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I Am the Army [System Apocalypse, Strategy LitRPG, Strong MC]

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Chapter 7: The Choir

I Am the Army [System Apocalypse, Strategy LitRPG, Strong MC]

"Hyunmin-ah." The voice has not moved or weakened. It is simply still there.

I don't move toward it.

Jung-su's hand is still on my arm. He hasn't let go, like he still doesn't trust me not to bolt the second he does.

"We can't just stand here," I say. Mostly to myself.

"No," he agrees. "We can't."

Somewhere behind us, the man who chased Ji-woo's voice is still on the ground, still crying, still facing a door that isn't going to open. Areum's kneeling by him, one hand on his shoulder, not saying anything else. The woman who saved him — Areum — looks up at me like she already knows what I'm about to say before I say it.

"You're going after it," she says. Not a question.

"Somebody has to."

"That's not an answer either." She almost smiles. Doesn't quite make it.

Mrs. Bae is already moving the kids back toward the food court, away from the speakers, away from all of it. She doesn't ask permission for that any more than she's asked permission for anything else tonight.

"Stay with her," I tell the man on the ground, even though I don't know if he can hear me. "Stay where it's quiet."

He doesn't answer. Areum does, instead — she stands, wipes her hands on her jeans, and looks at the corridor stretching dark behind us.

"I'm coming," she says.

"You're hurt."

"I'm aware." Same flat voice from an hour ago. "I'm also not staying here to listen to that." She nods at the ceiling, where my name continues without pause.

Yohan falls into step on my other side without being asked. Jung-su doesn't say anything. He just starts walking, and that's answer enough.

The four of us move deeper into the wing, away from the food court, toward wherever a hundred dead voices are actually coming from.

* * *

The trick is distance.

A real voice gets quieter the farther you walk from it. The Choir doesn't — every speaker carries it exactly as loud as the last one, which means somewhere in this mall there's a room that isn't lying, a room where the volume actually changes because something real is sitting in it.

I test it without meaning to at first. Ten steps toward the west wing, my name gets no quieter. Ten steps back toward the food court, no louder either.

"It's even everywhere we've already been," I say. "So it's not behind us."

"Helpful," Yohan says. "Directionally, I mean. Not helpful helpful."

We keep moving. Left at a dead escalator, past a directory board nobody's looked at all night, and there — for one step, just one — Soo-ah's voice thins out, softer, like a door swinging half-shut on it.

I stop. Take the step back. It's louder again.

"There," I say, pointing at a service door tucked behind a shuttered kiosk, unmarked, easy to miss if you weren't already looking for a room this whole building's been lying about.

Jung-su's hand finds the door before mine does. "Wait."

"For what."

"For the part where we agree what we're doing once we're through it." He looks at each of us in turn, longer on Areum than the rest of us, like he's still deciding whether to trust someone he met an hour ago. "It's not going to want us to find it."

"Good," I say. "I don't want it to have a good night either."

Yohan actually laughs at that, short and surprised, like he wasn't expecting himself to.

The door isn't locked. It was never going to be locked. Whatever's on the other side wants to be found exactly as much as it wants to be believed.

* * *

We pass through the wrecked storefronts first, and the wing hasn't stayed empty the way it looked from a distance.

A woman's kneeling over someone near a collapsed kiosk, hands moving fast and sure, tearing a strip off her own shirt to bind a leg wound that should be bleeding worse than it is. She doesn't look up as we pass. Doesn't ask for help either. Just keeps working, like she's done this before, like the shaking in everyone else's hands isn't in hers.

"Nursing student," Jung-su says, low, not slowing down. "You can tell."

"How."

"Nobody moves like that who hasn't already been taught not to panic."

Near the far pillar, a young guy sits completely still while two people scream at each other about which way is safer. He doesn't join either side of the argument. Doesn't flinch at the volume of it either, just watches the room like weather he's already decided he can't do anything about.

Yohan clocks him too. "That guy's either the calmest person here or he's already checked out."

"Maybe both," I say, and I don't know why that unsettles me more than it should, except that calm this total, this early, isn't something people just have. It's something that gets built.

We keep moving. There isn't time to learn either of their names tonight, and something in me already suspects that isn't the last I'll see of them.

* * *

The service corridor behind the door smells like dust and old wiring, not the false nothing-smell of the rest of the mall. Real, in a way that should be a relief and isn't, because real just means we're getting close to whatever's actually generating the fake.

Cable runs overhead in thick black ropes, all of them feeding toward the same point, deeper in. My name is louder back here. Closer.

We pass a junction box, half-open, and for a second the voice coming out of it isn't mine at all.

"Areum-ah." A man's voice. Older. Gentle in a way that doesn't fit anything about tonight. "Where did you go, sweetheart. Come home."

Areum doesn't stop walking. Doesn't flinch either, not visibly, though her jaw goes tight enough that I notice.

"Not my father," she says, before anyone asks. "I don't have one who'd sound like that."

"Good," Jung-su says, quiet. "Means it's guessing. Means it doesn't actually know you yet."

Something about that snags in me and doesn't let go — the Choir reaching for something specific about her and missing, the same wrongness Areum herself flagged an hour ago about her own healing, her own face nobody quite places. I don't have room to chase it right now. I keep walking instead.

The corridor opens into a room that used to be a security office — banks of dead monitors, a chair tipped on its side, and at the center of it, where the cable bundles all finally meet, something that used to be a person is fused into the wall itself.

* * *

It doesn't have a face so much as several, layered wrong, sharing not enough throat between them.

The mouths move independently. One shapes my name. Another shapes Areum's father's voice, still gentle, still wrong. A third is just static, a sound with no language in it at all, like the thing hasn't finished deciding what it's supposed to be.

"Oh," Yohan says. "Oh, that's — no. That's so much worse than I was picturing."

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"Don't run," I say, fast, the same rule from the platform. "Don't give it anything easy."

Nobody runs. It advances at a steady walk, confident that the room has nowhere else to send us.

Areum's already moving before I finish the sentence. She doesn't have a blade or a pipe raised. She has her voice — the same tool I've been using all night to steady people, except she's actually trained for this, actually knows how to make a sound carry.

She screams.

Something pitched and deliberate, aimed, nothing like fear despite how it sounds — and every mouth on the thing recoils from it at once, three separate voices stumbling over each other trying to answer a sound that isn't a voice they can copy.

Areum glances at her wrist without dropping the note.

DAMAGE: 46

She cuts the scream off. "Eighteen," she says, already hoarse. "It can be hurt."

"Now," she says, already hoarse. "While it's confused."

Yohan's already swinging. Jung-su circles wide, and I go straight up the middle, because that's where the mouths are thinnest, where all those fused throats haven't figured out yet how to cover for each other.

Something moves through my chest, familiar now in the worst way — the pipe-going-light feeling, except this time I don't need a weapon for it. Light bursts out from my hands in the same shape it took on the platform, hitting the thing square where its center should be.

My bracelet kicks against my pulse.

DAMAGE: 390

One hundred thirty-seven. The platform light did eighty-two. Higher INT, better control, fifty-five more damage—and the Choir is still coming. Stronger does not mean strong enough.

It screams in four voices at once. None of them mine. None of them anyone's, really, not anymore.

It doesn't go down. Not yet. A sixth mouth splits open where I wasn't looking, and this one doesn't try to copy anyone — it just roars, raw and wordless, and the sound alone staggers Yohan back a full step, tile skittering out of his hand.

"Areum!" I shout it before I've thought it through.

She's already moving. Not toward me — toward the gap Yohan just left, planting herself in it, and I understand what she's doing a half-second before she does it: she screams again, aimed square at the roaring mouth, drowning it out on its own terms.

The thing recoils like she hit it. Every other mouth flinches with it, all of them fused too close together to hurt just one without hurting the rest.

"That's the trick," she calls, voice already fraying at the edges. "It can't tell which sound is real anymore. Neither can I, honestly, but it's worse off than I am."

Jung-su comes in low while it's still reeling, and whatever Danger Sense gives him lands exactly right — he's already moving before the seventh mouth even opens, like he heard it coming a half-second before it existed. His staff catches it mid-motion, redirects more than blocks, and for the first time since we found this thing, it staggers backward instead of forward.

He checks his wrist on the recovery.

DAMAGE: 118

"Forty-two," he calls. "The throats take more than the rest of it."

"Now," I say, and this time nobody needs telling twice.

I close the distance in two steps that shouldn't cover that much ground, and the light comes easier this time than it did on the platform — not fighting me for once, more like it's finally decided we're on the same side. It hits center mass, where all those fused throats actually meet, and the whole thing convulses.

* * *

We don't win clean. Nothing here is ever clean.

A fifth mouth opens somewhere I wasn't watching and catches Jung-su across the shoulder before I can call it out. He goes down hard, doesn't get up right away, and for one long second I think I've just watched the second death of the night happen in front of me.

"I'm fine," he says, which is a lie, the same kind I told my mother in her kitchen. He gets up anyway.

Areum screams again, aiming it lower this time, and I feel it in my own teeth even from ten feet away — not painful, just enormous, the kind of sound that isn't asking your body to listen so much as telling it there's no other option.

The thing folds inward. Throats tear loose from one another. The wall behind it buckles as the body holding all those stolen voices collapses under its own weight.

My bracelet vibrates hard enough to sting. Areum's scream, Jung-su's staff, and my light register together this time, the separate hits collapsing into one result.

COMBINED DAMAGE: 760

TARGET: TERMINATED

PHASE 2 CONDITION MET: VOICE SOURCE SILENCED.

CLEAR CONDITION MET: STAGE 3 COMPLETE.

What's left afterward isn't a monster anymore. It is dead wiring, slack mouths, and four stolen voices that will never call another survivor into the dark.

* * *

I hear the second death before I understand what it is.

It's not the Choir's sound — that clean, cut-off silence I already know too well. This is smaller. A gasp, then nothing, from somewhere back near the junction box we passed on the way in.

I'm moving before I decide to. Yohan's shout follows me, something about waiting, and I don't.

A woman is on the floor behind the cable racks. The knife went in more than once. One wound beneath her ribs gapes wide enough for a pale fold of intestine to push through every time her abdomen clenches.

Blood spreads beneath her in quick, dark pulses. A man I don't recognize stands over her with the knife still in his hand, breathing hard, his knuckles wet to the wrist.

He sees me. Doesn't run. Just stands there, like he's already deciding what story this is going to become.

"She startled me," he says. "I thought she was one of them."

I don't answer him. I'm already on my knees next to her, pressing both hands over a wound too large to close. Her blood wells between my fingers faster than I can push it back.

She takes one shallow breath. The second catches. Her eyes fix on the man standing over us, and then nothing behind them moves again.

The same wrongness slides through my chest. Her last sight, her trained breath, and the discipline behind it arrive together.

HUMAN ECHO ABSORBED

INT: 16 → 20

WILL: 13 → 17

It isn't just her skill and memory that comes through this time. It's the last thing she saw.

His face, not startled and not defending himself — just calm, in the specific way a person is calm when they've already decided something is worth the cost, checking her bracelet before she's even finished falling.

"You knew her," I say. It isn't a question.

"I don't know what you think you saw."

"I didn't see anything." My voice comes out steadier than I feel. "I was there when it happened. That's different."

He goes very still. Somewhere behind me, Yohan and Jung-su catch up, and Areum a half-step after them, and I feel all three of them go quiet the way people go quiet when they understand they've walked into something they weren't ready for.

"She had points," he says, faster now, like getting ahead of the accusation might outrun it. "Forty-something. I checked her bracelet before — before any of this. I didn't even take them yet. I was going to. That's not the same as—"

"As what," I say. "Killing her first?"

"You don't know what tonight's been like for me."

"I know exactly what it's been like." My voice doesn't rise. I don't let it. "I've been in the same rooms. I didn't do this."

"Not yet," he says, and there's something almost pitying in it, like he thinks I just haven't been pushed far enough. "Give it time."

Nobody says anything to that. I don't have an answer I trust myself to say out loud, not with her still warm on the ground between us, not with his voice in my head from a memory that isn't mine to have and can never be given back.

* * *

I think about killing him, for one long second that scares me more than the thing with all the mouths did.

What I actually do isn't much better. I'm not proud of it, and I don't take it back.

"There's a door back there," I tell him, nodding toward the dead security office. One severed mouth hangs from the wall by a cable, its jaw clamping whenever the cable twitches. The Choir is dead. Its muscles have not accepted that yet. "Faster way out. Nobody's checked it."

He believes me. That's the part that still bothers me later — how easily he believed me, like a man who's used to people being easy to move once you know what they want to hear.

I don't follow him in. I don't have to.

The Choir is dead. The jaw reflex is not. He steps over the cable, pulls it taut, and the severed mouth snaps across his face.

His scream ends in a wet crunch. When the jaw opens again, his nose and everything below it are gone. He has just enough time to put both hands over the hole before it closes a second time.

I still hear teeth meet through bone, followed by the soft collapse of what is left of him.

His death reaches me too. The ability does not care that he murdered her or that I arranged the trap.

HUMAN ECHO ABSORBED

STR: 20 → 24

AGI: 18 → 23

"You set him up," Yohan says, quiet, once we're walking again. Not accusing. Just naming it.

"I sent him where I knew the dead Choir could still bite."

Areum steps into my path. Her voice is nearly gone, but she does not need volume now.

"Did he deserve to walk away?" she asks.

"No."

"That wasn't my question."

I look back at the corridor. There is nothing left to see.

"I don't know," I say.

"Good." She moves aside. "Be worried when that answer gets easy."

"That's not the same thing."

Saying it plainly feels worse. It also feels necessary.

* * *

My wrist buzzes before we reach the wall.

STAGE CLEARED. RANK ASSIGNED: 19 OF 61. POINTS AWARDED: 70.

LEVEL UP! LEVEL 5 → LEVEL 8.

STR: 24 → 31

INT: 20 → 27

VIT: 13 → 24

AGI: 23 → 30

WILL: 17 → 23

MAX HP: 300/300

TOTAL ATTRIBUTES: 135

The stage clear raises what the two deaths did not. Every line has risen, but four of those points arrived before the monster died. The System calls this a level. The memories inside me call the rest inheritance.

CASUALTIES: 31.

Higher rank than last time. More points than last time. I don't feel any better about either number than I did the first time, and I'm starting to understand that's not going to change no matter how high the rank climbs.

Names scroll past, too many to hold onto, except for two that slow at the end — the woman from the junction box, and, a few seconds later, the man who killed her. The System doesn't editorialize. It just lists them both the same way, side by side, like it doesn't see a difference between what happened to either of them.

Maybe it doesn't.

Areum's watching the numbers too, arms crossed, favoring the arm that's still healing wrong. "You're going to do that again," she says. "Next time. Whenever there's a next time."

"Probably."

"I'm not going to tell you not to." She says it like it costs her something. "I just want you to know I noticed."

The wall at the end of the corridor opens. Somewhere past it, three days of my real life are waiting to pretend none of this happened.

Before we reach it, I feel it again — the same wrongness I noticed back near the junction box and didn't have time to chase. The Choir reached for something about Areum specifically and got it wrong, guessed a father's voice that wasn't hers, the way it never once guessed wrong about anyone else tonight.

I keep the Choir's mistake to myself. For the first time since the platform, grief is not the only thing following me toward the wall.

It's a question I don't have anywhere to put yet.

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