How do we do this?
I don’t know what the truth is…
How can I give you a fuck,
When I don’t even have two shits
To share?
Are you clueless?
Detached?
Or just ruthless?
You come off as aloof
Just to stay bulletproof.
It’s
Some uncouth shit…
Yeah, it’s really so far from fair.
I tried not to fall in love
From up above
Because I knew you weren’t there…
I put myself
In that friend zone
Because I felt
It was unfair…
I’m sorry that I chose to run,
I couldn’t face the imbalance there…
Oh, Love,
I met you at that deli
And you never
Let me in…
I was hoping
You would vet me,
That we’d be
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Just friends…
But in the end
You wouldn’t let me
Be your lover,
You pulled back
And left me
Distant
Unrepentant
Of the pain
You let seep in…
How do we do this?
I don’t know what the truth is…
How can I give you a fuck,
When I don’t even have two shits
To share?
Are you clueless?
Detached?
Or just ruthless?
You come off as aloof
Just to stay bulletproof.
It’s
Some uncouth shit…
We met at that deli
A couple of years ago.
A year or so.
I had to switch my gears.
I learned a different flow.
Not difficult.
To give you all my soul.
Too difficult.
You pushed my love away,
I locked it in a vault.
Impenetrable…
I tried to show you what I had inside of me.
All the crumbs that I have left…
It took a left,
I jarred that shit back up,
And threw it on the shelf
Before I left.
Fuck…
How do I get through this?
I feel so blue, shit…
How can I make myself care,
When you don’t give two shits?
Not fair…
Was I there?
Distracted?
Or just stupid?
I came on way too strong,
For way too long,
I ruined it
Before
We could get into it…
But accountability is not your strength…
I was falling into you while you were keeping me at length, now let it sink…