sell. Three mao each—if not selling salted duck eggs, then what?
After finishing her chores, Su Tian told Huang Guihua and rode off on a borrowed “28” bicycle. Their family didn’t have money—the bike belonged to the production team. Everyone was busy with farm work, so she could borrow it. The round trip was more than ten li; with a bike, of course she’d ride.
Su Tian thought she had arrived early. Unexpectedly, when she reached the roadside, that five-years-old-but-still-new cargo truck was already parked there. Qin Yan stood beside it in a white shirt and blue trousers, tall and straight, handsome and refined. His hair was clearly styled on purpose—a neat side part that made him look fresh and crisp.
Qin Yan had been staring at the road where Su Tian would appear. The moment she showed up, he saw her. She rode the bicycle in a red-and-white checkered dress, bright and graceful. The breeze brushed her face, her hair flying, her brows and eyes like a painting, lips red and teeth white—like a rose blooming against the wind.
Her long hair was braided loosely, with a wildflower picked from the roadside tucked to one side. On her head was a straw hat woven from reeds, giving her a bright, pastoral charm.
With just one glance, Qin Yan’s heart leapt violently. His heartbeat thundered, his eyes unable to look away. He stared foolishly at the girl riding toward him, his gaze focused and bright.
Su Tian was like a gust of wind, crashing straight into his heart—thump, thump, thump.
Noticing Qin Yan’s gaze, Su Tian raised her eyebrow smugly. A woman dresses for the one who delights in her. Today’s pastoral look was definitely eye-catching. Having lived two lives, Su Tian knew how to amplify her beauty. Besides, she herself felt beautiful like this and was happy to please herself.
Seeing the man staring in a daze, Su Tian curved her lips, smiling with her eyes, her voice pleasant. “Did you wait long?”
Qin Yan’s lips curled slightly. His ears felt warm. His gaze lingered on Su Tian’s fair, beautiful face, his tone light and filled with joy. “No, I just got here.”
Su Tian glanced at the pile of dogtail grass leaves scattered at his feet. It was hard to believe he had only just arrived. Since he wouldn’t admit it, she wouldn’t expose him. It only showed that Qin Yan was serious about her. She had seen his sincerity.
She smiled and tucked some loose hair behind her ear. “Then I’m the one who came late?”
“No, you’re not late.” Afraid she’d blame herself, Qin Yan hurried to explain. “I came early today. There wasn’t much cargo, unloading was quick.”
That was a lie. In reality, he had rushed to deliver the goods to the town commune early, urging them to unload quickly just so he could shorten the time. That was how he reached the agreed spot around ten o’clock.
Actually, Qin Yan had wanted to go straight into the village, but he was afraid Su Tian might be unhappy, so he could only wait foolishly at the roadside—waiting for a full hour.
Now, seeing the pretty, radiant Su Tian, Qin Yan felt that the wait had been completely worth it.
Under Su Tian’s smiling gaze, Qin Yan awkwardly rubbed his nose and brought up what they had agreed on last time. “These past few days, you… have you thought it through? I… did I scare you?”
“Actually… actually, this is the first time I’ve ever liked a girl. If I did anything wrong, don’t be mad. Tell me, and I’ll change.”
Qin Yan had never progressed like this in his life. Even learning to drive hadn’t made him this nervous. Sweaty palms, a pounding heart, and that anxious unease—fear of rejection, disappointment, and unwillingness—all surged through his heart.
He felt he wasn’t good enough, afraid he didn’t deserve her. Yet he couldn’t bear to watch her go on blind dates or marry someone else. He just wanted to marry her, treat her well—treat her very well, treat her especially well.
So much so that he almost wanted to… rip his heart out and give it to her.
Su Tian looked at him—his expression tense, eyes deep and serious, his attitude earnest. His handsome face carried a mix of being on high alert, yet also anticipating his “prey” to bite. Su Tian couldn’t help but smile at the sight. The usually silent, stoic man in front of her was struggling with words and yet had said something like this—it really was hard for him. Indeed, sincerity was a killer move.
Su Tian smiled, and for some reason, Qin Yan felt a sudden relief in his chest. His lips lifted in a small smile, but his handsome face flushed, too embarrassed to meet her eyes. His heart pounded, his limbs went soft, and his mind felt like fireworks were exploding in his head. In a rush of courage, he blurted out, “Su Tian, let’s be in a relationship?”
“Sure!” Su Tian nodded with a smile.
Qin Yan thought he had misheard and froze, unable to believe it. “You said yes?”
Su Tian smiled even brighter, nodding emphatically, her eyes sparkling with joy. “If you didn’t hear….”
“I heard it. From now on, you’re my girlfriend.” Qin Yan said firmly, as if afraid she might change her mind. He couldn’t let his “girlfriend” slip away.
Amused by his serious expression, Su Tian laughed and extended her hand toward him. “Mm, you’re my boyfriend too. Comrade Qin Yan, please take care of me!”
Qin Yan’s brows lifted, his eyes shining, and his lips curved into a beautiful smile. His ears burned red, revealing his bashful heart. He glanced at her bright, cheerful face, then at her fair, delicate hand wearing a watch. Her fingertips were round and cute, like fine white porcelain, making him too embarrassed to grip firmly. He held her hand carefully, as if it were something precious.
Her hand was so small!
Her hand was so soft!
Her hand was so warm!
Her fingertips nestled in his rough, large hand, slightly damp with sweat. Su Tian curled her fingers around his palm, winked, and teased playfully: “Don’t be scared. You’re my boyfriend; I’ll treat you well. Look at you, your palm’s all sweaty.”
Qin Yan: “……”