** Knock** Knock**
Despite hearing the knocking Cheongyeon lay in bed without budging. He had lost the will to even speak. When there was no answer, the door clicked open. And the servant entered without permission. "I've brought your meal". said the maid. The tableware on the tray clattered along with sound of a cautious voice. " Even if you have no appetite, please try a bite of the porridge". Perhaps worried about Cheongyeon, who hadn't had a single drop of water. Since being discharged from the hospital yesterday. A maid from the kitchen brought him some porridge. Cheongyeon remained under the covers, without even turning his head. He barely managed to open his parched lip. " Please go, I don't want anyone to come in my room" he said.
A suffocating silence followed with a sound of a sigh. The maid placed the porridge on the bedside table and quietly left the bedroom. Now alone again, the words of the doctor had spoken yesterday floated in Cheongyeons mind. Like a buoy floating out in the sea. " The re-examination results are the same, it appears you are infertile. Impairing certain Omega functions is a common side effect of overdosing on suppressants. Recessive Omegas are more vulnerable, so it is necessary to strictly adhere to the dosage." "When I heard that , I felt as my life was over. Because I had become completely useless in this house, and to a man named Moon Do Heon. Even if I were to hang onto the edge of a cliff, it couldn't be more desperate than this." "I had an upset stomach and frequent indigestion for the past few days. So deep down I was hoping I might be pregnant. But even that small hope I harbored has been shattered to pieces. What was Do Heon's expression like when he heard the doctor's diagnosis? I couldn't see clearly because I was crying. But he seemed extremely rational and cold, as if he listening to someone else's story. Just as it always has been. With this, Moon Do Heon's marriage was proven to be a failure. Born as the illegitimate child of Chairman Moon of JT Group. He was belatedly taken in by the chairman at tens years old. Yet the family would slander him behind his back, calling his background vulgar. When the time came for Do Heon to get married....... The family scouted someone who would be willing to act as a spy and was also a dominant Omega.
He would abandon his family's choice and chose Cheongyeon, a failed idol and recessive Omega. Not only was there severe opposition from his family at the time of their engagement. But gossip followed him like a stigma throughout their married life. That's why Cheongyeon absolutely did not want to disappoint Doheon, who had chosen him. And to the JT family I wanted to become a suitable Omega for Doheon is a dominant Alpha. However, it was impossible from the start. The fact that my traits were recessive was a mistake in the first place. I could only imagine how disappointed he must have been when I was diagnosed with infertility. And it was because I was abusing suppressants without a prescription had brought these results. The thought of much he must resent me,made me feel as if the ground beneath my feet was crumbling. Of course he maintained his usual extreme dry demeanor even while going through discharge procedures. But for Cheongyeon it actually made him feel horrified and miserable. He had tried his best to make a good impression on him throughout their three year marriage. But it was proven that his desperate struggle was for nothing. As his presence hadn't even stirred the slightest emotion from Doheon. To the point while at the hospital even the doctor looked at him with pity at Doheon cold attitude."......." It was quiet outside the bedroom. There wasn't even a faint noise usually heard when Doheon came to and from work. He didn't even know what time it was. He couldn't help it. He had cried so much that the pillow had long since become damp. Since Doheon and he slept in separate rooms from the beginning, the two of them would never run into each other. In this vast mansion unless one of them visited the other's room. Cheongyeon turned his head and stared out the window. It was raining. Suddenly he felt the urge to jump out that window. Visit novelping . com for the full chapter.