I don’t care to be alone…
I want a wife
And a child
I’ve been tryin’ to build a home…
I don’t need a fuckin’ loan.
I can get it on my own.
Carry my world on my back,
I get lost
Off in the zone.
Just tryin’ to set the tone…
But it feels
So unreal
That a deal
Can be so fuckin’ far away…
I’ve been writing to get better
No matter what all gets wetter.
Shit, I meant wet.
But, I guess
I’ll try again
In better weather.
Baby, stay…
Wondering
What else
That I could say…
So unbalanced
In transitions…
A poor segue.
Don’t slip away…
I was born with hella talent.
I’m not braggin’,
I just know that
I will make it
Eventually.
Either way!
I just need to
Bleed through…
Yeah, I know I need to.
I need to succeed too.
No reason to
See blue.
I need to set me free.
I…
Was holding on
To her nightmares.
I need to let me breathe.
Cut my teeth
On the edge
Of the page I see.
Just kill all the pain
And the rage in me.
To the drain,
Like a tainted tea.
Left a bomb
In my brain.
Like an I.E.D.
But I had to bleed through…
Yeah, I know I need to.
I need to succeed too.
No reason to
See blue.
I need to set me free.
I…
Was better off alone.
Could have focused on me better.
All my skills,
I would have honed.
But I’m glad I was shown
All the colors that you hid
While I did
All you’d bid
All alone.
I needed to leave you…
But I couldn’t bleed through.
I needed to breathe, too.
I needed to breathe, too…
I had to set me free.