Nicholas’s POV
A harsh smack on my ass had me moaning as I buried my face into his pillow. I felt so exposed but I didn’t exactly hate it even as he rubbed my ass gently with his hands.
"Cassian—"
"Patience, baby." He whispered as he reached for his drawer and took out a bottle of creamy lube before pouring it over my hole. "It’s going to hurt if I don’t stretch you out."
"But..."
My words drowned in my throat when he smacked my ass, sending jolts of pleasure down my spine as my lips thinned immediately.
"Don’t argue with me, pretty boy. Stay down and take my cock when I ask you to, alright?" He whispered, kissing my back gently and I nodded immediately, a whimper leaving my lips.
He rubbed a finger over my hole for a moment, making me groan in impatience as I fisted the sheets under me. When he finally slid a finger inside me, a wrecked moan left my lips as my eyes rolled to the back of my head.
"You’re so tight and sensitive." He whispered as he added another finger and it felt like I was losing my mind.
His skilled fingers stretched me open and when the tip of his finger brushed against my prostate, I cried out with his name on my lips.
"Put it in me. Please!" I whimpered in pleasure even after he added a third finger and he finally tsked in amusement as he pulled away.
"So impatient." He whispered, and I watched as he took out a satchet of condoms from his drawers, but I quickly stopped him. "You don’t want me to use it?"
I nodded slowly and his lips curved even more as he threw the packet away before coating his cock with lube.
"This will hurt a bit." He muttered as he grabbed my hips, rubbing the tip of his cock over my hole. "Fuck, look at you clenching and unclenching impatiently for my dick to be inside you."
I felt a bit embarrassed even as my face burned but there was nothing I could do. I wanted this. I asked for this.
"Tell me what you want, pretty boy. I need to hear you say it."
"I... I want you to fuck me, Cassian." I whispered shyly, my face buried in the pillow but that didn’t seem to be enough as he grabbed my hair and yanked me back so that his lips were by my ear.
"Say it like you mean it. Say it louder like you belong to me." He growled and I whimpered, my body trembling with anticipation and pleasure.
He was more controlling than other brothers even though he was gentle to the touch. I didn’t hate it, I sorta loved being controlled.
"I want you— n-no, I need you to fuck me." I said louder, my cock straining and begging for attention but I tried to ignore it.
"Good boy." He whispered, kissing my ear gently before letting me go and I dropped back to the bed.
He spread my cheeks apart, dripping more lube into my hole before he finally slid the tip of his cock inside me. It felt like my whole body had gone numb just from that little thrust and I cried out in pain.
The pain was blinding and uncomfortable because I have never taken a dick so big in my ass before. In fact, I haven’t taken any dick at all into my ass except for that small dildo that I bought.
"Breathe, baby. Relax, you’re so tense." He whispered as he rubbed my back gently, his dick sliding out just so he could slide in deeper.
His dick was stretching me so wide that I felt tears sting my eyes and I buried my face in the pillow to stop myself from crying out loud.
Maybe this was a bad idea. Maybe I should just tell him to stop.
But without me even telling him to stop, he already paused, his hand rubbing my back gently.
"If you want me to stop, I will. I won’t move if you don’t tell me." He whispered as he kissed my back gently and I let out a shaky breath.
"Will it stop hurting?" I asked truthfully and he nodded. "T-then you can move. Just... slowly." I added and he hummed softly.
"Tell me something I don’t know about you, Nicholas." He muttered as he pulled out again and then slid back in, making me groan as the pain started to reduce.
"I used to take suppressants and inhibitors to hide my scent..." I whispered, tears staining my face and he hummed once again. "T-that day when it rained, I lost everything."
"That’s why we discovered your identity, isn’t that right?" He muttered as he lifted me from the pillow and I realized he was already deep inside my hole.
He was trying to distract me from the pain by asking me random questions. How sweet was that?
"Can I move? I promise it’ll feel so good." He whispered and I couldn’t help but nod shyly. "Good boy. Grab the headboard for me."
I grabbed the headboard gently just as he had ordered and held my breath when he slid all the way out to the tip before slamming into me.
It felt like I had been slammed into by a truck but it wasn’t as painful as I thought it would be. Instead, the pleasure that filled me was beginning to top the pain I felt previously.
"You’re so tight." He whispered as he started to thrust in and out of me at a steady pace and the bed creaked under us, making me cry out in pleasure.
"Fuck— faster. Please." I begged with my head thrown back in pleasure and my back arched like I needed more. "Fuck me harder."
For someone who wanted him to stop minutes ago, the contrast of me begging him for more now was insane. But it felt so fucking good that I couldn’t think straight anymore.
"Damn it, that’s it, baby. Take this fucking dick." He grunted, his grip on my waist so tight that it almost felt painful but nothing could top the pleasure I felt as his dick pounded my hole.
Just then, my orgasm peaked so fast that I didn’t even have the moment to say I was cumming before cum burst out of my cock, splatting all over the sheets.
My cries and moans of pleasure were so loud that I was sure everyone in this mansion would have heard my voice by now. How would I face anyone after this?
Even... Elijah?
Cassian spanked my ass harshly as his grunts filled my ears and then he pulled me up so that my back was resting against his chest.
His free hand wrapped around my throat, choking me slightly while I bounced on his dick on my own, my hands on his thighs for support.
"You love riding my dick, don’t you?" He groaned into my ear as he tugged on my earlobe with his teeth, making me whimper and tremble in pleasure.
"I... I do. I wanna ride your dick all the time." I moaned and he grunted in approval, his hand guiding me up and down on his dick.
"Fuck, I’m gonna cum in your little hole. You want me to cum in your little hole, right?"
I loved it when he talked dirty to me so bad. It wasn’t degrading but just enough to make me know he loved fucking me too.
"Please..." I begged, unable to tell him how badly I wanted his cum inside me.
His thrusts became sloppy as his groans increased and with one final thrust, he came inside of me, his load filling up my walls.
But just as he came, I felt another wave of pleasure wash over me as my walls clenched so tightly around his dick and he hissed in pleasure.
I didn’t know what just happened or what that was. But it felt so good that it had my vision darkening for a whole minute as I writhed against Cassian.
"Did you... did you just cum from your ass?" He asked in surprise and my eyes widened when I realized I just had an actual internal orgasm.
It was real. I literally felt a sticky liquid slide out of my hole and I knew it wasn’t his cum. This was from me.
The next second, Cassian flipped me over, making me surprised as he pressed me against the bed.
"W-what are you doing?" I asked in confusion as he pinned my head to the bed and I had the sudden urge to struggle. "Cassian, what’s happening?"
"Do you realize what just happened?" He asked in a low voice as he traced whatever liquid came from my ass with his finger and then took it to his mouth.
"I... I don’t." I said truthfully and he scoffed, leaning down to look at me.
"Want me to tell you?"