The fire had burned down to glowing coals, throwing just enough light to keep the darkness from swallowing the ruined courtyard whole.
Most of the camp slept.
Wick had curled beneath two furs near Nessa, already snoring softly.
Rolf lay on his side not far away, one hand resting beneath his head, the raven perched above him on a broken section of wall with its feathers tucked tight against the cold.
Vesper had claimed the second watch and would relieve Cael before dawn, but for now the camp belonged to silence.
Cael sat alone beside the fire.
The System shimmered faintly before his eyes, invisible to everyone else.
Blood Assimilation…
He read the notification again, slower this time, searching for something he’d missed.
Five percent.
Only five percent of the First Men bloodline had been claimed from Rolf.
Five percent wasn’t much.
If one horn had unlocked this much…
at this rate, filling the bar would take a long time.
But if he did — greensight, maybe.
Warging.
A crunch of frost behind him broke the thought.
Cael looked up.
Stigg emerged from the darkness, wrapping his cloak tighter around himself.
“Can’t sleep?” Cael asked.
Stigg gave a quiet grunt that might have been agreement.
Without waiting for permission, Stigg lowered himself onto an old stone a few feet from the fire.
For a while neither of them spoke.
The fire cracked.
Somewhere out in the trees an owl called once before falling silent again.
Finally Stigg sighed.
“I’ve been turning it over since the fight.”
Cael waited.
“I’ve hunted near thirty years.” Stigg stared into the coals rather than at Cael.
“Seen men fight scared.
Seen men fight angry.
Seen men do things they didn’t think they could because death was standing right in front of them.”
Another pause.
“But yesterday…” Stigg slowly shook his head.
“…that wasn’t it.”
Cael remained silent.
“I watched you move.” Stigg’s voice stayed calm, almost thoughtful.
“I watched Vesper do the same.
I watched wounds close.
I watched both of you keep fighting.”
Only then did Stigg finally meet Cael’s eyes.
“I’ve spent half my life learning what a man can do.
What I saw yesterday…
wasn’t something a man could do.”
The words hung between them.
Not accusing.
Not fearful.
Simply honest.
Cael looked back toward the sleeping camp.
Nessa.
Wick.
Rolf.
Vesper.
Tomorrow they would leave the Fist together.
If everything went according to plan, they’d spend weeks, perhaps months, trusting one another with their lives.
They deserved the choice.
Not after they had crossed the Wall.
Not after they had nowhere else to go.
Now.
Cael let out a slow breath.
“I could answer you,” he said quietly.
Stigg waited.
“But if I answer you…” Cael looked toward the sleeping figures.
“…then everyone deserves the same answer.”
Stigg followed his gaze.
For several seconds neither man spoke.
Then Stigg nodded once.
“I thought you might say that.”
Cael closed the System window with a thought.
The glowing words disappeared into the darkness.
“Wake them,” Cael said.
“If we’re traveling south together tomorrow…
they deserve to decide whether they still want to.”
Stigg rose without another word and walked toward the sleeping camp.
Cael remained by the fire for another moment, staring into the dying embers.
Once he spoke the next few words, there would be no taking them back.
The camp gathered slowly around the fire, confusion replacing sleep as Stigg woke them one by one.
Nessa frowned.
“What’s happened?”
“Nothing,” Cael said.
Wick rubbed at his eyes.
“Then why’d you wake everybody?”
Cael looked around the circle.
Every face waited on him.
“The question Stigg asked deserves an answer,” Cael said quietly.
“Not just for Stigg.
For everyone.”
Silence settled over the camp.
Cael drew a slow breath.
“I’m not human.”
Nobody spoke.
“I am…” Cael hesitated for only a heartbeat.
“…a vampire.”
Blank stares met the word.
Hew frowned.
“A what?”
Stigg looked from Cael to Vesper.
“I’ve never heard that word before.”
“You wouldn’t have.” Cael nodded.
That earned him another silence.
Finally Nessa broke it.
“So…
what is a vampire?”
Cael looked into the fire for a moment, choosing his words carefully.
“Blood is what sustains me,” he said.
“I can eat and drink like any of you if I choose.
But blood is what keeps me alive.”
Wick’s eyes widened.
“You…
drink blood?”
“Yes.
When I asked you to fill the horn — that was for me.”
No one spoke.
“I don’t have to kill to survive,” Cael continued before anyone else could imagine the worst.
“But I need it.
Human blood is stronger.
If I go without, my powers weaken.
Eventually I starve, and I go still — as good as dead — until I feed again.”
Hew’s expression hardened, but he stayed quiet.
“I don’t age the way you do.
Wounds close faster than they should — mine, and anyone I choose to heal.
When I healed you, Wick, I was feeding you my blood.
I move faster than any horse over short distances.
My senses are sharper than any human’s — I hear farther, I smell farther, and I see clearly in darkness that would blind you.
Wounds close almost instantly.”
Stigg slowly shook his head.
“Then yesterday?”
“Yesterday,” Cael said, “you saw only a fraction of what I can do.”
The words settled heavily over the camp.
Hew asked quietly, “How strong?”
Cael met his eyes.
“Stronger than a giant.”
Nobody answered immediately.
Cael continued.
“I don’t tire the way you do.
Disease doesn’t touch me.
Wounds that would kill a man close in moments.”
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“So…
you can’t die?”
“I can.
I’m just very hard to kill.”
Another long silence.
Then Cael spoke again.
“There’s one more thing you deserve to know.” His voice had become noticeably quieter.
“I can compel people.
I can reach into another person’s mind.
I can influence what they think.
I can force commands.”
The atmosphere around the fire changed instantly.
Hew’s jaw tightened.
“You can…
make me do something I don’t want to do?”
“Yes.”
Hew stared at him.
“Then how can I trust a single thing you’ve ever said?”
Rolf’s gaze dropped to the fire.
His fingers tightened around the edge of his cloak, but he said nothing.
No one answered.
Hew looked around the circle.
“How can any of us?”
Nessa stood before Cael could speak.
“Because he saved your life.” Hew didn’t look away from Cael.
“He healed you when you were about to die.
He healed Wick.
He saved Rolf.
He fought that ice demon when every one of us would’ve died.”
Hew’s voice remained calm.
“I know what he’s done.
But if he can take away my free will…
how do I know I’m choosing anything myself?”
That question lingered over the camp like smoke.
Even Nessa had no immediate answer.
Cael broke the silence himself.
“You don’t.
But I won’t use it unless it’s absolutely necessary.”
Every eye turned back to him.
“I could stand here all night asking you to trust me.
I won’t.
Tomorrow we leave the Fist.
If we’re going to travel together, every one of you deserves to choose with the truth in front of you.
If anyone decides to leave, I won’t stop you.”
The camp fell silent once more.
Only the flicker of fire made sound.
No one spoke for what felt like a long time.
Hew was the first to move.
Without another word, Hew crossed the camp and began rolling his bedroll.
The scrape of leather against stone seemed unnaturally loud.
Stigg watched him for several moments before slowly standing as well.
Nessa frowned.
“What are you doing?”
Hew tightened the straps on his pack without looking up.
“Leaving.”
“Now?” Wick asked.
“It’s the middle of the night.”
“The middle of the night is better than sleeping beside something that can crawl into my head.”
The words landed harder than Hew intended.
Cael remained where he was.
“I haven’t compelled any of you.”
“I know.” Hew finally looked at him.
“But now I know you could.”
The wind felt especially cold for a moment.
“I don’t think you’re lying,” Hew continued quietly.
“I don’t even think you’re a bad man.” He hesitated.
“But I don’t know how a man keeps trusting someone after learning that every memory in his own head could stop belonging to him.”
Nessa stepped forward.
“He saved your life.
He saved yours.
He healed your leg.
He could’ve left every one of us to die.”
Hew nodded.
“I know.
I’ll spend the rest of my life grateful for that.
But gratitude isn’t the same thing as trust.”
Nessa opened her mouth again.
Cael gently raised a hand.
“Enough.”
Everyone fell silent.
Cael looked at Hew.
“If leaving is what lets you sleep tonight…
then leave.
I won’t stop you.”
Hew gave a slow nod.
“Thank you.”
Stigg finally spoke.
“I don’t know what to think anymore.” He looked directly at Cael.
“Maybe tomorrow I’d think differently.
Maybe I wouldn’t.
Tonight I don’t know what’s real anymore.” He glanced toward Hew.
“…I think neither of us should stay.”
Cael nodded once.
“At least wait until sunrise.
The woods are safer in daylight.”
Hew shook his head.
“I won’t sleep here.
Not after tonight.”
Stigg adjusted his own pack.
“Neither will I.”
The two men collected the last of their belongings.
There were no angry words.
No accusations.
Only an uncomfortable silence that none of them knew how to bridge.
Before leaving, Hew stopped in front of Cael.
“I hope I was wrong.”
“So do I,” Cael replied.
Hew clasped Cael’s forearm one last time.
Then Stigg did the same.
Without another word, the two disappeared into the darkness beyond the ruined walls.
No one moved until the sound of their footsteps vanished into the forest.
Nessa released a long breath.
“They’re wrong.”
Cael watched the darkness where the two men had disappeared.
“They’re scared.”
“They’re still wrong.” Nessa stepped beside him.
“I trust you.
I trusted you before tonight.
I trust you now.”
Wick nodded immediately.
“So do I.”
For the first time that night, Cael smiled.
A small one.
“Thank you.”
Rolf had been silent the entire time.
Finally he spoke.
“I’ll go with you.”
Cael looked at him.
“You saved my life,” Rolf said.
“That isn’t why I’m staying.” He looked into the fire.
“People have treated me like I was cursed my whole life.
You’re not the first strange thing I’ve trusted.
You told us the truth when you didn’t have to.
Cael nodded, and gave a smile.
Vesper caught Cael’s eye from across the fire.
Without speaking, Vesper gave the faintest nod.
The gesture said enough.
You’re not alone.
Cael nodded back.
“I’ll take the rest of the watch,” Vesper said.
“You should try to sleep.”
Cael didn’t argue.
He lay beneath his furs and closed his eyes.
Sleep didn’t come easily.
Morning arrived slowly.
Cold gray light spilled over the ancient stones.
Cael opened his eyes.
Three empty bedrolls.
For one brief, irrational moment, doubt crept in before reason caught up with him.
Cael pushed himself upright and stepped outside the ruined fort.
The doubt vanished almost immediately.
Nessa and Wick were kneeling beside the supplies, dividing dried meat, hard bread, waterskins, and spare clothing into manageable bundles.
Nearby, Rolf sat quietly beside the fresh grave beneath the stone cairn.
A strip of dried meat rested carefully on top of the mound.
The direwolf would never eat it.
That wasn’t the point.
It was simply the last meal Rolf wished he could share.
A short distance away, Vesper sat on a fallen block of stone.
The bodies of the dead had been buried the previous evening.
Now Vesper drew a whetstone steadily along the edge of his knife.
Shh…
Shh…
The familiar rhythm carried through the quiet morning.
Cael looked at the four people who had chosen to stay.
A smaller group.
But one that had made its choice freely.
“Everyone ready?”
Four heads lifted.
Nessa tightened the last strap on her pack.
Wick slung his bundle over one shoulder.
Rolf stood, giving the grave one final look before turning away.
Vesper slid the knife back into its sheath and rose.
They left the Fist at first light, single file through the gap in the ruined wall, boots crunching over ordinary frost, as though the battle had never happened.
The others didn’t look back.
Cael did, once, and saw only stone and silence where a war had nearly ended them the night before.
The first day passed in the particular quiet of people who’d survived something and hadn’t yet decided how to talk about it.
Wick trailed close behind Nessa, quiet in a way that didn’t suit him, occasionally sneaking glances at Cael like he was still deciding what to make of what he’d seen.
Rolf walked with his head down, silent, one hand occasionally drifting toward his shoulder — the wound long healed, but the memory hadn’t caught up yet, some part of him still bracing for the impact that had thrown them both to the ground together, the same arrow that had torn through grey fur before it ever reached him.
Vesper set the pace at the front without a word, scouting terrain from before all of this — before Cael.
That night, once the others had settled, Cael pulled the notification into view out of habit more than need.
Bloodline Assimilation sat exactly where he’d left it — First Men at five percent, two slots still empty, waiting on decisions he wasn’t ready to make.
He studied it a moment longer, finger hovering over the First Men entry, then closed the screen without touching it.
There would be time for that later.
There had to be.
The next four days blurred together, stitched by frost and silence and slow, uneven healing.
Wick stopped watching Cael like a question he hadn’t finished asking and started watching him like a puzzle worth solving instead — peppering him with increasingly strange questions at every rest stop, whether vampires could taste snow, whether Cael’s fangs ever got in the way when he talked.
Vesper actually laughed at one of them, a short, surprised bark of a sound none of them had heard from him before.
Nessa said little, but she walked closer now instead of farther, her spear never quite leaving her hand even at rest, her guard easing all the same.
Rolf spoke least of all.
He walked with the raven often overhead, silent company neither of them needed words for.
On the third night, Cael sat beside him without being asked.
“You don’t have to talk about it.”
“I know.” Rolf didn’t look up from the fire.
“I keep expecting him to be here.
At the edge of the light.
Just — watching.”
“He would be, if he could.”
Rolf’s jaw tightened, and for a while neither of them said anything else.
It didn’t need filling.
On the fourth morning, Cael found him crouched at the camp’s edge, eyes distant, one hand raised slightly as though feeling wind that wasn’t there.
He waited until Rolf’s eyes cleared.
“Good flight?”
“Found a herd of elk, two valleys over.” Rolf blinked the daze away slowly, something almost like a smile ghosting at the corner of his mouth.
They smelled the coast before they saw it — salt cutting through cold air, sharp and unfamiliar after days of nothing but pine and frost.
Vesper’s pace quickened, and by late morning the trees broke apart to reveal grey water stretching out beneath a graver sky, the Wall already long out of sight behind them, swallowed somewhere in the miles of forest they’d left at their backs.
“The cove’s close,” Vesper said.
“If it’s still there.”
It took the better part of an hour of searching black rock shelves before Vesper dropped to one knee behind a jutting stone and swept snow away from a shape half-buried beneath it.
“Here.”
The boat lay tucked into a slit in the coastline exactly as promised — narrow, low-sided, built for raiding rather than comfort, hull silvered with years of frost.
Without Stigg to run careful hands over every joint, the five of them stood over the hull in uneasy silence.
“None of us actually know boats,” Nessa said finally, voicing what everyone else had been thinking.
“I’ve sailed one,” Vesper said.
“Once or twice.
Badly.” He crouched, running his palm along the keel.
“That’s not the same as knowing how to fix one.”
Cael pressed his thumb into a patch near the stern, and wood crumbled soft and wet beneath the pressure.
“This is rotted through.”
“How bad?”
“I don’t know yet.”
They worked the hull inch by inch through the fading afternoon light, Nessa holding steady while Vesper probed seams with the point of a dagger and Cael pressed and tapped along the planking, learning the shape of the damage the only way any of them could — by trial.
“Here,” Vesper said eventually, tracing a hairline crack near the keel.
“This one worries me.”
“And the stern?”
“I think it’ll hold.
I’m not certain.” Vesper sat back on his heels, frustration flickering across his face.
“I’ve patched hulls before.
I’ve never rebuilt one from a wreck like this.”
“Then we learn as we go,” Cael said.
“We don’t have another option.”
What should have taken twenty minutes stretched into most of the afternoon — testing, arguing, testing again — the four of them going over every plank twice before anyone trusted their own judgment enough to call it settled.
The repair took the rest of the day and very nearly failed twice.
The first attempt at sealing the rotted stern planking came apart within an hour — pitch too thin, cooled too fast, cracking the moment Vesper tested it with his thumb.
He swore under his breath and started again, this time with Nessa stirring the pitch longer over a hotter fire until it thickened to something closer to tar.
The second attempt held the stern, but the keel crack proved worse than it looked.
Vesper pried back a strip of rotted wood to find the damage ran deeper than the surface crack suggested, timber gone soft and grey all the way through.
“We don’t have replacement wood this size,” Vesper said, low with frustration.
“Then we use what we have.” Cael nodded toward a fallen limb1 Wick had dragged in for the fire, straight enough, thick enough if it was shaped right.
“Carve it down.
Wedge it in.
Better an ugly patch than no patch.”
Vesper worked the limb down with his dagger while Rolf held it steady against the hull without being asked, testing the fit twice before it finally seated flush.
Wick fed the fire hotter still, keeping the pitch workable long after his arms ached from stirring, then passed Vesper a fresh dagger the moment the first one dulled, already anticipating what came next.
Nessa braced a plank against the hull while Cael drove pegs through it, the two of them falling into a rhythm neither had to explain, and forced two more strips of scavenged leather into gaps too narrow for wood, packing pitch over the top until the seams disappeared beneath black, glossy scar tissue.
By the time the light failed entirely, the boat sat ugly, patched in places that would have made any real shipwright wince, and — Vesper finally admitted, running one last hand along the hull — seaworthy enough to risk their lives on.
Probably.
“Probably isn’t a word I like hearing about a boat,” Nessa said.
“It’s the only word I have,” Vesper answered.
That night, before sleep took the others, Cael walked alone to the edge of the rocks and looked north, out over black water toward land he could no longer see.
He thought of the ice spear wrapped in cloth inside his pack.
Of a presence that had watched him fight through eyes that weren’t its own.
Of a war that hadn’t ended so much as paused long enough to let him breathe.
He didn’t say goodbye.
There was nothing sentimental left in him for that.
He simply turned the thought over once, filed it away the way he filed everything now, and walked back to the fire.
They launched at dawn.
The swell hit the boat the moment it cleared the rocks, spray needling exposed skin like tiny knives, grey water heaving beneath a greyer sky.
Wick leaned over the bow the entire first hour, grinning into the wind like he’d never been anywhere half so alive.
By the second hour, the grin had gone.
“I don’t feel—” Wick’s face had turned the color of old parchment.
He made it three more words before losing his breakfast over the side, to Nessa’s badly muffled laughter and Vesper’s unhelpful advice to look at the horizon, boy, not the water.
Rolf sat near the stern, quiet, watching the waves instead of the sky, the raven circling somewhere far above where only he could feel its wings cutting the wind.
Cael watched the coastline behind them shrink into a grey smear and then nothing at all, the patched hull groaning beneath every swell, holding — for now.
Nobody spoke for a long while after that.
There didn’t seem to be anything worth saying.
Then Vesper, standing at the tiller with salt crusting his collar, lifted his chin toward the horizon ahead.
“There.”
A dark shape had appeared where sea met sky — solid, unmoving, growing larger with every pull of the oars.
Bear Island.
not human limb i mean fallen branch.