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Chapter 8: you don't have to pretend here

In a crowd full of stars

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The conversation should have ended yesterday.

Honestly, it would’ve been smarter if it had.

But somehow…Full novel: In a crowd full of stars — read the rest free on N​o⁠v​e⁠l​C⁠o​d⁠e​x⁠.​o⁠r​g⁠

it didn’t.

And now she were sitting in her room at 1:42 AM staring at her screen again while her brain slowly lost its remaining sanity.

The chat was still open.

Simple messages.

Nothing dramatic.

Nothing flirty.

Yet somehow…

She kept rereading them anyway.

Because for the first time in a long while, a conversation didn’t feel exhausting.

And that alone felt dangerous.

Her phone vibrated softly again.

A new message.

Her heartbeat reacted immediately now, which honestly annoyed her.

She opened it carefully.

> “Do you always stay awake this late?”

A small laugh escaped from her lips.

She typed back slowly.

> “Only when my thoughts refuse to shut up.”

Seen instantly.

Then:

> “That sounds tiring.”

Her fingers paused above the keyboard.

It was strange.

Most people usually answered with jokes or advice.

But he noticed exhaustion first.

And somehow…

that made her chest feel softer.

She leaned back against her pillow quietly before replying.

> “You sound like you understand that feeling too well.”

This time, his reply took longer.

Almost two minutes.

And weirdly…

She found herself wondering if he was thinking carefully before responding too.

Finally:

> “Some days are louder in my head than outside.”

Her expression softened immediately.

That sentence felt painfully real.

Not celebrity-real.

Human-real.

The kind of sentence people only say when they’re emotionally tired enough to stop pretending.

Rain tapped softly against her window while silence filled in her room again.

She stared at his message for a while before typing carefully.

> “You know… you don’t always have to act okay for everyone.”

The moment she sent it, slight panic hit her chest.

Too personal?

Maybe.

She almost regretted it instantly.

But then— his reply appeared.

> “What if people get disappointed when you stop pretending?”

And suddenly…

this didn’t feel like a random conversation anymore.

It felt like two emotionally exhausted people accidentally understanding each other too well.

Her eyes moved toward the ceiling quietly.

That question hurt more than it should have.

Because deep down—

She understood it completely.

She typed slowly this time.

Carefully.

Honestly.

> “The right people won’t leave just because you’re having a difficult day.”

Seen.

No reply immediately.

And for some reason…

Her chest suddenly tightened with nervousness.

Maybe she crossed a line.

Maybe the conversation became too real.

She were about to put her phone down when another message appeared.

> “You talk like someone who had to survive a lot emotionally.”

Silence.

Complete silence.

Her fingers froze instantly.

No one usually noticed things like that.

Not from her.

People noticed her jokes.

Her smile.

Her “I’m fine.”

But not the exhaustion underneath.

Her throat felt tight suddenly.

Without realizing it, she hugged her blanket slightly closer.

Then slowly—

She replied.

> “Maybe tired people recognize each other faster.”

The typing bubble appeared instantly this time.

Then disappeared.

Then appeared again.

She smiled faintly.

Overthinking wasn’t just her habit apparently.

Finally, his message came.

> “I think you notice things most people ignore.”

Her heartbeat softened strangely after reading that.

Not faster.

Just…

warmer.

Because all her life, being emotionally observant had felt like a burden.

People called her :

“too sensitive”

“dramatic”

“overthinking”

But somehow…

he made it sound gentle instead.

Outside, the rain grew heavier.

Her migraine had started returning slightly too, a dull ache near her temples.

She rubbed her forehead quietly.

She had left her camera accidentally on during the last call with her friend.

And apparently—

Instagram still showed her active.

A new message appeared suddenly.

> “Your head hurts, doesn’t it?”

Her eyes widened instantly.

She quickly typed back:

> “How did you know?”

A few seconds later:

> “You keep rubbing your forehead every few minutes.”

Her breath slowed unexpectedly.

Such a tiny observation.

Yet it affected her more than it should have.

Because most people only noticed pain after she explained it loudly.

But he noticed quietly.

And somehow…

that felt emotional in the softest way possible.

She stared at the screen silently before typing:

> “It’s just a migraine. I’m okay.”

The reply came almost immediately.

> “You say ‘I’m okay’ very quickly.”

That sentence hit directly somewhere inside her chest.

Her eyes dropped toward the phone screen slowly.

Because he was right.

She did say it quickly.

Too quickly.

Like a reflex.

Like survival.

For a few moments, neither of she sent anything else.

But strangely…

the silence didn’t feel awkward.

It felt peaceful.

Comfortable.

Safe.

And maybe that was the scariest part of all.

Because emotional attachment rarely arrived loudly in her life.

Sometimes…

it entered quietly through conversations that started feeling like home.

Meanwhile.

Inside his dim hotel room, Kairo rested his head back against the couch while staring at her messages quietly.

No cameras.

No expectations.

No pressure to be entertaining.

Just honesty.

And after months of constantly feeling emotionally exhausted around people— this conversation felt calming in a way he hadn’t expected.

A tired smile appeared on his face softly.

Because for the first time in a while…

someone was talking to him gently instead of needing something from him.

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> *”Some people don’t heal you by saying perfect things.

> They heal you by finally noticing the pain you stopped talking about.”* 🌙

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