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My Life (After Countless Reincarnations) in Mushoku Tensei

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CHAPTER 18

My Life (After Countless Reincarnations) in Mushoku Tensei

POV - Azra'il

The field beyond Vila Buena had that particular quality of mid-autumn mornings: the air cold enough for breath to come out visible, the sky with that transparency of days that had not yet decided whether to stay beautiful or turn grey, and the grass covered in dew that soaked the boots with the specific indifference of nature towards human plans.

Paul's horse had resigned itself to the situation with the minimum dignity available to an animal carrying three people of different sizes. Roxy at the front, I in the middle, Rudeus at the back, with the rider in question looking at the horizon with the expression of someone who had woken early by choice and was still processing that decision.

Roxy had chosen an open field at a reasonable distance from the village with the methodology of someone who had thought about logistics before leaving home. Far enough that a Saint-level spell would not cause any architectural incidents. Close enough for the horse to be back in the stable before lunch.

When we dismounted, she stood in the centre of the open space with her wand in hand and that posture she assumed when she was about to do something requiring her full attention.

"Cumulonimbus," she said, without preamble. "Saint-level water magic spell. Invokes a supercell storm with gale-force winds, intense precipitation, and lightning. The scale depends on the mana invested and the maintenance control." She looked at us both. "I will demonstrate first. Then you try. The criterion for passing is sustaining the rain for one hour."

Rudeus nodded with the gravity of someone arriving at the end of two years of work.

I observed.

Roxy breathed deeply, closed her eyes for a moment, and then began the incantation with the clear, rhythmic diction of someone who had repeated those words hundreds of times but still treated them with technical respect. The mana began to flow from her channels with an intensity I had activated my eyes at a low level to follow, her meridians lighting in sequence with the precision of a system that had been trained specifically for that spell.

The sky responded before she finished.

The white morning clouds began to darken at a speed that had nothing natural about it, compressing and expanding simultaneously, and the wind that had been merely fresh two minutes earlier became something with its own opinion about where things ought to be. The grass bent. The leaves of the distant trees went in the same direction at the same time.

"Cumulonimbus!"

What followed was the kind of thing I had seen at considerably larger scales in worlds where magic was considered brute force rather than technique, and which still produced in this five-year-old body that particular physical response to something that is objectively impressive regardless of any frame of reference.

The storm broke.

Not gradually. The gale arrived like a wall, the first drops of rain horizontal with the force of the wind behind them, and then the precipitation became a curtain that reduced visibility to a few metres and the sound of thunder arrived with the specific delay of something that had happened very close.

Roxy was in the centre of all of it with her blue hair completely drenched and the expression of someone who had done something considerable and was technically fine, but had clearly paid a cost.

After a few minutes, Roxy dissipated the spell with a controlled gesture, the storm dissolving with the same speed at which it had arrived. She shook the water from her hair with the movement of someone who had done this before and was accustomed to the result.

"Rudeus," she said.

Rudeus stepped forward.

I had watched Rudeus practise for two years. I had catalogued every technical adjustment, every improvement in control, every expansion of reserve after the exhaustion sessions with the clay figures. What he had built in that time was considerable in the objective way in which considerable things exist independently of any comparison.

He raised his hand with his new wand, the channels already responding with the fluency of something completely internalised, and the mana began to move with the absurd volume that his reserve permitted.

The sky darkened faster than it had with Roxy.

The rain arrived with greater force.

And Rudeus stood there, in the centre of what he had invoked, with the closed concentration of someone holding something large with both hands at once, his green eyes fixed on the spell.

One hour was a long time to sustain a spell of that scale.

He managed it.

When the hour ended, Roxy said it was enough, and Rudeus dissipated the spell with the gesture I had seen him practise with the clay figures. His shoulders dropped two centimetres with the particular relief of someone setting down something heavy.

"Congratulations," said Roxy. "You are a Saint-level mage."

There was in her tone something that went beyond professional assessment.

Then she looked at me.

"Azra'il."

I stepped forward.

〈Eos.〉

[Yes?]

〈Appropriate mana level for the spell without exceeding the current body's limits.〉

[4.2% of total reserve. Within the safe limit with a reasonable margin.]

〈Sufficient.〉

I raised my hand.

The Cumulonimbus was, at its core, a spell of atmospheric organisation. The mana directed the moisture in the air, created a pressure differential, sustained the system in controlled collapse that produced precipitation and electrical discharge. It was elegant in the way natural systems are elegant, not by design, but by efficiency.

I had invoked storms before.

In worlds where storms were the least of the available problems. In bodies with ten times the capacity of this one. With techniques that made the Cumulonimbus look like controlled drizzle.

But this body was this body, and 4.2% was 4.2%, so what emerged was a reasonable storm rather than a meteorological event that would have rewritten the local geography.

〈Reasonable, within the current parameters, is sufficient.〉

[Correct. And still significantly more controlled than Rudeus's.]

〈Do not mention that.〉

[Mentioned internally only.]

The rain fell on the field for one hour with the consistency of something I was holding with a fraction of my attention whilst the rest processed other things. When the hour ended, I dissipated it with a gesture similar to Rudeus's.

Roxy was looking at me.

"Congratulations," she said. "You are also a Saint-level mage."

There was in her voice something different from what she had said to Rudeus. Not more pride. Something closer to the awareness of someone who had witnessed a process and knew that what she was seeing was only the beginning of something that did not yet have an adequate name in this classification system.

〈She knows that Saint is only the beginning for me.〉

[She suspects. She does not know. But the suspicion is well-founded enough to amount to essentially the same thing.]

Rudeus was looking at me with the expression of someone who had worked and concentrated for an hour to sustain the spell and had watched me do the same thing with a visibly fractional amount of attention.

"You were thinking about something else during the spell," he said, with the specific accusatory tone of someone who knows they are right.

"I was monitoring the quality of the precipitation."

"You were thinking about something else."

"The two are compatible."

Rudeus looked at me for a moment. Then he decided that particular battle was not for today and looked back at the sky, which had returned to its autumn blue as though nothing had happened.

Paul's horse was watching us with the expression of a thoroughly soaked animal that had waited patiently for two hours beneath the storm and considered it had fulfilled its end of the arrangement.

The following morning arrived with the particular weight of mornings that precede farewells. Not dramatic. Simply present, in the way certain atmospheres exist independently of anyone declaring them.

Roxy had packed her bag with the methodology of someone who had done it many times and knew exactly what went where. The same bag that had arrived two years before with a folded flyer in hand and the posture of someone accustomed to being underestimated.

Zenith was at the door with the smile she used when she was feeling something she preferred not to show completely. "Could you not stay another month?" she said, in the tone of someone who knew the answer but needed to ask regardless.

Roxy smiled with that gentleness of hers. "I have things to learn," she said. "And the two of you have already gone beyond what I can teach here."

"At least until winter," Zenith tried.

"Zenith." Paul placed his hand on his wife's shoulder with the particular delicacy of someone who had agreed with the attempt but recognised it had reached its end. He looked at Roxy with that expression of his, the straightforward father feeling things more complex than he could articulate. "You know there is a home here whenever you want it."

Roxy nodded with the kind of gratitude that does not need words to be complete.

Rudeus was standing a few paces away with his hands at his sides and that particular expression of active containment, his eyes slightly brighter than they should have been and his jaw carrying that tension of someone who had made a decision about not crying and was honouring that decision with considerable effort.

Roxy went to him first.

She placed her hand on Rudeus's dishevelled hair with the pat she had developed over two years, that gesture which produced in him the expression I had catalogued as simultaneous satisfaction and mild embarrassment, and then she reached into her bag and brought out a pendant.

It was made from a dark green stone with engravings I recognised as symbols of the Migurd race, hanging on a simple leather cord. Small. Made to last.

"It is the luck charm of my tribe," she said. "If you encounter demons on your travels, showing this may help. The Migurd race is known on the Demon Continent." She placed the cord around Rudeus's neck with the careful movements of someone doing something that carries weight beyond the gesture. "Take care of yourself, Rudy."

Rudeus looked at the pendant with eyes that had grown even brighter. "Roxy-sensei," he said, in the voice of someone using two words to communicate something considerably more extensive.

She smiled. Then she came to me.

The second pendant was identical to Rudeus's. She placed it around my neck with the same careful movements.

"For you as well," she said. "For the same practical reasons. And for others I need not explain."

I looked at her.

"You will be a King-level mage by the next time we meet," I said. "At the very least."

Roxy opened her mouth.

"Or I shall be disappointed," I continued. "And you do not want that."

There was in it the humour she had learnt to recognise as my closest equivalent to affection, and the smile that arrived was not professional or calculated. It was simply her smile when something was genuinely funny and true at the same time.

"I will do my best," she said.

I became more serious. "You are more capable than you believe yourself to be," I said. "That is not an opinion. It is an observation of two years."

Roxy looked at me.

"Have more confidence in yourself," I said. "It is the only advice I have."

There was on Roxy's face that expression of someone who had received something simple that weighed more than it appeared to. She was quiet for a moment, then nodded with the kind of nod that is not polite agreement but genuine recognition.

Then she gave my head the same pat she had given Rudeus, and this time I did nothing except let her.

Roxy said goodbye to the others with the specific words of someone who had found a family without planning to and was leaving without having an adequate word for it. Zenith held her in both arms. Paul coughed with the kind of cough men use when they are having feelings they do not know how to name.

Then she picked up her bag, waved one final time, and began walking down the dirt road.

We stood in the doorway watching until the small figure with the disproportionate bag turned the bend in the road and disappeared behind the trees at the end of the path.

Zenith went inside first, with the discretion of someone who needed a moment in private.

Paul followed, his hand on her shoulder.

Rudeus stood still for a few more seconds looking at the bend where she had disappeared. Then he went inside without saying anything.

I remained outside for a moment.

〈She was a good teacher.〉

[Correct. Competent, honest, capable of updating the model when the data contradicted the hypothesis. The essential qualities.]

〈And patient.〉

[Exceptionally so. Given the specific circumstances.]

I looked at the empty road for a moment.

〈Eos, archive of some of my previous teachers. Quick comparison.〉

[Opening archive. Summary of the most relevant records: Incarnation 134, Master Dravok of the Three Peaks, sent you to retrieve a spiritual crystal fragment from inside an active volcano, describing it as a "temperature control exercise." Incarnation 289, Elder Yevara of the Eternal Mist Sect, assigned as the graduation mission the task of defeating a minor demigod alone, mentioning casually afterwards that other pupils had "attempted it and learnt valuable lessons." Incarnation 412, Patriarch Shun of the Five Eternal Rivers, sent you to the Abyss of the Cutting Wind to fetch a specific flower that turned out, as was discovered afterwards, to be a birthday present for his daughter. Incarnation 731, Master Caleth of the Flame Academy, the graduation mission was to survive for seven days in a region he himself classified in his diaries as "probably uninhabitable for any being with a functional survival instinct."]

〈Roxy never sent me anywhere uninhabitable.〉

[Correct. The most dangerous experiment during the two years was the vector inversion one that you yourself initiated without permission. She merely suffered the consequences alongside you.]

〈Does that make her a better or worse teacher?〉

[Better, by most available pedagogical metrics. She did not create situations of unnecessary risk. You created situations of unnecessary risk, for yourself, for her, and for Rudeus.]

〈A fair distinction.〉

I looked one final time at the bend in the road.

〈I hope she manages to become a King-level mage by the next time we meet.〉

[It is a reasonable expectation for someone with her trajectory.]

〈I know. That is why I said it.〉

I went inside.

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