Nicholas’s POV
I wanted to scream but Adrian’s hand around my mouth made it impossible. He had thrusted into my ass just like that. No condom, no lube, no preparation... nothing. The pain was blinding but all I could think of was why he was doing this.
"It’s gonna feel so good." he whispered as he held his hand over my mouth and another pinning my hands to my back. I already gave up on talking some sense into him and just let him do as he pleased even as tears rolled down my cheeks.
A few drops fell on his hand and he finally stiffened against me like he had realized something. Then he pulled his hand away, making it easy for me to breathe well once again. After a passing second, he let go of my hand and they dropped to my side, making me collapse to the bed.
Which meant he had pulled out, right before he could forcefully sleep with me.
"Nicholas." he called out softly as he knelt down beside me and I glanced at him. "Did I hurt you? Did I really make you cry? Did it hurt?"
"Even if I told you it did, you still won’t stop." I whispered, staring at him blankly and his face fell at once. "I would never stop you from having your way with me; hell, I want to know what it is to be fucked by you. But by force? I’m not sure I can handle that."
"I’m... sorry." He muttered after a moment of silence but that didn’t stop the pain that coursed through me. "I lose my mind when I see my possession with someone else and—"
"I’m not your possession. I might be an omega but I don’t belong to you. I don’t belong to anyone." I snapped, sitting up as I ignored the pain in my ass. "I slept with Cassian because I wanted to. I allowed you to touch me because I wanted it to happen. I... I’m not your object to play with and toss around."
When he didn’t say another word, I slipped out of the bed and put on the robe I wore earlier before turning to see him still kneeling by the bed.
"Also, I don’t hate you." I whispered softly and his eyes met mine. "Just don’t force me or hurt me because you’re stronger than me. That would make me hate you."
With that, I walked out of the room, trying not to limp as I made my way to my room. The moment I got in, I collapsed to the bed, feeling dreadful and awful.
I knew I wanted him right there and then. For crazy and very stupid reasons, my wolf liked being forced into submission by him. When I had summoned the dumb thing to help, it literally ignored me.
I got to suffer for it anyway.
I let out a sigh, the look on his face not leaving my mind. He looked like he meant every word. Like he really saw me as his and only his.
Didn’t he have a mate or something? Why would he want to make a mere omega like me his possession?
I suddenly sat up when I realized that I was probably being watched right now so I quickly plugged in my phone and started to pack the little things I owned in this room.
When I was done, I returned to the room I used to stay at before the rain flooded the entire place. It was how I left it; the maids had cleaned the place and even taken out my other clothes to dry.
There was no doubt that someone would have seen my sex toys in there. What a shame.
I settled back in once again and eventually lay down as I stared out the window right by my bedside.
My possession.
Surely he did not mean that I was his mate, right?
My phone suddenly rang and I flinched, grabbing it to see that I had a call from an unknown number. My heart flew to my throat as I took the call and placed the phone by my ear.
For a minute, I heard nothing except the sound of someone breathing into the phone.
"Hello...?" I finally called out, my voice shaky as my hand trembled but I still heard nothing. And then the call ended.
What the fuck? What the actual fuck?
My fingers moved quickly as I hit the block button, fear taking over me once again. I got up as fast as I could and rushed out of my room, heading for Cassian’s room.
"Cassian?" I called out as I knocked, praying that he would be able to find a solution because I couldn’t keep living like this.
I got no answer after knocking a few more times and without hesitation, I pushed the door open.
"Cassian...? Are you there? He called me..." I whispered as I looked around but the room was empty. There were no signs of anyone in the room which meant he was gone.
I rushed out of his room and nearly tripped when running down the stairs but I managed to hold myself back up as I searched the whole house.
There was no sign of Cassian anywhere.
I returned to my room with a dejected sigh as I plopped back on my bed, hugging my knees with my arms. Did he lie to me?
My phone buzzed once again and this time, it was a different number. Again, I took the call and just like before, the person on the other end was silent, just the sound of them breathing over the speaker that freaked me out.
"Stop fucking calling me!" I finally yelled in terror. "Why won’t you leave me alone? What did I do to you? Who are you? Leave me the hell alone! Please!"
There was another moment of silence and then...
"You wish."
That was all the response I got as the call ended and my heart sank to my chest. His voice was unfamiliar and deep, nothing like I’ve heard before but it was obvious that he was after me.
To kill me? Ruin me? Make my life miserable? I had no idea anymore. Because I was becoming miserable and I might just jump out of this window any time soon—
My phone buzzed again and I almost cried in horror as I took the call one last time, ready to curse him in the worst way.
"You fucking asshole, stop bothering me!" I yelled in frustration and I heard a soft gasp that made me freeze.
"Nicholas?" The voice came from the other end and I froze, recognizing the voice at once.
"Jayden? Oh my fucking goodness, I’m so sorry." I muttered in despair as I rubbed my forehead gently. "Are you okay? Do you need help?"
"I’m fine, I should be asking you that. What’s wrong? Who is bothering you?" He asked and I collapsed to my bed, feeling a tear roll down my face.
"I’m fine." I whispered as I stared at the ceiling. "I thought you were a troublemaker."
"Alright then." He didn’t probe any more and I let out a sigh of relief. "If you need any help, don’t hesitate to let me know. I just called to say hi so you can have my number too."
"Thanks. I’ll uh, get back to what I was doing." I muttered and he hummed in response before hanging up.
I let out a sigh as I saved his contact before staring at the ceiling once more. At least I should be safe in here while waiting for Cassian to help me.
I hadn’t even lain down for about a minute when my phone buzzed with a notification. Dread filled me as I glanced at it, wondering if I should just smash it against the wall or check what was sent.
Another buzz came in. Then another. Then another until I buried my head under my pillow. That tone had become something so traumatizing that I wanted to rip out my ears so I wouldn’t hear it again.
Or I could just be phoneless. That wouldn’t be so bad.
One more notification finally had me grabbing the phone, and goosebumps filled my body when I saw yet another album of me lying on my bed right now. There was another camera in this room and he was watching me.
In rage, I raised my middle finger, pointing it everywhere because I knew he could see me.
"Fuck you!" I yelled as I buried my face in my hands. Would I ever be free?
I suddenly glanced at the image and realized that the angle was coming from the right, which meant the camera had to be somewhere on the right side of this room.
Since he wanted to play so bad, why not give him something to play with?
I pushed my bed to the wall as I got on it, feeling the wall for anything that could be a camera. When I felt something pointy touch my palm, my eyes widened.
I found it.