It all started to fall apart,
Deep in the corner of my heart.
Things have gone just too far,
My mind and heart are waging a war.
As restless as the mind has been,
The peace in my time,
Was never seen.
I gotta save myself,
From this hell.
Gotta come back,
Nothing makes me happy now,
My mind is breaking yet somehow.
Everything seems to piss me off,
Don’t know how i make it stop.
The long hours have made me sick,
Not much a choice to make a pick.
Forcing my way into the game.
Down in the shithole i just made,
Sorry for the things i have said.
It’s just that i am tired of it,
While trying to live up every bit.
It’s time I fight back,
Protecting me from this hell.
If things work out, I shall go back,
I hope everything goes well.