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Chapter 3: Prologue Part 3 of 5 The Night Lit Up Blue

Debt of the Unremembered

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Bright

Maren Vane did not move.

She stood in the doorway of the schoolhouse with a child in each hand, and the red light of the sinking sun came in through the tall windows behind her and lay across the floor between her and the table like a river.Full novel: Debt of the Unremembered — read the rest free on N​o⁠v​e⁠l​C⁠o​d⁠e​x⁠.​o⁠r​g⁠

She looked at Valerius across it.

She looked at the sheet of glass on its black iron frame.

She looked at the seven children standing alone by the slate, and at the freckled miller’s boy, who was crying now, without any sound, the tears just running down his round red cheeks and dripping off his chin.

“No,” she said.

It was very quiet in the long room.

Kaelen could hear the birds outside, settling in the oak for the night.

He could hear his own heart.

Valerius tilted his head a little to one side.

He did not look angry.

He looked interested, and a little sad, the way a doctor looks when a patient says they do not want to take their medicine.

“Mistress Vane,” he said.

“I understand.

Truly, I do.

You have already lost a great deal.

Your husband—Tomas, wasn’t it?

Tomas Vane.

A teacher of history.” He said the name gently, as if he were holding it in his hands.

“I read his file on the road.

I am very sorry for what happened to him.

It should not have happened.

The tax men in this province have been careless, and cruel, and I will see that they are punished for it.”

Maren Vane’s face did not change.

“But this is not a tax,” said Valerius.

“Nobody is taking anything from your children today.

We are only looking.

Only writing down what we see.” He gestured at the glass.

“Put their hands on the table, please.

It doesn’t hurt.

Ask any of the others.”

“And if I don’t?”

“Then Private Ashford, who is standing beside you,” said Valerius kindly, “will have to do it for you.

And I don’t think he wants to.

Do you, Private?”

Kaelen felt every face in the room turn toward him.

The mothers along the wall.

The children.

Aurelian Thorne by the window, with his pen stopped.

Silas Kross on the teacher’s desk, with a sweet in his cheek and a bright, amused look in his pale eyes, like a boy at a dog fight.

And Corin.

Looking up at him from his mother’s side.

With his careful dark eyes.

Kaelen did not answer.

He could not.

Maren Vane looked at him for one long moment.

Then she looked down at her children.

She let go of Elara’s hand, and crouched down, and pulled the little girl’s short braids straight, one and then the other, with fingers that were shaking.

“It’s all right,” she said.

Her voice was very calm.

“It’s just a window.

You put your hand on it, like on a cold window in the winter.

And then we go home and have supper.

All right?”

Elara nodded.

Her eyes were enormous.

“Me first,” said Corin.

His mother looked at him.

“Me first,” he said again.

“So she can see it doesn’t hurt.”

And before anyone could stop him, he let go of his mother’s hand and walked across the red river of light on the floor, straight to the table, past Valerius, and stood in front of Linus Hale with his chin up.

He was so small that the top of the glass came to the middle of his chest.

Hale looked down at him through his round spectacles.

For a moment, something moved in his thin, tired face.

Then it was gone.

“Give me your hand, son,” he said quietly.

Corin held it out.

Hale took it, very gently, and pressed it flat on the cold glass.

The glass lit up like a struck bell.

Not a faint glow.

Not a few inches of blue, spreading like ink.

Light.

It burst out from under Corin’s small palm in every direction at once, racing through the thousand fine silver lines inside the glass, filling them, flooding them, until the whole great sheet was blazing with a cold, clear, brilliant blue that lit the long room from below like a frozen lake with the sun under it.

It threw Corin’s shadow up onto the high ceiling, enormous.

It turned every face in the room pale blue.

It hummed.

Kaelen felt it in his teeth.

Somebody gasped.

One of the mothers.

Corin did not move.

He stood with his hand flat on the blazing glass and looked down into it, frowning, with the blue light on his face, as if he were trying to read something written very small.

Linus Hale had gone white.

He took Corin’s hand off the glass, slowly.

The light faded, but not all at once.

It drained away from the edges first, back toward the place where the boy’s hand had been, and lingered there in a small bright patch shaped like a child’s palm, and only then went out.

The room was utterly silent.

“Bright,” said Hale.

His voice was hoarse.

Aurelian Thorne did not write it down.

He was staring at the glass.

His pen had dripped a fat black blot onto the open page of his book, and he had not noticed.

Valerius had not moved at all.

He stood at the end of the table with his hands folded behind his back.

But his face had changed.

All the sadness had gone out of it.

All the gentle, patient, doctor’s kindness.

What was left was very still and very bright and very hungry, and Kaelen, standing by the door with his pike, understood for the first time in his life what people meant when they said a man’s eyes had lit up.

“Thank you, Master Hale,” said Valerius softly.

“Now the girl.”

“No,” said Maren Vane.

But Elara had already let go of her skirt.

She had seen her brother do it.

She had seen the light.

And she was four and a half, and her brother was very old and could read everything, and if he could do it, so could she.

She ran across the floor, her short braids bouncing, and slapped her small hand down flat on the glass before Hale could even reach for it.

This time, Kaelen had to shut his eyes.

When he opened them again, there were spots of blue swimming in front of everything.

The whole schoolhouse had been white.

Not blue.

White.

For one long second, every window and every wall and every face had been white as snow, and the hum had become a high, singing note that went on and on, like a finger run round the rim of a wineglass, until the tall windows rattled in their frames.

Now it was fading.

Slowly.

Elara stood at the table with her hand still on the glass and her mouth wide open in delight, and the light was draining back toward her palm, and she was laughing.

“It’s pretty,” she said.

“Cor, look, it’s so pretty!”

Corin was not looking at the glass.

He was looking at Valerius.

And Valerius was looking at Elara, with an expression on his long pale face that Kaelen did not have a word for.

“Blazing,” said Linus Hale, in a voice like dry leaves.

On the teacher’s desk at the front of the room, Silas Kross had stopped swinging his foot.

He was sitting very straight.

The sweet had gone still in his cheek.

His pale eyes moved from Elara, to Corin, to Valerius, and back again, and he was smiling.

Not his small pleased sweetshop smile.

A wide one.

Delighted.

As if someone had just handed him a present.

Home for the Night

Kaelen thought they would take them then.

Right then.

Walk Corin and Elara across the floor to stand with the seven by the black slate, and that would be the end of it.

They did not.

“Thank you, Mistress Vane,” said Valerius.

His voice was gentle again.

All the hunger had gone back inside him, like a fish going back under dark water.

“That will be all.

Take them home.

Give them their supper.”

Maren Vane stared at him.

“All of you,” said Valerius, turning to the room, to the mothers along the wall, to the seven children by the slate.

“Take your children home.

It’s late.

They’re tired.

Registration is complete.

Thank you for your patience.” He smiled at the freckled miller’s boy, who was still crying silently by the slate.

“Go to your mother, son.

Go on.”

The boy did not move for a moment.

Then he ran.

His mother caught him halfway across the room and lifted him clean off the floor, though he was nine and nearly as big as she was.

All down the long room, the mothers were moving.

Gathering up their children.

Hurrying to the door.

Not looking at the soldiers.

Not looking at the glass.

Kaelen stood aside to let them pass, and they flowed past him out into the red evening like water out of a broken dam, and some of them were crying, and some of them were laughing, high and shaky, and none of them looked back.

Maren Vane was the last.

She came to the door with Corin’s hand in one of hers and Elara on her hip, and she stopped beside Kaelen.

She did not look at him.

She looked out at the square.

“Why?” she said, very quietly.

So quietly that only he could hear.

Kaelen did not know what she meant.

Then he did.

Why did they let us go?

“I don’t know,” he said.

And that was the truth.

But as she walked away from him down the low rise toward the square, holding her children, with the last red light of the sun on her back, Kaelen turned and looked back into the schoolhouse.

At Valerius, standing at the end of the dark glass table with his hands behind his back, watching her go.

At Aurelian Thorne, closing his book on the blot of ink without looking at it.

At Linus Hale, pulling off his round spectacles and pressing the heels of his hands against his eyes.

At Silas Kross, unwrapping another sweet.

And he thought: You don’t take the fish out of the pool until you’ve got the basket ready.

The Tent

That night, Kaelen was put on watch outside the Inquisitor-General’s tent.

It was pitched in the field behind the schoolhouse, on the low rise, so that it looked out over the whole sleeping village and the river and the dark hills beyond.

It was a big tent, square, of heavy gray canvas, with a lamp burning inside so that the walls glowed a soft dull gold, like a paper lantern.

Two soldiers stood at the front flap.

Kaelen and one other were put at the back, in the dark, in the long wet grass, with their pikes.

The other soldier fell asleep on his feet in the first hour, leaning on his pike, his chin on his chest.

Kaelen let him sleep.

He stood in the dark and looked out at the village.

Most of the windows were dark now.

A few still had lamps in them, yellow and small.

He could see the end of the river lane, and the last house before the water.

Its kitchen window was lit.

He wondered what they were doing.

Whether Corin was at the long white table, reading.

Whether Elara was trying to whistle.

Whether Maren Vane was standing at the stone sink with her hands still and her eyes on the dark.

Behind him, through the canvas, he heard voices.

He was not trying to listen.

At first.

Then he heard a name he had never heard before, and it did something strange.

It slid off his mind like rain off a window.

He had to hear it twice before it would stay, and after that he could not stop listening.

Cassian.

“—seven traces and two brights in one village,” said a voice.

Linus Hale’s voice, dry and tired.

“Two.

And one of them blazing.

I have never seen a blaze.

Nobody has.

Not in all my years of testing.

Not since—”

“Not since the old line.” That was Valerius.

Calm and soft and warm.

“Yes.

I know.

I read the old reports too, Linus.”

“Then you know what it means.”

“It means the old stories were true.

It means Cassian’s blood did not end when his name did.” A pause.

The sound of a cup being set down on wood.

“It means that somewhere in the history of this little valley, a long time ago, someone of that line came here to hide, and married a miller, or a farmer, or a teacher, and the blood went on.

Quietly.

Down and down.

Thinner and thinner.

In most of them, a trace.

Just a whisper.” Another pause.

“And then, every few generations, the river runs strong again.

And you get a bright.

And once in a hundred years, perhaps, a blaze.”

“They’re children,” said a third voice.

Aurelian Thorne.

Low and rough.

“They are,” Valerius agreed.

“That is the whole point, Aurelian.

Children can be taught.

Children can be raised.

A grown man with that blood in him would be a king, or a rebel, or a martyr.

Dangerous in all three cases.

A child is a seed.

You may plant it wherever you like.”

“And the mother?”

A silence.

A long one.

Kaelen stood in the wet grass with his pike and did not breathe.

“The mother,” said Valerius gently, “will not remember that she had them.

It will be a kindness.

She has suffered enough.”

“And the rest of the village?

The traces?

The ones you sent home tonight?”

“Ah.” The cup again.

“Well.

That is what the engines are for.”

Kaelen’s hands had gone so tight on his pike that the wood creaked.

“The rebel army will come over the far hills at dawn,” said Valerius.

His voice had not changed at all.

It was still calm and warm and patient, like a teacher explaining a sum.

“Six thousand of them, our scouts say.

Farmers with pikes, mostly.

Some mages.

They will come down into this valley to defend Oakhaven, because Oakhaven is where they began.

This village was the first to say no.

Did you know that?

Twelve years ago.

They carved it on their doors.”

“We remember,” said Hale quietly.

“Yes.” Valerius sounded almost fond.

“And when they come down into the valley, all six thousand of them, the engines on the ridge will wake.

And a wave will go out across the valley floor.

And everything in it will be made new.

Every rebel.

Every farmer.

Every mill and field and kitchen.

Every mother and every trace and every carved word on every door.” A pause.

“They will not die, Aurelian.

I am not a butcher.

They will simply stop.

Stop remembering.

Stop being angry.

Stop saying no.

They will sit by the river and smile at the water.

And the war will be over.

And nobody will ever know there was one.”

“That’s—” Aurelian Thorne’s voice cracked.

“That’s everyone.

There are three hundred of our own men in that valley.”

“Two hundred and eighty-nine,” said Valerius.

“I have the list.

The column will be moved up to the ridge before dawn.

Most of them.”

Most of them.

Kaelen stood in the dark and felt the night go very cold around him.

“And the two brights?” said Hale, very quietly.

“Will be gone before the wave,” said Valerius.

“The wagons leave before first light.

The boy to you, Linus.

You will empty him, carefully, and we will see what grows in the clean field.

And the girl—” For the first time, his voice changed.

Just a little.

Something came into it, something warm and eager and terrible.

“The girl comes with me.

To the Bank.

I want to raise that one myself.”

And from somewhere in the tent, close to the canvas, so close that Kaelen could almost have reached through it and touched him, a young voice laughed softly and said, “Can I do the boy, sir?

Please?

I’ve never done a bright.”

The crinkle of red sweet paper, being unwrapped in the dark.

The Lane in the Dark

Kaelen left his post at the second bell after midnight.

He did not decide to.

Not really.

He stood in the wet grass behind the glowing tent for a long time after the voices stopped, with his pike in his hands and his heart going like a drum, and he told himself all the reasons he could not move.

Deserting a watch was a hanging offense.

Disobeying the Inquisitor-General was worse than hanging.

He had a mother in Veridia, alone, in two rooms above a chandler’s shop, who waited every week for his letters.

He was one soldier with one short sword that he had used exactly twice.

And then he thought of a list on a kitchen wall.

I am afraid of the dark.

And under it, in smaller letters: The dark is the day with its eyes shut.

(Kaelen said.)

And he found that he was already walking.

He left the pike leaning against the sleeping soldier’s shoulder.

He went down the back of the low rise, away from the tent, bent over, through the long wet grass, past the dark schoolhouse with its silent bell.

Nobody saw him.

Nobody called out.

The night was cloudy and very black, with no moon, and the only lights in the whole valley were the glow of the tent behind him, and a few lamps in the soldiers’ camp by the bridge, and, far off on the ridge to the west, three tiny cold points of blue, high up on the three tall towers.

The engines.

Waiting.

He went down into the village by the back lanes, between garden walls, through a gap in a hedge, across a muddy yard where a dog lifted its head and looked at him and, for some reason, did not bark.

He came out at the top of the river lane, under the great oak.

The little wooden birds hung motionless in the dark above him.

He could not see them.

He could hear them, very faintly, knocking against each other in the small night wind.

Tock.

Tock.

Tock.

Like a clock.

The last house before the water was dark.

Kaelen ran.

Maren

She opened the door before he knocked.

She had been sitting up in the dark kitchen, fully dressed, with her boots on.

He saw the glint of her eyes.

He saw, in her hand, held low against her skirt, the long kitchen knife from the block by the stove.

“Private Ashford,” she said.

Not surprised.

“They’re coming for them.” His voice came out in a cracked whisper.

“Before first light.

Valerius.

The wagons.

The boy to the harvester, the girl to the Bank.

And you—” He could not say it.

He said it.

“They’ll take you too.

Your memories.

So you don’t know you had them.

And then at dawn the engines—the whole valley—everyone—”

Maren Vane did not say anything.

She did not gasp.

She did not cry.

She stood very still in the dark doorway with the knife in her hand, and Kaelen saw her face in the faint gray light, and it was the face of someone who has been waiting for a thing for a long time and is almost relieved that it has finally come.

“How long?” she said.

“I don’t know.

An hour.

Less.”

She turned and went back into the kitchen.

She did not light a lamp.

She moved through the dark room as if she could see in it, quick and sure, and Kaelen heard her open a drawer, and close it, and pull something heavy off a hook.

“There’s a boat,” she said.

“Tomas’s boat.

In the shed.

It will take two children and one grown person.

The river goes south out of the valley, through the gorge.

The engines are on the west ridge.

If we’re in the gorge before dawn—” She stopped.

“Get the boat.

Carry it to the water.

I’ll get the children.”

“Ma’am—”

“Get the boat, Kaelen.”

It was the first time she had used his name.

He went.

The Boat

The shed with the crooked roof stood at the bottom of the garden, beside the apple tree.

Its door was held shut with a loop of rope over a nail.

Kaelen pulled the rope off and dragged the door open and went in, into thick blackness that smelled of tar and old wood and wet earth and apples.

He felt around with his hands.

Tools on the wall.

A rake.

A coil of rope.

A wooden bucket.

And then, on the floor along the back wall, lying upside down on two logs, a long smooth curve of wood.

A boat.

A small one, a narrow flat-bottomed river boat, about as long as two men lying head to foot.

He found its edge with his fingers and lifted.

It was heavier than he expected.

He got one end up onto his shoulder, and dragged the other end along the floor, and backed out through the shed door into the garden, staggering.

The apple tree caught at his hair.

An apple fell and hit him on the shoulder and bounced away into the dark.

“Ash?”

Kaelen nearly dropped the boat.

Tobin was standing in the back doorway of the house in his shirt and trousers and bare feet, with his carrot hair standing up in every direction and his round face creased from sleep.

He was holding a candle stub in a tin dish, and the tiny flame lit his face from below, yellow and frightened.

“Ash, what are you doing?

You’re on watch.

If Dunmore—”

“Put that out,” hissed Kaelen.

“Tobin.

Put it out.”

Tobin pinched the candle out.

In the sudden dark, Kaelen heard him breathing fast.

“They’re going to take the children,” Kaelen said.

“The Vane children.

Tonight.

And at dawn the engines are going to empty the whole valley.

Everyone.

The rebels.

The village.

Us.”

There was a long silence.

“Us?” said Tobin.

“Most of the column’s being moved up to the ridge.

Most.

Valerius has a list.”

Another silence.

Kaelen could not see Tobin’s face.

He could only hear him breathing.

Then Tobin came down the back step in his bare feet, and across the wet grass, and took the other end of the boat.

“Where to?” he said.

The River

The path of flat stones went down through the long grass to the riverbank.

It was only fifty paces.

It felt like five miles.

They carried the boat between them, upside down over their heads, so that it made a roof over them and they could see nothing but the stones under their feet.

Kaelen could hear the river ahead, louder than he remembered, rushing and murmuring over its stones in the dark.

He could smell it, cold and green.

They turned the boat over at the bottom of the path and slid it down the muddy bank into the water.

It floated.

It bumped gently against the bank, tugging at the rope Kaelen held, as if it wanted to go.

The current was strong here, just below the house, where the river came round a bend and ran fast and deep under the overhanging willows.

Behind them, footsteps on the stones.

Maren Vane came down the path, fast, with Elara in her arms, wrapped in a blanket, asleep, and a bundle tied across her back.

Corin walked beside her, holding a fold of her skirt.

He was fully dressed.

He had his boots on.

He had a satchel on his shoulder, a small leather one, a schoolboy’s satchel, and he was holding it against his chest with his free hand as if it held something very precious.

He looked up at Kaelen in the dark.

“I brought the list,” he said.

“I took it off the wall.

Mother said I could.”

“Good,” said Kaelen.

His throat hurt.

“That’s good.”

“I put in my history book too.

Father’s.

The one with all the kings.”

“Into the boat,” said Maren Vane.

“Corin.

Now.

Sit in the middle.

Hold on to the sides.”

Corin climbed down the muddy bank and into the boat.

It rocked under him.

He sat down in the middle of it, very straight, holding the sides with both hands.

Maren Vane handed Elara down to him, still asleep in her blanket, and he took his sister onto his lap and held her, and Elara did not wake.

She murmured something and put her thumb in her mouth.

Maren Vane turned to Kaelen.

In the dark he could just see her face.

“Thank you,” she said.

“Ma’am, go.

Please.

Go now.”

She put one foot on the bank to climb down.

And the night lit up blue.

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