← Novel

Blackthorns Chronicles

Chapter 22 / 85

‹›

Chapter 22 of 85

‹›

Chapter 22: The Weight of Free Will

Blackthorns Chronicles

💬Read on DiscordAdd NovelCodex to your server: search, share your library and read chapters with friends.Add to Discord

Vale Haven City, 1986

The world had become a little less simple to Cassian Blackthorn.

At five years old, he remained as curious and energetic as ever.Full novel: Blackthorns Chronicles — read the rest free on N​o⁠v​e⁠l​C⁠o​d⁠e​x⁠.​o⁠r​g⁠

He still climbed where he was forbidden to climb, asked questions at the most inconvenient moments, and regarded every locked door as a challenge personally issued to him.

A warning from an adult did not end his interest in a dangerous thing; it merely made him want to know precisely what made it dangerous.

Yet the events of the previous day had changed something.

Cassian had grown up in a family for whom the extraordinary was ordinary.

His grandparents possessed powers that could frighten entire villages.

His parents carried the name of a magical bloodline that inspired respect, envy, and fear among the old families.

His older siblings each possessed talents of their own.

Even the Blackthorn servants, though entirely human and without magical gifts, had shown courage, loyalty, and intelligence that Cassian admired.

Still, he had carried an unexamined assumption: magical people might be dangerous because of their powers, but ordinary humans were easier to understand.

They could be kind or cruel, certainly, yet he had imagined that the absence of magic made them simpler.

Vale Haven City had challenged that belief.

Some of the people he encountered had been desperate, frightened, or burdened by circumstances he could barely comprehend.

Others had deliberately preyed upon the weak.

They had mistaken a child’s size for helplessness and kindness for permission to exploit him.

They had possessed no magic.

They had needed none.

Greed had made them dangerous.

Envy had made them spiteful.

Pride had persuaded them they were entitled to whatever they wanted.

Anger had supplied excuses for cruelty, while the desire for power had allowed them to justify almost anything.

Cassian had corrected some of them with his unusual ability.

He had made certain people confront the consequences of their actions.

When he believed it necessary, he had sent them away from places where they did not belong, returning them to the lives or locations from which they had strayed.

To Cassian, the process had seemed straightforward.

If someone behaved badly, correct the problem.

If someone frightened another person, make certain they could not do it again.

If someone hurt others because they believed no one would stop them, show them that their actions had consequences.

It was, in his opinion, a perfectly sensible arrangement.

Unfortunately, the world had not been consulted when Cassian developed his understanding of justice.

And the world, as he was beginning to discover, was considerably more complicated than a five-year-old could comfortably accommodate—especially one who possessed the ability to do things most adults could not imagine.

The morning after his outing, Blackthorn Manor was unusually peaceful.

Sunlight spilled across the breakfast room’s polished floor, illuminating pale curtains and the silver tea service.

Beyond the tall windows, the gardens were damp with dew.

Gardeners worked among the rose bushes while a groundskeeper pushed a wheelbarrow along the gravel path.

Inside, the household followed its familiar routine: dishes were cleared, linen was carried down the corridor, and a telephone rang before falling silent.

Cassian sat at the breakfast table in dark trousers, a white shirt, and a navy-blue cardigan chosen because it was difficult to ruin.

The household had learned that dressing Cassian in anything delicate was an exercise in optimism.

That morning, jam stained his sleeve.

He argued that the jam had attacked him first; Seraphina replied that jam could not be aggressive.

When he asked whether she had ever interrogated a jar, she simply ordered the jam removed from his reach.

Now, with breakfast finished and his mother occupied elsewhere, Cassian was attempting to balance a silver spoon on his nose.

It fell.

He tried again.

It fell a second time.

“Uncooperative,” he muttered.

“Perhaps the spoon has developed an independent personality,” a voice remarked.

Cassian looked up.

Lord Octavian Blackthorn stood in the doorway, Lady Isolde beside him, her amusement barely concealed.

“Grandfather!” Cassian hurried over for an embrace.

Isolde kissed his head.

“How is our most troublesome young gentleman?” she asked.

“I’m not troublesome.

I’m curious.”

“That is what troublesome people call themselves when they wish to sound respectable.”

Cassian asked whether she was troublesome, too.

Isolde admitted that she was, and explained that age and experience sometimes made people frightening.

When Cassian asked whether he could become frightening now, both grandparents said no.

He sighed; adults were determined to prevent him from achieving greatness.

“An excellent observation,” Octavian said.

“Spoons have no feelings.

Now apply that logic to people.”

Cassian opened his mouth, then closed it again.

His brows drew together, as though a question had appeared in his mind too large to fit.

Octavian noticed.

Few things escaped the old lord, particularly when it came to his youngest grandson.

Cassian’s expressions often revealed more than his words.

This morning, beneath his usual mischief, there was an unusual solemnity.

Octavian pulled out a chair.

“Come.

Sit with us.”

Isolde summoned tea, milk for Cassian, and a small plate of biscuits.

Cassian climbed back into his chair, but he did not reach for the biscuits.

That, more than anything, convinced Isolde that something troubled him.

“Well?” she asked gently.

Cassian rubbed his thumb against the table’s edge.

“Grandfather?”

“Yes?”

“Are humans bad?”

The room grew quiet.

Isolde exchanged a glance with her husband.

“What has prompted that question?” Octavian asked.

“Because some people are bad.”

“That is true.”

“But they’re not magical.”

“Also true.”

“So why are they bad?”

Octavian folded his hands.

“Being magical does not prevent a person from behaving badly.”

“I know that.

Some magical people are mean.

They think they’re better than everyone because their families are old and they can do special things.

They don’t like people who don’t have magic.” Cassian hesitated.

“But humans don’t have magic.

I thought they would be different.

Better, perhaps.”

“Ah,” Isolde said softly.

“But they aren’t.”

“Not necessarily,” Octavian replied.

Cassian’s shoulders slumped.

“Then they’re just the same?”

“In some ways, and in others they are different.

But the ability to do good or evil is not exclusive to those who possess magic.”

“I don’t like that.”

“Neither do many adults,” Isolde said.

“Then why doesn’t somebody fix it?”

“Who would you have fix it?” Octavian asked.

Cassian looked up as though the answer were obvious.

“Me.”

Isolde pressed her lips together.

Octavian, to his credit, did not laugh.

“And how would you accomplish this remarkable undertaking?”

“I would correct them.”

“How?”

“I’d make them stop being bad.”

“And if they refused?”

“I’d make them understand.”

“And if they still refused?”

Cassian frowned.

“I’d send them somewhere else.

Where they belong.”

Octavian’s expression grew still.

Isolde set her teacup down.

“Grandson,” she asked, “what exactly did you do yesterday?”

Cassian had not intended to hide anything.

He had seen something wrong, corrected it, and continued with his day.

“I used my ability,” he admitted.

“Explain,” Octavian said.

“Some people were being mean.

They wanted things that weren’t theirs.

They frightened people and thought they could do whatever they wanted because nobody would stop them.”

“And what did you do?”

“I stopped them.”

“How?”

“I made them look at what they did.

I made them understand how it felt when somebody did the same thing to them.”

“Did you make them experience another person’s suffering?”

“Not exactly.

I showed them.”

“Through an illusion?”

Cassian shook his head.

“Through a memory?”

“I don’t know.”

Octavian was silent for a moment.

Cassian continued.

“Then I sent them back.”

“Back where?”

“Where they belonged.”

“To their homes?”

“Some of them.

The others went where they were supposed to be.”

“Did they choose to go?” Isolde asked.

Cassian looked confused.

“Why would they need to choose?

They were doing bad things.”

“That is not what I asked.”

“No,” he admitted quietly.

Octavian leaned back.

For a moment, he looked older than he had a few minutes earlier.

“Then we have something important to discuss.”

“Am I in trouble?”

“No.”

“Are you sure?”

“Quite sure.”

“Is Mother going to find out?”

“Your mother already knows you possess a remarkable talent for finding trouble.”

Cassian brightened.

“Oh.”

“However,” Octavian continued, “whether you intended to help those people is one question.

Whether you had the right to decide their lives for them is another.”

“But they were bad.”

“Yes.”

“So I did the right thing.”

“Perhaps you did something that prevented harm.

Perhaps you also did something that was not yours to decide.

Both can be true.”

Cassian stared at him.

He disliked that answer.

It was untidy.

After breakfast, Octavian took Cassian to the eastern sitting room, a quiet chamber lined with bookshelves and furnished with deep-green chairs.

Tall windows overlooked the garden.

Isolde accompanied them with milk, biscuits, and the patience of a woman who had raised children in a household where the impossible was often routine.

Cassian settled between his grandparents on the sofa.

His feet did not touch the floor.

He regarded this as a personal insult from the furniture.

“Would you like a cushion beneath your feet?” Octavian asked.

“No.”

“Why not?”

“Because then the sofa would win.”

Isolde laughed.

“An admirable principle, though I fear the sofa is unaware that a contest is taking place.”

Cassian ignored her.

He was still thinking.

“Grandfather, are there seven kinds of bad people?”

“Seven?”

“I heard somebody talking about the seven deadly sins.

What are they?”

“Pride, greed, lust, envy, gluttony, wrath, and sloth.”

Cassian counted them on his fingers, then paused.

“What’s lust?”

Octavian considered how to answer a five-year-old who could turn a simple conversation into an interrogation lasting the rest of the day.

“It is an excessive or selfish desire, often concerning another person, that disregards that person’s dignity, feelings, or freedom.”

“So it’s wanting something too much?”

“That is a simplified explanation.

Wanting something very much is not automatically wrong.

It becomes dangerous when desire overcomes respect for others.”

“For example,” Isolde added, “you may want the last biscuit very much.

That is understandable.

But if you snatch it from your grandmother’s hand, you have allowed your desire to become selfish.”

Cassian glanced at the plate.

Isolde moved it farther away.

“Do not even consider it.”

“I wasn’t.”

“You were calculating the distance.”

He grinned.

“The seven deadly sins,” Octavian continued, “describe patterns of wrongdoing.

They are not seven separate species of people, and they do not affect only humans.”

“Magical people have them too?”

“Even grandfathers?”

“Especially grandfathers.”

Cassian’s eyes widened.

Octavian’s mouth twitched.

“Do you imagine age grants a person immunity from foolishness?

No one is born with a guarantee that they will always choose wisely.”

“Even Mother?

Father?

My brothers and sisters?”

“All of them,” Isolde replied.

“And Clara, too.

She is a very good woman, but that does not mean she has never made a mistake.”

“But Clara is good.

So she doesn’t do bad things?”

“That is not the same thing.”

Cassian frowned.

“Then what makes somebody good?”

The question settled between them.

“A good person is not necessarily someone who has never done anything wrong,” Octavian said.

“A good person tries to do what is right, recognizes when they have failed, and makes an effort to put things right.”

“If somebody does one bad thing, they’re not bad?”

“Not automatically.”

“What if they do two?”

“Still not automatically.”

“A hundred?”

“Then we must consider what they did, why they did it, whether they understood the harm, and whether they continue doing it.”

Cassian’s brows knitted together.

“That sounds like a lot of work.”

“It is.”

“Wouldn’t it be easier to just send them away?”

“Sometimes removing a dangerous person from a situation is necessary.

If someone is hurting another person, we must protect the person being hurt.

But sending someone away does not automatically teach them anything.”

“I made them see.”

“Perhaps.

But did you make them understand, or did you frighten them enough that they wanted to escape?”

Cassian’s mouth opened, then closed.

He had not considered the distinction.

He had assumed that if someone stopped doing something bad, the lesson had been learned.

But what if they stopped because they were frightened?

What if they behaved only because they feared punishment?

Would that make them good?

“I don’t know,” he admitted.

“That is an acceptable answer,” Octavian said.

“Really?”

“Of course.

There is no shame in admitting you do not understand something.

The shame lies in pretending you understand when you do not, particularly when your decisions affect others.”

Cassian absorbed this seriously.

“What is pride?” he asked.

Octavian picked up a small wooden chess piece from the side table: a black king polished smooth by years of use.

“Pride is not always bad,” he explained.

“You may be proud of learning to read or accomplishing something difficult.

It becomes dangerous when you believe you are better than everyone else, entitled to control them, or too important to admit a mistake.”

Cassian thought of the old magical families who regarded non-magical humans as inferior.

“Like the old families who think humans are beneath them?”

“Precisely.”

“But they don’t know everything.”

“No one does.”

“They think they do.”

“That is often the trouble.”

Cassian asked whether a person could be proud and still be good.

Octavian explained that healthy pride encouraged improvement, while dangerous pride convinced someone they no longer needed to learn.

When Cassian proudly announced that he was clever, his grandfather warned him not to become too proud.

Cassian immediately wondered whether that warning itself was a lesson about pride.

He then asked about greed.

Octavian explained that it meant wanting more than one needed or was entitled to, especially when one was willing to take from others.

Cassian wondered about a starving person who stole bread from someone who owned a thousand loaves.

Was that the same as a wealthy person stealing merely to become wealthier?

“Taking what belongs to another person can still cause harm,” Octavian said, “but understanding why someone did it helps us decide how to respond.”

“Then the person with a thousand loaves should share.”

“Perhaps.

But we must find a way to help the hungry without creating another injustice.”

Cassian could not understand why everyone did not simply share.

Isolde explained that some people feared they would not have enough if they gave something away; others had become so accustomed to having more that they believed they deserved it.

“Rules should make them share,” Cassian insisted.

“Rules can restrain harmful behavior, but they cannot guarantee kindness,” Octavian replied.

“Someone may obey only because they fear punishment, then behave badly when no one is watching.”

Cassian suggested that somebody should always watch.

Octavian pointed out that he would spend so much time watching everyone else that he would forget to watch himself.

The boy disliked that possibility, since he considered himself very responsible—most of the time.

“What is envy?” he asked.

“Resenting another person’s good fortune,” Isolde said.

“It is not merely wanting something you do not have.

It is being unhappy because someone else has it.”

Cassian thought of a sibling with a better toy.

Asking to share was not necessarily envy; feeling disappointed when refused was natural.

Even anger, Isolde explained, was a feeling rather than proof of bad character.

Anger might alert someone to injustice or give them courage to protect another person.

But if anger made all their decisions, they could harm someone who did not deserve it.

Cassian remembered the cruel people in Vale Haven City.

He had been angry because he wanted to stop them hurting others.

“If I’m angry because I want to stop someone hurting people, is that wrong?”

“No,” Isolde replied.

“Even if I want to hurt them?”

“Feeling the desire to hurt someone is not the same as choosing to hurt them.

What matters is whether you allow the feeling to control your actions.”

“But what if hurting them stops them?”

“Sometimes force is necessary to protect someone from immediate danger.

But it should be limited to what is necessary.

It must not become an excuse for revenge.”

Protection meant preventing harm; revenge meant making someone suffer because you wanted them to suffer.

If Cassian stopped someone from hurting Clara, that was protection.

If he continued hurting them after Clara was safe because he remained angry, that could become revenge.

“What if I don’t know when to stop?” he asked.

“Pause and ask yourself what you are trying to accomplish,” Octavian said.

“The fact that you can do something does not mean you should.

The fact that you can stop another person does not mean you should control every decision they make.”

Cassian looked at his small hands.

He had never thought of his ability as something that required restraint.

It was simply another part of himself.

Now he wondered whether it might be dangerous—not because he wished to hurt anyone, but because he might hurt someone while believing he was helping.

The conversation continued, and Cassian learned that the seven deadly sins were not labels for seven kinds of people.

They were patterns anyone—human or magical—could fall into.

Enjoying food was not the same as being ruled by appetite; resting was not laziness; anger was not automatically wicked; and wanting something did not become envy until another person’s good fortune felt like an injury.

Motives and circumstances mattered, though they did not automatically excuse harm.

“Why does every question have another question inside it?” Cassian complained.

“Because life is rarely as simple as we would like,” Octavian replied.

“That’s inconvenient.”

“Very.”

Cassian announced that he would write a book titled The Book of How Everyone Should Behave.

But when Octavian asked what he would do if people refused to follow his instructions, he could not answer.

He had thought about the rules people should obey, not what to do when they refused.

His mind filled with questions.

If he could change how someone perceived their actions, would that solve the problem?

If he made a cruel person feel compassion, would the person truly become compassionate?

If he sent a malicious person away, would he be correcting an injustice or merely moving it somewhere else?

“Grandmother,” he asked, “why did the Creator make people able to be bad?”

Octavian did not dismiss the question because Cassian was young.

“Do you believe a person should be able to choose what they do?”

“Yes.”

“Even whether to be kind when they are angry?”

Cassian hesitated.

“Yes.”

“Meaningful choices require some freedom to choose differently.

You must be able to decide whether to share or keep, help or ignore, forgive or remain angry.”

“But why would somebody choose to be mean?”

“Fear, anger, greed, pride, ignorance, desperation, habit, and the desire to feel powerful can all influence people.”

“Then they shouldn’t choose those things.”

“That would be preferable.

But wanting someone to make a good choice does not mean you can make the choice for them without taking something important away.”

Octavian explained that free will—the ability to make choices and decide what kind of person to become—was meaningful precisely because a person could choose wrongly.

Cassian found this an uncomfortable gift.

“If somebody chooses to hurt another person, why doesn’t the Creator stop them?”

“Some believe that if every harmful choice were immediately prevented, our freedom would be limited.

But the people being hurt would not want to wait for someone else to learn.”

“No,” Octavian admitted.

“Free will does not mean harm should go unrestrained.

We can intervene, protect those in danger, and hold people accountable.

Still, sometimes no one stops a cruel person in time.”

“That isn’t fair.”

“No,” Octavian said quietly.

“It is not.”

Cassian had expected a simple answer: that the Creator punished bad people, rewarded good people, and made everything work out as it should.

Instead, his grandfather admitted that cruel people might escape punishment and innocent people might suffer.

“Then perhaps the Creator is making a mistake,” Cassian declared.

Isolde did not scold him.

“Perhaps you will one day understand something you cannot understand today.”

“But if somebody can stop a bad person and doesn’t, the bad person keeps hurting people.”

“That is a serious concern,” she said.

“Then stopping them is better.”

“Sometimes it is necessary,” Octavian replied.

“But stopping someone from causing harm is not the same as taking away every freedom they possess.”

He asked Cassian to imagine one of his brothers trying to strike him in anger.

Isolde would intervene and prevent the harm.

She might require an apology or impose a sensible consequence, but she would not decide every other thing the brother must do for the rest of his life.

“If you made him unable to feel anger, disagree, question authority, or decide anything for himself, would he still be the person he was?” Octavian asked.

“He would be different,” Cassian said.

“Would he be good, or merely unable to act according to his own desires?”

Cassian considered it.

“If he couldn’t choose to be bad, he couldn’t choose to be good either.”

“Precisely.”

“Then we should help him choose good.”

“That is the heart of the matter,” Octavian said.

“But what if they don’t want help?”

“Then we may have to protect others from them while hoping they reconsider.”

“I don’t like hoping.

Hope doesn’t stop somebody from hurting people.”

“No.

Hope alone is not enough.

We must act when action is needed.”

The conversation turned to punishment.

Cassian had assumed that punishment completed justice: if the wrongdoer was punished, the matter was settled; if they escaped punishment, something remained unfinished.

Octavian helped him see that the harm itself mattered, whether or not the world corrected it afterward.

A lie remained wrong even if everyone believed it, and cruelty remained wrong even if nobody discovered it.

People might know they were wrong and continue because they believed the reward was worth the risk, convinced themselves their victim deserved it, or decided everyone behaved that way.

“Then the world is unfair,” Cassian said.

“Often, yes.”

“Can we fix it?”

“We can try to make it less unfair.”

It was not the answer Cassian wanted.

He wanted every wrong identified, every victim protected, and every malicious person corrected before they could cause more harm.

But the world did not promise that.

It offered choices, and those choices could affect many lives.

“Is punishment bad too, if it hurts somebody?” Cassian asked.

“Punishment can cause pain.

That is why it must be considered carefully,” Octavian said.

“Ask what purpose it serves.

Does it protect others, help the person understand the harm, or prevent further harm?

Or does it merely satisfy a desire to see someone suffer?”

“So punishment can become revenge.”

“Yes.”

“And revenge can become another bad choice.”

“Precisely.”

Cassian understood the distinction in principle: protection was about preventing harm, while revenge was about making another person suffer because he wanted them to suffer.

But what if the person did not care about the lesson?

What if they never changed?

“Then we may have to keep them away from the people they hurt,” Isolde said.

“Removing a danger can be necessary.

But it does not repair everything that danger has damaged.”

Cassian disliked how often the answer was that something might be necessary without being a complete solution.

Still, he was beginning to see that an imperfect answer could be more honest than a simple one that ignored the facts.

After a long silence, Cassian asked a question that changed the conversation.

“Can love make somebody do something bad, too?”

The room grew quiet.

“Yes,” Octavian said at last.

“Love can lead people to make terrible choices.”

“But love is good!”

But loving someone does not automatically make every action we take for them right.

A parent might love a child so much that fear prevents the child from making friends, learning independently, or making age-appropriate choices.

The parent means to protect the child, but may actually prevent the child from growing.”

Isolde added that love could become possessive.

Someone might claim to love another person while refusing to respect that person’s wishes, demanding obedience, or treating them like property.

“People don’t belong to other people,” Cassian said.

“Correct.

Parents are responsible for caring for children and helping them grow, but children are people in their own right.”

Cassian thought about his siblings, then about his mother.

He loved them and would be furious if anyone hurt them.

But would that anger make anything he did afterward acceptable?

“If somebody hurt Mother, I’d want to stop them,” he said.

“I might want to make them suffer.”

“That feeling is understandable,” Octavian replied.

“But you remain responsible for what you do with it.

Strong feelings can make us believe that whatever we do is justified.

Love can make people brave and generous, but it can also make them frightened, possessive, or reckless.

The feeling alone does not decide whether an action is right.”

Cassian looked down.

“Did Mother ever want to hurt somebody because of me?”

“Your mother was frightened when you were in danger,” Octavian answered carefully.

“She was angry, too.

She wanted to protect you.

Those feelings were understandable, but they could have led her to choices she might later regret.”

“Did she?”

“She did not act on every terrible thought that crossed her mind,” Isolde said.

“She remembered that someone who might be connected to your disappearance was not automatically guilty of everything she feared.

She did not decide that everyone who frightened her deserved to suffer.”

Cassian pressed his face against Isolde’s shoulder.

“I don’t want Mother to be sad.

I don’t want anybody to take me away again.

I don’t want Mother to hurt anybody because of me.”

“Your mother’s choices are her responsibility, just as your choices are yours,” Octavian told him.

“You are not responsible for decisions other people make because they love you.

She may feel pain because she cares about you, but that does not mean you caused it on purpose.”

Cassian considered this.

If he fell and hurt his knee, his mother worried, but he did not fall to make her worry.

If he recovered, she was happy.

He could be more careful without giving up running entirely.

“There is another lesson,” Octavian said.

“You must balance the things you enjoy with your responsibilities toward yourself and others.”

Cassian groaned.

“More lessons.”

“Many more.”

After accepting a biscuit, he asked, “If Mother can almost do something bad because she loves me, could I do something bad because I love her?”

“Yes,” Octavian said.

“You might become so frightened for her that you hurt someone you believe is threatening her.

That is why you must be especially careful when you are protecting someone you love.”

Cassian remembered the people in Vale Haven City.

He had wanted to protect the innocent and stop cruelty.

He had been certain his actions were right because his intentions were good.

But what if anger had decided too much?

What if he had become so focused on correcting others that he forgot they were people too?

“How do I know when I’m helping and when I’m just making somebody do what I want?” he asked.

“Examine your reasons and methods,” Octavian replied.

“Ask what danger you are trying to stop.

Listen to the people affected.

Consider whether there is a less intrusive way to protect them.

When the danger has passed, ask whether you are continuing because it is necessary or because you want the other person to suffer.”

“What if I can’t tell?”

“Pause, if it is safe, and ask for help.

You are not required to make every decision alone.”

Cassian felt some of the tightness leave his chest.

He had assumed power meant being able to solve problems by himself.

Perhaps it also meant recognizing when he could not.

Later, Octavian suggested that Cassian write down his questions instead of trying to solve them all at once.

“Questions are easier,” Cassian said.

“Sometimes.”

Cassian climbed onto the chair at the small writing desk and wrote in large, uneven letters: THINGS I MUST UNDERSTAND.

Beneath it he listed the questions troubling him: why people did bad things; why good people made bad choices; why the Creator did not stop every wrong; how to recognize a sincere apology; how to stop cruelty without becoming cruel himself; why love could make people angry; how to protect his mother without hurting innocents; why everyone could not share; and why adults were so complicated.

He added one final question: Why does Grandfather always know when I am planning something?

Octavian cleared his throat.

“That is not a philosophical problem.”

“It is to me.”

“Then investigate it privately.”

“Are you hiding something?”

“Several things.”

“Grandfather!” Isolde laughed.

Octavian took the pencil and invited Cassian back to the sofa.

His expression grew serious.

“You have an extraordinary ability, and we do not yet understand all it can do.

You may be able to influence how people perceive their actions in ways neither your grandmother nor I fully comprehend.

That makes care essential.”

“Because I could hurt somebody?”

“Yes.

And because you may begin to believe that seeing a problem gives you the right to decide how everyone must solve it.”

“I wouldn’t do that.”

Octavian gave him a long look.

“Not on purpose,” Cassian amended.

“That is why we are talking,” Octavian said.

Isolde took Cassian’s hands.

“Your ability does not make you wiser than everyone else.

You will not always understand why someone behaves as they do, and your judgment will not always be correct.”

“Then what should I do?”

“Ask questions.

Listen to the people affected.

Protect those in danger.

Try to understand before deciding.

When you must act, remember that the purpose is to prevent harm, not satisfy your anger.”

Octavian added, “Some decisions are not yours to make.

You may disagree with someone and protect yourself or others, but you are not entitled to control every thought, feeling, or choice simply because you believe you know better.”

Cassian thought about the people he had sent away.

Had they understood what he wanted them to understand?

Had he given them a chance to choose differently?

He thought about his mother’s fear and the magical families who believed power entitled them to rule.

Then he thought about himself: a five-year-old who still blamed the furniture when he fell and the jam when his clothes became stained.

He had much to learn.

Perhaps recognizing how much he did not know was the first step toward becoming wiser.

“If I make a mistake while trying to help somebody, does that make me bad?” he asked.

“No,” Octavian replied.

“But if someone is hurt, you must take that seriously.

Help the person, understand what went wrong, and learn how to avoid repeating it.

Good intentions do not erase consequences.”

“What if I don’t know how to fix it?”

“Ask for help.”

“Even if I’m supposed to be powerful?”

“Especially then.

Power does not remove the need for wisdom.

It makes wisdom more necessary.”

Cassian leaned against his grandfather’s arm.

He joked that he probably had more to learn than everyone in the family.

Octavian pointed out that everyone had lessons of their own, including himself.

Cassian observed that Octavian had simply had more time to learn.

“An excellent point,” the old lord conceded.

“Let us not become too proud,” he added.

Cassian immediately asked whether that was pride.

“Potentially.”

For once, Cassian did not immediately ask another question.

Outside, Vale Haven City continued its complicated life.

The difference between doing what was right and doing what merely felt right would not always be easy to see.

Cassian still wanted to make the world better, but people were not broken toys to repair or puzzles to solve without their participation.

They could choose, make mistakes, learn, and change.

Justice might mean protecting victims, setting boundaries, demanding accountability, offering another chance, or removing a danger.

He would have to consider the purpose and consequences of each action.

Logic meant examining facts, separating knowledge from assumption, considering consequences, and admitting when evidence was missing.

Before using his ability, he would ask: What happened?

Who is in danger?

What do I know, and what am I guessing?

What action will prevent harm?

Is there a safer way?

What might happen afterward?

When should I stop?

These questions would not make every decision easy, but they might prevent an uncertain judgment from becoming irreversible.

He returned to the writing desk and added one more line beneath his list:

I can hope people change, but I must still protect others.

He studied it.

It did not promise that cruel people would become kind or that justice would always be done.

It simply gave him a direction.

That evening, Lady Seraphina came to collect her youngest son and found him at the writing desk, his tongue caught between his teeth in concentration.

“What are you doing, darling?”

“Writing.”

“Writing what?”

“Things I must understand.”

Seraphina approached and examined the paper.

Her expression softened as she read the uneven list.

She paused at the final line.

I can hope people change, but I must still protect others.

“That is a thoughtful thing to write,” she said.

“Grandfather taught me.

And Grandmother.”

“Then I shall have to thank them.”

Cassian slipped from the chair and hurried into her arms.

“Mother?”

“Yes, my love?”

“Do you love me even when I make bad choices?”

Seraphina held him a little closer.

“Always.”

“Even when I make mistakes?”

“Especially when you need help learning from them.”

He rested his head against her shoulder.

“Then I think I understand.”

“Understand what?”

He thought for a moment.

“That being loved doesn’t mean somebody will let me do anything I want.”

Seraphina smiled.

“No, darling.

It does not.”

“And if I do something bad, you help me learn.”

“Yes.”

“And if I hurt somebody, I have to try to make it right.”

“Yes.”

“And if somebody else does something bad, I should stop them from hurting people, but I shouldn’t decide that I own their thoughts.”

Seraphina went very still.

She glanced toward the sitting room, where Octavian and Isolde had been speaking earlier, then looked down at her son.

“That sounds like a very important lesson.”

“It is.”

She held him close.

For a moment, she thought about how much he had already experienced at such a young age.

He was still a little boy who liked biscuits, climbing trees, and asking questions about everything.

He was still her youngest child, the one she watched with tenderness and constant vigilance.

Yet something in him was growing beyond the simple understanding of the world she had once hoped to preserve for him.

He was beginning to recognize that goodness was not guaranteed by bloodline, power, age, or the absence of magic.

It was something people had to practice.

Something they could neglect.

Something they could choose again.

Seraphina kissed his forehead.

“Your grandfather is right about one thing, Cassian.”

“What?”

“Power makes wisdom more important, not less.”

Cassian nodded solemnly.

Then he looked up at her.

“Mother?”

“Yes?”

“Can I have a biscuit?”

She laughed.

“Of course.”

“And two?”

“One.”

“Why?”

“Because you have already had several.”

Cassian sighed.

“Free will is a terrible gift.”

Seraphina laughed so hard she had to hold him more tightly to keep him from slipping out of her arms.

For that evening, at least, the world seemed a little less frightening.

Not because its cruelty had disappeared, because every injustice had been corrected, or because all people had suddenly become kind.

It was less frightening because Cassian Blackthorn had begun to understand that his task was not to force the world into perfection.

It was to learn how to live in an imperfect world without allowing its cruelty to decide the kind of person he would become.

And for a five-year-old boy who possessed an extraordinary gift, that might have been the most important lesson of all.

Full novel: Blackthorns Chronicles — read the rest free on N​o⁠v​e⁠l​C⁠o​d⁠e​x⁠.​o⁠r​g⁠
📱NovelCodex for AndroidYour library, progress and tokens, in an app made for reading on your phone.Get the app
‹ PreviousNext ›