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Chapter 6: The Library Breach

I Grow Stronger Every Time I Remember My Amnesiac Senior

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By Friday night I understood why Sol feared the fourth hour of Syllabus Week.

By the seventh day, my head felt as if someone had packed it with wet cotton.

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Every classmate had introduced themselves with a fun fact.

I knew the birthday of a boy named Gabriel, the favorite fruit of a girl named Trish, and the exact reason why Prof. Ramos disliked the word “synergy.” My notebook held eleven pages of lecture notes and three pages of doodled Acacia leaves.

That was the reason I walked into the library at nine-forty at night, carrying a thermos of coffee and a stack of readings for History of the Philippines.

“You are insane,” Sol had told me at the dorm door, wrapped in a blanket with a cold.

“Nobody reads on Friday.”

“The quiz is Monday.”

“The quiz will be about the syllabus. We have been reading the syllabus since Monday.”

“I would like to be ready.”

“Then take the cat,” she said, and pointed at the pillow.

Kalasag lifted his head from the bed, yawned to display two long fangs, and rolled over with his back to me.

Sol shrugged.

“He has chosen sleep. He is wiser than both of us.”

So I went alone.

* * *

The PNU library stood at the east end of the campus, a long building with high arched windows and a dome of green copper above the entrance.

By day it was loud with tapping laptops and whispered group projects.

By night, once the crowd thinned, it settled into a deep and gentle quiet, as if the whole building had pulled a blanket over its shoulders.

I loved it at once.

The main reading room held long oak tables lit by green-shaded lamps.

Tall shelves rose into the shadows, and iron staircases spiraled toward a gallery that wrapped around the second floor.

The air smelled of paper, wood polish, and a faint trace of cedar.

I chose a table near the middle window, spread out my readings, and uncapped my thermos.

For a while, the world narrowed to a single circle of lamplight.

I read about the first Philippine Normal School, founded in 1901 by American educators with a few dozen students and a borrowed building.

I read about the long years of occupation and the war, about the classrooms burned and rebuilt, about teachers who hid books beneath floorboards to protect them from soldiers.

A single paragraph described the destruction of the old campus in 1945.

The author wrote in dry, careful sentences, but the details were heavy enough to make me stop and press my fingers against my lips.

So many names, I thought.

So many people who are only a number in a chapter.

Behind me, a floorboard creaked.

“Good evening, dear.”

I turned.

An elderly woman stood beside my table, a small figure in a lilac cardigan, with white hair coiled into a neat bun and round spectacles perched on a nose that seemed to have been made for smiling.

She carried a tray with a single porcelain cup.

Steam curled from its rim.

“Oh,” I said.

“Good evening, Ma’am.”

“Teodora Villanueva. The students call me Ma’am Teddy.” Her voice was soft and a little gravelly, like warm tea.

“You are the new girl from the provinces. Espiritu.”

“How did you know?”

“I know every face that walks into this building.” She set the cup on my table.

“Chamomile. The coffee will keep you awake until three, and the quiz will not reward you for it.”

“Thank you, Ma’am.”

“Think nothing of it.” She studied me for a moment through her spectacles.

Something flickered in her eyes, brief and unreadable, the way a candle flickers when a door opens down a hallway.

Then it vanished, and she smiled again.

“History is a beautiful subject. I hope you stay with it.”

“I plan to.”

“Good. We need people who listen to old stories.” She patted my shoulder.

“The library closes at eleven for the general student body. I will be here until midnight for exam readers. When the clock strikes twelve, I would be grateful if you returned to your dormitory. The building grows restless after dark.”

“Restless?”

“Old buildings do.” She gave me a conspiratorial wink.

“Drink your tea.”

She walked away between the shelves, her slippers whispering on the floor, and I watched her small shape melt into the shadows.

The chamomile tasted of honey and warm apples.

I drank half the cup before I realized that I had stopped worrying about my head.

* * *

Time slid by gently.

At ten-thirty, a pair of freshmen left.

At eleven, the bell rang above the entrance, and a sleepy guard walked the aisles to switch off the lights in the front rooms.

He nodded at me and went on his way.

I raised my hand in thanks, and I did not see him again.

I turned a page, and then another.

The words came easily.

The tea had softened every edge of the evening, and the green lamp made a pool of warmth around me.

At some point I looked up and noticed that the reading room had emptied.

The long tables stood bare, with their chairs tucked neatly beneath them.

The iron stairs rose silently toward the gallery.

Even the dust seemed to have stopped moving.

I checked my phone.

*11:52.*

I returned to the book.

A page turned.

It was a strange sound.

I realized slowly that I had not touched my own page.

The sound had come from somewhere behind me, a soft papery whisper, like a hand sliding across a sheet.

I did not turn.

Another page turned.

Then another.

Then a dozen at once, from every direction, a rustle that rose through the room like wind through dry grass.

Books slid from their shelves in the darkness.

I heard them open.

I heard them shuffle, and the sounds layered into a whisper that was almost a voice.

My phone screen changed.

*12:00.*

It had been eleven fifty-two a moment ago.

I stared at the numbers.

The clock above the entrance had stopped ticking, though I had not noticed the ticking before it ended.

“Ma’am Teddy?” I called quietly.

Nobody answered.

* * *

I stood.

My chair scraped across the floor with a terrible, echoing noise.

At the far end of the reading room, a pair of tall wooden doors that I had never seen stood open.

Beyond them lay a staircase leading downward into amber light.

I could see steps, a curved wall of old brick, and a corridor lined with shelves from floor to ceiling.

The shelves stretched out of sight.

Thousands of books sat on them, and their spines flickered with faint silver text that rearranged itself before my eyes.

The Stacks.

I did not know the name yet, but I knew in my bones that I was looking at something forbidden.

A cold breath rose from the stairwell, carrying the scent of ink and old stone.

Do not go down there, every sensible nerve in my body said.

Do not stay here either, said a deeper part of me, one I did not recognize.

A single book slid out from the nearest shelf and floated to the floor.

It landed face up beside my foot.

I looked at the open page, and the text was changing as I watched.

Letters rippled, dissolved, and formed again.

A line of ink wrote itself slowly across the paper.

Lira Espiritu is here.

My breath caught.

The ink continued.

Lira Espiritu is here.

The wards are open.

The Hound is awake.

“What,” I whispered.

It has your scent.

The temperature dropped by ten degrees.

The green lamps flickered and died, one by one, and the room turned a deep, bruised violet.

My thermos rolled off the table and clanked across the floor.

Outside the high windows, the street lamps had gone dark, and the sky had become a solid sheet of black.

Then the silence arrived.

I knew it at once.

It was the same silence I had felt in the quadrangle on the first day, the silence that swallowed the rain.

[Dead Zone expanding. Sector: Library. Time dilation: Active.]

The words burned across my mind in cold white letters.

“Not again,” I whispered.

“Not again, not again.”

I snatched my bag from the chair and ran toward the entrance.

My sneakers slapped against the floor.

The huge front doors loomed ahead, and I threw my full weight against them.

They did not move.

I tried again.

The brass handles felt like ice.

Beyond the glass panels, the campus stood frozen in an eerie violet haze.

A freshman on the steps hung in mid-stride, one foot raised, his mouth caught halfway through a laugh.

A jeepney on the street had stopped with its headlights burning, its passengers frozen like wax figures.

Rain hung motionless in the air, thousands of silver drops suspended like beads on invisible strings.

Everything had stopped except me.

“Help!” I screamed, pounding on the glass.

“Please! Somebody!”

The freshman did not blink.

* * *

Behind me, something arrived.

I felt it before I heard it, a pressure against my back like a heavy hand.

The air thickened.

A low, wet sound crept along the floor, the slow dragging of a claw against stone.

I turned around.

At the other end of the reading room, in the shadow beneath the iron staircase, a pair of eyes opened.

They floated at the height of my chest, perfectly round, without pupils.

A long muzzle emerged slowly from the darkness, wet and black, with a ridge of bone along the nose.

Its body followed, lean and rippling, covered in skin the color of old ash.

Muscles shifted under it like cables beneath a tarp.

It stood on four legs as tall as a pony, with claws like curved knives that scraped sparks from the floor.

It had no face.

Where a face belonged, a smooth blank hollow gaped, and a wet red mouth cut through the bottom of it from ear to ear.

The head swung toward me.

I knew that blankness.

I had seen it on the steps of the Main Building on my first day, in the faceless thing that leaned forward to smell the air.

It knew me then, I realized.

It has been following me ever since.

“Stay back,” I said.

My voice shook.

The Hound lowered its head, and its mouth split open.

The sound that came out was a long, terrible whisper, like a hundred voices speaking at once.

“Lira,” it said.

“Lira Espiritu.”

I backed against the doors.

“How do you know my name?”

“You smell of the old house,” the voices whispered.

“You smell of the mango tree and the sweet potatoes. You smell of the one who sings the names.”

A shiver ran through me.

Lola Pacita.

“Come,” the Hound said, creeping closer, its claws clicking in a slow, hungry rhythm.

“Come home. Come sing for us. We have been so hungry.”

“Stay away from me!”

I groped along the wall until my fingers closed on something cold.

It was a heavy brass reading lamp.

I tore it from its socket and raised it like a club.

The Hound laughed, a soft chorus of whispers.

“Little keeper,” it said.

“You cannot fight what you cannot name.”

It sprang.

The movement was so fast that it blurred.

One moment it crouched twenty feet away, and the next its shadow fell across my face, claws spread, mouth open, the ring of teeth glinting in the violet dark.

I screamed and swung the lamp with all my strength.

The lamp connected with nothing.

The Hound simply passed through the swing, as though I had struck smoke, and its claws raked across my shoulder.

Pain burst through me, white and blinding.

I fell to the floor and the lamp clattered away.

Blood soaked into my sleeve.

My vision swam, and the room tilted sideways.

The Hound stood over me.

Its pale eyes glowed.

Its blank face lowered toward mine, close enough that I could smell old paper and wet earth.

A long tongue slid out of the red mouth and tasted the air above my cheek.

“Delicious,” it whispered.

I closed my eyes.

Lola, I thought.

I am sorry.

Something in my chest answered.

It was a deep, quiet pulse, like a drum beating far beneath the floor.

Warmth spread through my ribs and down my arms.

My fingertips began to glow with a soft golden light.

The Hound recoiled with a hiss.

“No,” it said.

“Not yet. It is too early.”

The glow grew brighter.

It rippled outward in a thin ring across the floor, and every book on every shelf shuddered.

For a heartbeat, I thought the light might hold the creature at bay.

Then the Hound shook its head, and the whisper turned into a snarl.

“Then I will take it now.”

It lunged.

I threw up my arms, helpless, and braced for the end.

The skylight above the reading room exploded.

Glass rained across the floor in a glittering storm.

Through the shattered dome, a dark figure dropped like a falling star.

He wore a gray hoodie, and the hood had blown back to reveal a mess of black hair and a tired, sharp, unmistakable face.

A long, pale blade of blue light burned in his right hand.

He landed between me and the Hound with a crack that split the marble.

“Sorry I’m late,” said Aris Valeriano, and he did not sound sorry at all.

“Traffic was terrible.”

[Tier-1 Archivist Valeriano has entered the battlefield.]

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