Part 1
I was dreaming. This is a dream I’ve already seen many times, so I was able to quickly recognize it as a dream. It’s about the start of everything.
It’s a dream about my life in the first world. A dream of the days when I was deprived of even my own free will and was simply used by others.
This is the dream of the time when I woke up.
Part 2
Four people, men and women, were surrounded by demons inside a dense forest.
The first group of demons came from the sky. Dozens of gargoyles. They were humanoid demons with stone bodies and wings, and they came swooping down on them.
“Shit, this is demon territory. There’s too many of them.”
A man with a large and muscular body complained, his skin was dark for staying too long under the sun. He constantly complained as he fired his Holy Cannon Taslam.
His movements while shooting were agile, and every time he fired, Taslam let out a magic bullet, which destroyed the gargoyles. Because of that, even the gargoyles, known as fearless demons, tried to evade the bullets. But the magic bullets followed and caught up to them.
He was constantly shooting out bullets with ultra-high power comparable to that of magic of Rank 5, the maximum humanity can achieve, to form a barrage of bullets that tracked the enemy.
The gargoyles, which were supposed to be vicious demons that have unreasonably strong defenses and high-speed flight abilities, are being unilaterally hunted.
There’s only one man in the world who can do such a thing. It’s Bullet, the Cannon Hero.
“Bullet, don’t waste your time. You also don’t need to worry yourself, princess Flare. I, the Sword Hero Blade, will not allow anyone to hurt you.”
The enemies were also attacking from the ground. The demons were aiming for a pincer attack from the air and ground at the same time.
The Cannon Hero has his hands full dealing with the sky attack, so someone else needs to defend from the ground.
A beautiful young man with a sword. But it was actually a beautiful woman dressed as a man. She uses a special technique and goes to intercept the demons, she’s so fast as she defeats them that it looks like they simply vanished.
The demons that appeared were known as Dark Tigers. They have black fur as hard as steel and sharp claws and fangs.
The Dark Tigers are highly intelligent demons. They chose to lure her in, avoiding a direct confrontation, judging it would be difficult to deal with the high-speed swordswoman.
They made the plan of stopping the sword with their fur and attacking in a group right after. To achieve that, a group of Dark Tigers got into a position where they could be easily cut down while putting mana into their fur to increase their defense. The other Dark Tigers surrounded their decoys in a semicircle.
The crossdresser swordswoman cut through one of the Dark Tigers. At the same time, the Dark Tigers that had been deployed in a semicircle attacked.
The Dark Tigers were confident of victory, but…
“I hope you won’t dirty my sword too much.”
The crossdressed beauty had read the Dark Tigers’ intentions and dared to jump into their trap.
The first Dark Tiger was sliced in half with a single swing. Then, the swordswoman turned the hilt of her sword and slashed from the position she was in. Right after, the attacking Dark Tigers were sliced into two parts, ending the assault.
The crossdressing beauty then sprints towards the remaining Dark Tigers.
The fur on the Dark Tiger’s body, imbued with magic power, is comparable to the legendary metal mithril. This beautiful swordswoman was capable of cutting through them and also had enough speed to overwhelm them.
She is none other than the Sword Hero Blade.
“Bullet, Blade, come behind me. It’s not safe there.”
A dignified voice echoes.
A beautiful girl with light pink hair quietly closes her eyes and calls out to her companions as she unfolds a magic formula in her mind.
“Understood, princess.”
“Yes, princess Flare.”
And it came just as the two of them got behind Flare.
Countless ice bullets, fireballs, and thunderbolts rained down from the sky.
This was the princess’ favorite spell to kill demons. She can attack demons in the sky or on the ground and kill them all. She can also use it to defend herself. And, on the off chance she shouldn’t kill them, she can imprison them in an area where they’ll be constantly receiving damage.
And after that was done, she could clean up whatever was left with a long-range attack.
It was a perfect strategy. If this magic had a single weak point, it would be…
“Rank 6 magic, Exorcism Sanctuary.”
A powerful magician on the enemy team.
A magic circle is drawn five meters above the girl with light pink hair and a barrier is formed. The moment any attack touches the barrier, all magic will be broken and become meaningless.
It’s impossible to nullify magic unless there is a difference in power like between an adult and a child. It’s not that demons are weak. The demons were powerful enough to be called advanced magicians in human terms.
However, the girl with the light pink hair is a mage of the divine realm who has reached the Rank 7. She was two ranks above 5, the maximum level a human can normally achieve.
Her magic did not end there.
“Continue with the Rank 6 magic, Lightning Frenzy.”
In parallel with the unreasonable defensive barrier, another magic was activated.
A super-high skill allowed only to the very best mages. So long as they are not Rank 7, she can use all kinds of magic at the same time.
Rain clouds were created and countless thunderbolts rained down. The super wide-area annihilation magic, Lightning Frenzy.
The demons try to escape, but the lightning is, literally, lightning fast. They are unable to evade and are killed by the lightning. When the lightning stopped, there was not a single demon left standing.
There is only one mage in the world who can do such a trick. The only one in the world who can do that is Flare, the Magic Hero.
The Sword Hero Blade.
The Cannon Hero Bullet.
The Magic Hero Flare.
The three most powerful people amongst humans had entered the territory controlled by the demons in order to defeat the Demon Lord.
“As expected of princess Flare. Your magic is truly wonderful”
“Blade, I see you have also improved your skills.”
“Oi oi, can I join in as well?”
The three of them were laughing happily, perhaps from relief that the battle was over, and thinking back on the fight just now.
Then, Flare turns around.
There was not the slightest warmth in her eyes that she would have directed toward a friend.
“Why don’t you fight a little?”
“Ah, ah.”
A boy was reflected in her eyes.
He was a small boy with eyes like those of a dead man. He is a handsome, cute boy who could pass for a girl, but his expression and tired atmosphere ruin everything.
He cannot even speak properly, and is even more broken on the inside than he is on the outside.
“There’s no use talking to Keyaru. He’s broken, after all.”
Blade twirled her index finger and opened a bottle.
*Gururururu*
She spilled a liquid on the ground to make fun of the boy.
“See? Hey, you, you better follow us quickly! Please, princess, let that thing carry your baggage.”
“A, ah.”
The boy called Keyaru nodded after licking the liquid from the ground and followed them. Anything that once resembled a personality was already destroyed.
He was once a boy with a great sense of justice. After awakening as the Healing Hero, he left his village to become a great Hero. He was sent off with warm and big smiles by his people. For him, whose parents were killed by monsters, that vow has been a dream since he was a child.
There is a reason why he was destroyed. It was that the power of the Healing Hero, Heal, had the side effect of causing him to suffer pain and fear to the point of losing his mind.
Unable to endure its power, he gave up on being the Healing Hero.
But Heal is a useful power. To take advantage of this power, the Jioral Kingdom broke him so that he could not feel pain and fear due to the drug, and then made him a prisoner of the drug’s pleasures.
What we have here now is just a wreckage that used to be Keyaru. He is a puppet who will do anything if he hears he can get drugs, with no will of his own.
“I’d like to hire more baggage carriers. I don’t feel safe with just him.”
“All the ones we brought are dead, except that one. You have to be strong to survive here.”
“I agree that you have to be strong, but I think Keyaru is doing a good job. His healing is also very useful.”
The only one who said anything good about Keyaru was the Cannon Hero Bullet. After hearing that, the Magic Hero Flare and Sword Hero Blade laughed.
“You’re the one who should be more considerate. You’re the one who treats Keyaru the worst.”
“That’s true. If I was Keyaru, I would have killed myself long ago.”
“Oi oi, don’t be mean. I love Keyaru. Come here, Keyaru.”
Bullet hugged Keyaru with his big strong arms. Keyaru, who should feel no fear or pain, begins to tremble. Seeing this, Flare and Blade laughed even harder.
Because of their laughter, Bullet got so mad a vein popped up on his forehead, and then he punched Keyaru. Bullet truly had power worthy of a Hero. Keyaru flew like a ping pong ball and slammed into a nearby tree.
“Damn you. I’m always loving you!”
Keyaru looks at Bullet with emotionless eyes.
“You shit, how long are you going to stand around? Get your ass up and come here.”
Keyaru gets up and tries to catch up at a quick pace. But, because of the heavy blow just now, he fell down again. Because he didn’t follow their instructions, he was hit again.
This isn’t an unusual scene. It happened after every battle.
None of the three believed they were doing anything bad. For this group, this is an entirely normal treatment for Keyaru.
Part 3
After advancing through the forest to some extent, the group began to prepare to camp for the night.
Cannon Hero Bullet is also a first-rate hunter and gathers the animals of the forest and fishes in the river to secure food.
Meanwhile, Sword Hero Blade would set up the tents and gather firewood. As for the Magic Hero Flare, her job was to feed the “dog”.
This is the usual division of roles.
Flare enters the tent with Keyaru.
“Ahh, au, ah.”
Keyaru’s body was having spasms.
He was going through withdrawal symptoms because the drug’s effects have worn off. To keep his addiction and keep him from feeling pain and fear, Keyaru needs more drugs at regular intervals.
“Look, Keyaru, here’s your drug. You want it, don’t you?”
“Aah, aah.”
Keyaru nodded vigorously. Seeing this, Flare gave him a wicked look.
“Well, let’s do the usual, shall we? Here, cock.”
“Oh, ah.”
Keyaru did the trick as he had been trained to do by Flare. He took off his pants and pulled out his cock.
“Hahahaha, don’t you have any pride?”
“Aaaaahhhh.”
Flare laughs at Keyaru’s sorry state. For Flare, Keyaru was a stress-relieving toy.
“Yes, well done.”
Flare places the vial with the drug on the floor. When he saw the vial, Keyaru’s eyes changed color and he leapt for the medicine.
“Wait.”
He stops moving at a word from Flare. Even though he has little reason left in his body, he knows that if he ignores the warning, he will be severely punished and forced to go without his drugs for a while.
“Aaa, aaa.”
Keyaru’s withdrawal symptoms are getting worse and worse. And yet, he can’t do anything about it. The frustration was driving him crazy.
“Aaa, aau.”
Finally, he burst into tears. He crawled, sniffed, and brought his face as close to the limit as he could. But he couldn’t touch the vial.
“Au, auu, aa.”
Keyaru began to cry. He even began to stretch out his tongue in a desperate, incomprehensible manner. Flare found that so funny that she was laughing hysterically.
“Yes, you waited well. I’ll give you some drugs. As usual.”
Flare pulls up her skirt and removes her underwear. Then, she smears the drug on her pussy.
“Come.”
Then, Keyaru jumps on Flare’s pubic area and licks it as hard as she can.
*Lick, lick, lick*
Even when the drug was gone, he kept licking, wanting more.
“An, it feels good. Keyaru, there, more.”
Flare continued to let Keyaru lick her vagina, occasionally dabbing on more drugs on her privates to make him lick more.
For her, this was nothing more than masturbation.
“An, there is good, there. Aan!”
She grabbed the back of Keyaru’s head and held his head down with all her strength. Keyaru just kept licking mindlessly.
Flare arched her back and shook her body. Keyaru’s face was soaked with Flare’s love juice.
“Fuu, what a good use for this dog. Your face is cute and this game is fun. Oh, did you get an erection?”
Keyaru had removed his pants at the start, when Flare told him to. So she could see his large bare member, which seemed to be in a lot of pain.
“Aa, auu.”
“You’re a dog, but you have the courage to get excited by a human being. Did you really think that I would let you do it? You are a filthy commoner, and you want to fuck me, a noble? You must be punished for this.”
Flare kicks Keyaru making him lie on the ground. Then, she stepped on Keyaru’s penis.
“Aauu, aaaaaa!”
Keyaru screamed, but Flare still stepped on it two or three times.
“You’re a real pervert by getting bigger while being stepped on. Say you’re sorry. I’m telling you to regret it! Or are you liking it?”
Flare became engrossed in this new play. She stepped on him repeatedly, to the point where she was getting wet again because of her own excitement.
Finally, Keyaru’s erection subsided.
“Haa, haa, haa, that was refreshing. Why do I, the princess, have to go on such an inconvenient trip? Why do I have to stress myself like this? This party is weird except for me. There are only crazy people in this party. I feel like I’m going crazy too. Oh, there’s some drugs leftover today. I have an idea.”
Flare spilled the drug over the member she was just stepping on.
“Aa, au.”
Keyaru frantically tried to bend his own body to lick his own cock. He was able to bend himself and reach without difficulties.
“Aha, ahahaahaha! That’s amazing. Keyaru can lick his own cock. A pervert, a true pervert! Look, it’s touching your face. Is it tasty? Ahahaahaha!”
That was Flare’s loudest laugh of the night. Keyaru kept licking himself until the taste of the drug was gone.
Part 4
Keyaru was tired for a while. Flare was long gone. Then a figure appeared.
It was Blade, the Sword Hero. A beautiful woman dressed as a man. She was a lesbian and always dressed as a man to make it easier for her to seduce women.
And she was in love with princess Flare.
In her hand was a stick made of wood. She hit that stick on the floor, making a loud noise.
“You damn dog. I saw you. I saw it. You filthy man! You think you’re allowed to touch and lick and give pleasure to princess Flare!”
“…”
Keyaru looked at Blade with emotionless eyes.
He was forced to do it under duress, and if he didn’t lick her, he wouldn’t have gotten his drugs.
That woman didn’t care about that logic. She is jealous. That’s all there is to it.
“I’ll teach you so you never again lay hands on princess Flare!”
She hits Keyaru again and again with the wooden stick.
Blade knows that if she breaks him, Flare will be angry with her. So, she is careful to not kill him.
But she shows no other mercy. She continues to hit and insult him.
Keyaru’s skin turns into a different color. It’s no longer the color of his original skin.
His whole body became flaccid, and he could not move at all.
“Even a dumb mutt like you should have understood by now. Never touch princess Flare again!”
Saying that, Blade tried to leave. But she stopped on the way.
“The tongue that licked princess Flare… he’s a man… but I can feel the princess…”
Blade comes back.
She then forces Keyaru’s mouth open and plunges her tongue in. She becomes aroused and teases her genitals with her own hand. The sound of water was heard.
“Hmm, hmmmm, the taste of princess Flare, it’s delicious.”
And finally she reached climax. She finally released Keyaru and struck him in the face with a wooden stick.
“You! It’s your fault! Because you licked the princess, I had to kiss a man *bleh*. I’ll kill you, I’ll definitely kill you!”
Again and again Blade struck him with a wooden stick. She no longer cared if he lived or died. She beat him until she was satisfied, and then, this time, she left.
Keyaru said nothing, just watched Blade’s back with emotionless eyes.
Part 5
Keyaru’s stomach growls. He hasn’t eaten anything. He was unable to move because of the multiple beatings.
Keyaru waits for his body to heal.
Keyaru is a high-level Healer. As long as they are in the same party, experience is shared. Wounds heal at an unbelievable rate thanks to the enhanced healing power of a high-level Healer.
Knowing this, both Flare and Blade can hit Keyaru mercilessly.
He could use Heal on himself, but, even with his high level, he didn’t dare go against their orders.
Then a visitor appeared.
“Hey, Keyaru. Poor soul. They’ve done it again.”
A big dark-skinned man. He was Bullet, the Cannon Hero.
“I brought you some food. I gave it to Blade, but by the sound of your belly, I’m guessing she didn’t give it to you. I’m sure she threw it away as a punishment. That’s a terrible thing to do.”
In a gentle tone of voice, Bullet smiled at Keyaru and sat down next to him.
“You know I’m the only one on your side. The only one who loves you.”
Bullet’s hand caressed Keyaru’s ass. Bullet’s hand then moves to Keyaru’s genitals and he starts squeezing it.
“I’m going to feed you now.”
Bullet brings a skewered fish, bread and nuts. Bullet chewed the skewered fish, then he kisses Keyaru and pours the fish into his mouth. He pinches his nose and forces him to swallow so that he doesn’t choke to death.
“You see how nice I am to you? I’m feeding you because you can’t eat due to your injuries. I’m so kind to you.”
Bullet looks into Keyaru’s face with a face of greed.
He is a dependable big brother, a brave man who has fought many battles. Underneath that face lurks a man with an abnormal sexual appetite who can only love young boys.
“Aa, aa.”
Keyaru crawls away with his aching body, feeling an instinctive fear. Even though the drugs had made him forget his fear, this was something more than even that.
“Why, why are you running away? I’m the only one on your side, I’m the only one who’s been kind to you, I’m the only one who’s done so much for you. Why, why are you running away? Why don’t you understand me?!”
Bullet mounted Keyaru. He then punches him in the face repeatedly.
Bullet had another serious flaw. He had a terrible temper.
His mentality was: if he loved someone, then he should be loved back. When he doesn’t get his way, he immediately snaps and becomes violent. Together with his sick love for young boys, he has killed many young boys during his life.
Finally, the face of Keyaru, which had been on the verge of finishing recovering itself, was now miserable once again.
“Au, au.”
“Haa, haa, haa… Keyaru. Oh no, your face is horrible again. I’m sorry, forgive me. I didn’t mean to do it.”
Bullet hugs Keyaru with a tight embrace.
“I really love you. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hit you. This way, you’ll never love me. But I didn’t have a choice because you’re a bad boy. Forgive me, and I’ll be a lot kinder to you for hitting you.”
After saying this, Bullet kissed Keyaru. Then he got Keyaru on all fours and took off his pants.
“I’m going to love you a lot as compensation for being mean. I’m going to show you how much I love you, Keyaru.”
Then he struck Keyaru’s backside vigorously.
I love you, I’m sorry, I love you, I’m sorry. Bullet shook his hips, repeating it like a curse.
This is what this man is really like. A pedophile with a terribly young and unstable mind.
After devouring Keyaru’s body for a long time, he finally releases him. By then, the swelling in Keyaru’s face had gone down. Bullet kisses him.
“Look how pretty you are. I’ve never seen such a pretty boy before.”
With an enraptured face, Bullet stares at Keyaru’s face.
“But this pretty face will grow up and become ugly. How cruel. This beautiful face turning ugly. I can’t stand it.”
“Au, aa, au.”
Bullet held his head in anguish.
“I can’t stand it. So I’m going to stop time here. If you die now, you’ll always have that pretty face. I’ll take good care of it. So, Keyaru, please die.”
Bullet tightens his hand around Keyaru’s neck. A strange sound came from his neck.
After a few dozen seconds, Bullet lets go of his hand. Keyaru is choking from lack of oxygen.
“Ahhhh, I’ve done it again. I’m so horrible. How could I let this happen? Forgive me, Keyaru.”
Bullet hugged Keyaru and sobbed. Then he whispered in his ear.
“I’ll love you again tomorrow to make up for what I did today.”
Leaving those words behind, Bullet leaves.
That wasn’t an apology or a blessing. For Keyaru, it was a curse.
Part 6
Finally alone, Keyaru stopped moving, like a doll with no strings.
There wasn’t a single kind person in this party. Magic Hero Flare, Sword Hero Blade, Cannon Hero Bullet. All of them are enemies.
Keyaru couldn’t even put up any resistance. But a small part of him was screaming.
I won’t allow this.
I won’t forgive them.
I’ll kill them.
There was something deep inside him that still wasn’t broken. Now, after days of particularly harsh abuse, that part was screaming.
Resist the drug eating away at your body. That will increase the proficiency needed for the Drug Resistance skill.
The last part of him has tried to resist many times like this. It was not in vain. Little by little, he continued to gain proficiency for the Drug Resistance skill.
His efforts would bear fruit this moment.
“Who am I? Where am I?”
The Drug Resistance brought him back to his senses. Keyaru has regained himself. By regaining himself, all his memories come back to him.
The experiences and memories of all the people he was made to use Heal on. The experiences he gained as a member of the Hero Party. And the abuse he suffered due to these horrible people.
After he was done remembering, Keyaru noticed something was different with him. It had to be, otherwise, he’d just have broken again. An ordinary person, or even a superhuman, would not have been able to endure it. However, Keyaru had the capacity to endure the pain of being broken.
A series of nightmarish experiences flashed back to him.
Keyaru held his head and wept. But he did not scream. He bit his pants, which he still hadn’t put back on, to stop himself from screaming.
If he let out a sound, they would notice. If he doesn’t do this, he’s going to bite off his own tongue and die.
After he finally recovered from the overwhelming amount of horrible experiences and memories, Keyaru opened his mouth and let his pants fall.
“How dare she? She betrayed me. How dare she? After I trusted her.”
The pain of using Heal was unimaginable. Keyaru ran away once, scared of his own power, but then he was caught and brought to Flare. He promised her he’d try his best to learn how to use his power, to support the pain. He’d do it for the kingdom, for peace, but, above all else, for her.
But Flare immediately drugged him and reduced him to a tool. She didn’t even wait a day.
“How could you do something so terrible? We’re both people.”
The anger at what he had been subjected to began to build as he regained his memory. He slammed his hands to the ground and wailed, stifling his voice.
Flare, Blade, and Bullet are not people. Keyaru asked himself: can I forgive them? And the answer he got was: no, absolutely not.
“I will hurt them, break them, kill them. They are not people. They are pure evil. No human being could do such a terrible thing. Evil like them must be exterminated.”
Keyaru kept talking to himself. Then, lying down, he began to think of ways to take revenge.
Keyaru’s enemies are strong. He’s not suited for combat, so there’s no way he could beat them in a head on confrontation.
But he realizes one thing. When he thought of ways to kill them, the swordsmanship of a certain woman came to mind.
As if some kind of force was acting on him, he stood up and traced the pattern. His body moved just as his mind wished it. Not only that, he was able to use several techniques of countless people.
“This is probably because of all the memories of the people I saw with Heal.”
He became amused and traced every possible technique. If he can do all these things, he has a chance of winning. He could even use magic he shouldn’t have known.
“If I want revenge, I have to know these three as deeply as possible. Fortunately, I have healed them many times. I know their weaknesses.”
Keyaru’s face twisted wickedly. There was something interesting in Flare’s memory.
The heart of the Demon Lord, the Philosopher’s Stone. The existence of a forbidden spell hidden in the capital.
Flare’s true goal is to kill the Demon Lord, obtain the Philosopher’s Stone, and use the forbidden spell to conquer the world. If he could stop it, it would be the greatest revenge.
But that is not enough. If I use the heart of the Demon Lord that I took from her, wouldn’t I be able to do something amazing? Such as using Heal on the world and returning to the past? That’s what Keyaru thought.
“I’m going to start this whole world over. And this time, I will destroy their lives. Princess Flare, I’m going to make you my dog. I’m going to make you an obedient dog, and I’m going to love you, just like you did to me. Blade, you stupid lesbian, I’m going to teach you to hate men. I’m going to show you how I have fun with your beloved Flare. I’ll show you humiliation. Bullet, you rapist pedophile. I’ll make sure you can’t do anything bad to any boy ever again. I’ll rip off your limbs, crush your throat, and make you look ugly. That’s it! I’ll destroy the three of them with what they love most!”
Keyaru had a lot of fun thinking of ways to get revenge on them. He laughed. For him, who had been hurt so much, revenge was hope.
“I need power, more power. I have a lot of knowledge and experience from the people I’ve healed. Until then, I have to be patient. I’ll endure it, get revenge in the new world and be happy.”
Keyaru was dead inside because the only feeling he had inside him was of hate. But he had to start over. That’s why making revenge the sole objective of his life would be stupid.
I want to be happy. I’ve been through hell, so I have the right to be happier than anyone else. That’s what he told himself.
Part 7
Keyaru recovered himself by the next day.
And he continued to think greedily about gaining strength and realize the future that awaited him after he used Heal on the world.
Not only that, he implemented all the methods to become strong that he learned from all the people he had healed. He even tried eating monsters to become stronger.
Along the way, he thought about killing those three right away. It was nothing but hell for him to endure the abuse of these three while he was conscious. But he continued to endure.
In order to get revenge in the next world… and be happy.
Finally, his journey came to an end. At last, he reached the Demon Lord.
Here he could outwit the Heroes and obtain the Philosopher’s Stone.
He put his hand on his mask of emotionlessness.
Now, the battle with the Demon Lord was about to begin.
“Finally, the time to endure is over.”
He removes his mask.
For a year, he has never once shown them his true face in order to pretend to be broken. But he no longer needs to hide. He smiles a fierce smile.
There is no longer a weak Keyaru here. There was a strong Keyaru who became strong and devoured everything.
Bullet, the Cannon Hero, was burned to death. Flare, the Magic Hero, crumbled. Blade, the Sword Hero, was seriously wounded.
Keyaru runs toward the Demon Lord. His feet are light.
From now on, he will overthrow and take everything. In order to be happy.