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Naruto: Disillusion

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Chapter 21: The Long Way Back

Naruto: Disillusion

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The road out of Wave was quieter than the road in had been, which Naruto had expected and Sasuke, apparently, had not.

“No checkpoints,” Sasuke said, somewhere around midday, like the absence of one was its own kind of evidence.

“Take a while for people to believe it’s actually gone,” Naruto said.Full novel: Naruto: Disillusion — read the rest free on N​o⁠v​e⁠l​C⁠o​d⁠e​x⁠.​o⁠r​g⁠

“Fear’s got better memory than relief does. Give it a season.”

Sakura walked a step ahead of both of them, humming something tuneless and off-key, a canteen swinging loosely from one hand.

She’d been doing that since they crossed the border out of Wave proper — small, unconscious things, the particular looseness of someone whose shoulders had finally been allowed to come down from around her ears.

Kakashi brought up the rear, hands in his pockets, reading a book he wasn’t actually reading, which Naruto had learned over the last two years was less a hobby than a kind of camouflage — a man who wanted to watch his team without looking like he was watching his team.

They made camp that night in a stand of pine a few hours short of the border proper, and once the fire was going and Sasuke and Sakura had settled into the specific, comfortable quiet of people too tired to perform anything, Naruto slipped away under the excuse of gathering more wood and found a clearing far enough off that nobody would notice how long he was actually gone.

Finally, Kurama said, sounding aggrieved on Naruto’s behalf.

You’ve been sitting on that scroll for two weeks like it might bite you.

“Been a little busy,” Naruto said, low, forming the seal anyway.

“Mercenaries. A swordsman. A whole bridge.”

Excuses, Kurama said, entirely without sympathy.

He split off a single clone, handed it the water-damaged fuinjutsu fragment and the three working diagrams he’d made real headway on back before Wave swallowed his attention whole, and sent it off to a second, smaller clearing to work uninterrupted while he walked back to the fire with an armful of wood he hadn’t actually needed.

It was a small trick, but a useful one — the clone would run for hours undisturbed, and whatever it learned would fold back into him the instant it dispelled, memory intact, none of the tedium.

The tedium found him anyway, six hours later, in a rush of secondhand frustration and one genuinely alarming half-second of remembered pain — the clone had pushed too far into an unstable seal component, chased a promising thread of the array a beat too long, and the diagram had answered by biting back, a small, controlled backlash of chakra that would have done real damage to a body that wasn’t disposable.

The clone popped.

The knowledge came home anyway, packaged with the exact, visceral memory of what a fuinjutsu overcorrection actually felt like from the inside.

Naruto sat up from his bedroll fast enough that Sasuke, on watch, glanced over.

“Bad dream?” Sasuke asked, not quite awake enough to sound like he cared, and also not quite asleep enough to have missed it.

“Something like that,” Naruto said, which wasn’t a lie, exactly.

You understand it now, though, Kurama said, once Sasuke had settled back into watching the tree line instead of him.

The failure mode.

That’s not nothing.

“Understanding it hurt.”

Most useful things do, eventually.

A pause, and then, drier: You’re welcome, by the way, for not saying I told you so about the scroll.

“You just did.”

I said I wasn’t going to.

I never said I wouldn’t imply it.

Naruto didn’t have a good answer for that, so he didn’t try for one, and let the fire and the tiredness pull him back down instead, the failed seal’s exact backlash still sitting behind his eyes like an afterimage — a real gap closed, even if it had closed on the wrong side of a small, controlled disaster.

They reached the gates of Konoha two days later, midafternoon, the sun doing the thing it did over the village that it never quite managed anywhere else — flat and gold and ordinary, the specific ordinary of a place that hadn’t spent the last two weeks being extorted by a small, vindictive man with a shipping fortune.

The gate guards waved them through without much ceremony, the way you’d wave through anyone whose faces you already knew, and Naruto felt something in his chest unclench that he hadn’t fully registered clenching.

“Smells different,” Sakura said, breathing in deep.

“Wave smelled like salt and fear. This smells like—”

“I was going to say home.”

“Same thing, most days.”

That got a real laugh out of her, short and surprised, and Kakashi’s visible eye crinkled in a way that meant he was smiling under the mask, and for a moment the four of them just stood there at the gate, road-worn and intact, which Naruto had learned a long time ago not to take for granted even when it looked, from the outside, like nothing worth remarking on at all.

“Go home, wash, sleep,” Kakashi said.

“I’ve got a report to file. Training resumes in three days — assume it’ll be worse than Wave, because it will be.”

“Define worse,” Sasuke said.

“You’ll see.”

Kakashi’s report ran longer than the mission itself had, in the way these things always did — not because the fighting took explaining, but because everything around it did.

He sat across from Hiruzen in the familiar clutter of the Hokage’s office an hour after seeing the genin off, the old man’s pipe smoke curling toward a ceiling that had absorbed two generations’ worth of difficult conversations, and told it mostly straight: the C-rank that turned out to be a lie, Gato’s extortion racket, Zabuza Momochi confirmed and engaged, a hunter-nin extraction that hadn’t sat right with him then and sat even less right now, and a bridge finished under a name that was going to be awkward to explain for the rest of his career.

“And the boy,” Hiruzen said, when Kakashi reached the part of the report he’d been quietly reorganizing in his head since somewhere around the halfway point of the walk home.

“The one they’re calling the bridge after.”

“Naruto handled himself well.” Kakashi kept his tone level, unhurried, the same register he’d use reporting a supply count.

“Better than well. He’s stronger than his file suggests. Faster too.”

“How much stronger.”

“Enough that I’ve stopped assuming I know the ceiling.” Kakashi met the old man’s eyes, deliberate.

“I asked him about it. Got a partial answer and a promise I believed more than I usually believe promises from kids barely out of the Academy. I’m inclined to let him keep the rest of it, for now. He’s earned that much, and pushing wouldn’t get you anything but a better lie.”

Hiruzen was quiet for a moment, turning his pipe over once between his fingers, the particular stillness of a man doing arithmetic he’d rather not be doing at his age.

“You trust him.”

“With my life, twice over, as of two weeks ago.” Kakashi allowed himself a small, dry addendum.

“Whether I trust whatever he’s not telling me is a separate question. I’m choosing not to need the answer yet.”

“That’s a generous choice for a jonin-sensei to make about a genin.”

“He’s not really a genin,” Kakashi said.

“He’s just young. Those aren’t the same thing, and I’d rather figure out which one actually matters before I decide how worried to be.”

Hiruzen let that sit, the smoke thinning above him, and didn’t press further — a man who had, in his own way, learned the exact same lesson about a different boy a long time ago, and hadn’t yet decided whether learning it twice made him wiser or just more tired.

“File the report as written,” he said finally.

“I’ll want the full account of the mercenary engagement for the archive, minus your speculation about the boy. That stays between us for now.”

“Understood.”

“And Kakashi.” Hiruzen’s voice caught him at the door.

“Whatever he’s carrying — I hope, for both your sakes, it’s lighter than it looks from here.”

Kakashi didn’t have a good answer for that either, so he left without giving one, which Hiruzen, watching him go, understood perfectly well as an answer in itself.

None of that reached Naruto directly, and he didn’t go looking for it.

What he had instead, two days later, was Kakashi’s own account, delivered flat and unembellished over a team briefing at their usual training ground: the mission was filed, the details that mattered were on record, and the details that didn’t stayed with the man who’d decided they didn’t need to be anyone else’s problem yet.

Naruto believed him, mostly because it matched the shape of the man he’d come to actually know this time around — protective in the quiet, unglamorous way that never asked to be thanked for it.

You could always ask Kuro to find out the rest, Kurama pointed out, mild, the kind of mild that was doing real work underneath.

I’m choosing not to.

Same reason Kakashi’s choosing not to push me.

Some doors you leave shut because someone earned the right to keep them that way.

Look at you.

Restraint.

I’m almost proud.

Don’t get used to it.

“Right,” Kakashi said, once the four of them were gathered and the pleasantries had run their short course.

“Before training resumes, there’s something else.” He produced a folded slip of paper from his vest with the specific unhurried drama of a man who knew exactly how much weight the moment was about to carry and intended to enjoy it.

“I’m nominating all three of you for the Chunin Exam.”

Sasuke’s whole posture changed — not dramatically, just a fractional straightening, the look of someone who’d been waiting to hear those words for longer than he’d let on.

Sakura’s hand found the strap of her pack and gripped it, a small, private steadying motion.

Naruto felt something quieter than either of theirs, something that had nothing to do with nerves and everything to do with the strange vertigo of standing at the edge of an exam he barely remembered surviving the first time, in a body and a team that bore almost no resemblance to the ones he’d carried through it then.

“You don’t have to accept,” Kakashi went on.

“It’s dangerous, it’s not guaranteed, and plenty of good shinobi wash out or worse. But I think you’re ready, and I don’t say that lightly.”

“I’m in,” Sasuke said, before Kakashi had finished the sentence.

“Obviously,” Sakura said, with rather more bravado than her white-knuckled grip on the pack strap actually supported, which Naruto decided, out of something that felt suspiciously like fondness, not to point out.

“Guess that’s unanimous,” Naruto said.

Kakashi’s eye crinkled again.

“Guess it is. Exam’s in three weeks. Between now and then, I intend to make Wave look gentle.”

“You said that already.”

“I intend to say it several more times before this is over.”

They broke for the day not long after, Sasuke and Sakura peeling off toward the village with the particular energy of people who suddenly had a reason to train twice as hard as they had that morning, and Naruto lingered a moment longer at the empty training ground, the late sun doing the same flat gold thing it had done at the gate two days before.

Three weeks, Kurama said.

Same exam.

Different room, different faces, different you.

You planning on surviving this version any more gracefully than you did the last one?

Wasn’t graceful last time.

Don’t expect it to start now.

Small mercies.

A pause, considering.

There’s already something moving under this one, isn’t there.

I can feel you not saying it.

Naruto didn’t answer that directly, because he didn’t entirely have an answer yet — just an old, familiar unease that had nothing to do with future-memory and everything to do with instinct, the specific itch of a man who’d learned the hard way that exams like this one rarely stayed contained to the people taking them.

Something’s always moving, he thought back instead, and left it at that, and went to find dinner before the feeling could turn into anything worth naming out loud.

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