“Are you excited Sebasty? You are going to perform your solo song MINE for the first time.”
George spoke with excitement, sitting beside his girlfriend Stella.
LTW gathered at Simon’s place along with their girlfriends as they started their world tour four months ago and took a break from it for fifteen days before resuming the tour and that is from tomorrow.
They’re very excited to meet their fans across the world and the gathering is lively with their cheering and zeal but Sebastian sat there silently without uttering a word.
“What happened buddy? Are you brooding over your break up?”
Fredrick teased him with a wink, resting on Lillian’s lap and she started running her fingers through his hair lovingly.
“No way Sebasty!! Are you still thinking about your sixteenth girlfriend? Wait! What’s her name? Dora? No, it’s Dory right.”
Simon spoke sarcastically and the fellas burst into thunderous laughter.
Sebastian dated many girls over the past two years which is very odd.
He is more unreasonable than Simon because he changed his girlfriends every month, sometimes even less than a month.
They didn’t know what’s going on with him but it’s not normal to jump into random boats all the time.
“I am better than you. At least I would take three months to break up.”
Simon said, gloating about his period of relationships and Sebastian smashed his face with the pillow.
“Ouch!”
“Simon’s right Sebasty. What happened to you? You never got involved in scandals but at present, only your scandals are filling the tabloids.”
Fredrick gestured Simon to back off and sat up straight, finally addressing the most disturbing issue.
They have a respectable reputation among other groups and people never criticized them but Sebastian’s behaviour is like a thorn in their harmony.
They don’t give a fuck about what people think but they’re worried about him.
The focus of the issue, Sebastian Wild sighed in frustration as he knew his playboy behaviour is effecting his fellas lives in one way or the other but he is helpless.
He’s doing this to forget about that damn woman, not to instigate his friends.
“I just don’t feel like being with any of them.” he said, leaning back on the sofa and stared at the ceiling blankly.
“But you should take care of your reputation Sebastian.”
Lillian advised with a gentle smile.
She’s the sweetest and also wildest in the group and cared about Sebastian equally like others.
“I agree.” Stella cooed, pouring herself a drink.
“What happened to my reputation? No matter what happens, I’ll be the number one idol and most searched celebrity in the internet.”
Sebastian goaded with a smirk, making them roll their eyes at him.
Such a drama queen.
After having lunch, Fredrick and George left with their girlfriends to have some quality time while Sebastian stayed back to play video games with Simon on his insistence.
“I am still mesmerised by your song dude. Whenever I listen to it, I want to experience that feeling for real.”
Simon expressed his admiration for Sebastian’s solo song, fixing the video game.
Sebastian scoffed at his buddy’s innocence and thought ‘That’s my real experience idiot.’
“The way you sing MINE makes me think that it’s your story.”
Simon laughed in ridicule and switched on the system before sitting beside Sebastian, ready to start the game.
“That’s my story.”
Sebastian looked at his friend and said seriously but Simon burst into laughter.
“Good joke bro.”
He said holding his stomach and tried to control his laughter because Sebastian is being ridiculous.
How can he experience that for real?
He’s just blabbering.
“You want me to believe that you met someone and did all the things you mentioned in the song.
Bullshit!”
He laughed again, ignoring the foul mood of Sebastian and continued
“Well, I think you did experience all those things…..in your dreams.”
He joked at last, shaking his head in amusement and started the game, thinking that Sebastian is just trying to make fun but he put the game controller aside and left the room angrily, confusing Simon.
“Hey!! Where are you going?”
Simon was dumbfounded by his sudden coldness and followed him out to see him sitting on the sofa in the living room, clutching his hair like a heartbroken person. Follow the newest chapters on novelping.com.
He got worried after seeing Sebastian in that condition and approached him immediately, blaming himself for overdoing earlier.
“I..I am sorry Sebastian. I didn’t mean to make you feel bad. It’s just that, you were always with us and we would have known if something like that really happened to you.”
Simon is now one hundred percent sure that something’s wrong with Sebastian because he never saw him like this, not even when he had sixteen break ups.
“You know nothing about me Simon.”
Sebastian roared loudly and glared at his buddy, scaring the hell out of him.
“Sebastian?!”
Simon stared at him with his wide eyes in shock and fright.
Taking a deep breath, Sebastian controlled his rage and told him everything that happened with Zara, including his stays in the hotel rooms with different girls.
Simon sat there stunned for a long time without uttering a word and looked at Sebastian as if he’s just seeing him.
“Tell me this is not true.”
He said, having a hard time to believe whatever shit his friend said but Sebastian’s glare compelled him to believe.
“Y..you slept with a stranger.”
He stammered, still shocked by the truth and again received a glare from Sebastian.
“She is not a stranger.”
Sebastian grunted in anger, annoyed by the word stranger.
She’s fucking not a stranger to him.
She consumed him whole and fed on his thoughts like a parasite.
“Not a stranger? What’s her name buddy?”
Sebastian lowered his head in defeat, still feeling disappointed at himself for not asking Zara’s name.
“I wish I knew her name. You have no idea about that night Simon. I can never ever forget about it.”
He groaned in frustration and ran his fingers through his hair, reminiscing about that night.
“Oh! come on bro!! You had so many one night stands. What’s so special about her?”
Simon hit his shoulder playfully, not understanding why Sebastian is crying over a stranger.
For example, look at himself, he slept with all his girlfriends and never got enchanted with any of them.
He didn’t understand why it’s a big deal to his buddy.
“I never had one night stands.” Sebastian muttered under his breath and covered his face with his hand, feeling embarrassed.
“Are you for real? You just said you spent many nights with girls in hotel rooms.”
Simon questioned him with a frown, totally dumbstruck by his twisted truths.
“Yes! I did but I never slept with them. They were only to give me blowjob.”
The more Sebastian revealed about his dark past, the more frustrated he became.
And it’s all because of her.
If only she didn’t impose herself in his life, he wouldn’t have to suffer with this longing.
“So…she is your first huh?”
Simon nudged him with his elbow and spoke mischievously, making Sebastian flush in red but soon his mood darkened thinking about Zara.
“That’s not the point Simon. I am crazy over her. I..I thought I can forget about her if I dated someone but fuck, I can’t even kiss any of their hands let alone their lips.”
Sebastian stood up angrily, frustrated by the fact that he is no more sexually active.
In the past, at least he would’ve had a boner when he’s in mood but it’s nothing now.
He even stopped calling girls for a blowjob because he couldn’t tolerate being touched by other woman other than her.
“Fuck!! You’ve been starving for two years.”
Simon dropped his jaw in shock, making Sebastian even more frustrated.
It’s horrible.
He can understand his buddy’s irritation.
Sebastian gritted his teeth, thinking about the days he dealt with his arousal by his hand and he fucking cursed Zara for making him pathetic.
She should pay for everything she did to him.
“What are you going to do now?”
Simon asked, curious about his friend’s next move.
“We don’t need to do anything.”
Sebastian said as he smirked, sitting beside him and stretched his legs lazily.
He asked Mr. Gibbs to change their next concert venue for a reason.
Her place didn’t have a stadium but he found a parade ground which can hold up to few thousands.
Mr. Gibbs who used to taunt Sebastian for his reckless behaviour is now nodding his head to Sebastian’s every demand because of his stardom.
Of course the old man would agree to his request.
He did what he has to do to pull the rabbit out of it’s burrow.
He hopes she will find him perhaps he is not the only one to feel this way.
He want this feeling to be mutual.
“Wait!! You changed the venue because of her.”
Simon asked in shock, feeling awestruck by Sebastian’s actions.
“Fuck!! You are fucking crazy.”
He is now like a teenager who can’t wait to see the main protagonists in the movie to meet each other after a love episode.
“Will you meet her?” he asked curiously, already imagining the stranger girl.
“I hope I will.”
“You are peaking my interest. Tell me more about her.”
He leaned forward in excitement, hoping to know about the girl who tamed his buddy but Sebastian gave him a death glare.
“Whoa!! Easy boy!! I am just curious about her.”
He sat back with a frown, touching his nose.
Who cares about his girl?
He just asked to kill his curiosity.
“She is my Sunshine.”
Sebastian spoke, looking at nothing particular as his thoughts drifted to her, his lips slowly stretching into a gentle smile.
“She is so tiny.”
He said, looking at his palm and balled his fist imagining her wrists in it.
“Her both hands fit in my palm perfectly.”
He chuckled, remembering her struggle from that night, to free her hands from his grip.
“She is so lively like an early bird and her little mouth won’t stop blabbering.”
He recalled their memories, feeling nostalgic and told Simon about his feelings.
“Her eyes captured my soul and I want to drown in those sparkles forever.”
He finally said and closed his eyes, thinking about her dark orbs.
Simon who listened to his narration, placed his hand on his shoulder and squeezed it gently to show him his support.
“You will meet her again buddy. Don’t worry.”
Sebastian nodded slightly and groaned in helplessness.
“I fucking want her Simon.”
He cursed under his breath and clenched his fists in determination.
He’ll get her by hook or crook.