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Subterranean Surface

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Chapter 15 — Borrowed Voices

Subterranean Surface

The first voice belonged to Vekk.

That was how I knew it was a trap.

Not because the voice was bad. Bad would have been easier. A bad imitation could be mocked, dismissed, hated cleanly. This was close enough to hurt. The torn scrape of his throat was there. The flat disgust. The way each word sounded like it had been dragged across stone before being allowed into the air.

“Move, you moss-brained corpse candles.”

The shelter hollow went still.

No one breathed loudly. No one shifted. Even Split-Tooth stopped clicking against the tether ring. The cold outside pressed against the ash line, carrying the low howl of Rift Hounds from somewhere below the ridge, but for a few heartbeats everyone in the hollow listened only to the voice of a man we had left behind under collapsed stone.

Veyrun’s hand found my sleeve. His fingers dug in hard enough to hurt.

Good.

Pain was honest.

The voice came again from beyond the hollow entrance, a little farther down the slope. “You waiting for a formal invitation? Move.”

A woman near the back made a broken sound. One of the children lifted his head from his mother’s lap. Brakka rose slowly beside the entrance, one hand on her Skitter hook and the other tightening around Split-Tooth’s cord.

Mara, sitting against the rear wall with her blood-spotted breathing cloth pressed to her mouth, did not move toward the voice. She did not even look relieved.

That helped more than anything.

Vekk would not call softly from the dark. Vekk would not stand outside an ash line and invite us toward him. If Vekk had somehow survived, if he had crawled through broken stone and bitter smoke and whatever white mercy had reached for him, he would have come insulting the world loudly enough to wake the dead and several things pretending to be dead.

This voice waited.

Vekk never waited unless waiting made someone else suffer.

Brakka crouched at the ash line and touched two fingers to the ground. The ash hissed faintly under the cold draft. Outside, something clicked once, then many times in answer, small hard sounds moving between rocks.

Veyrun leaned close to me. “That is not Rift Hounds.”

“No.”

“Good?”

“No.”

“Good. I was worried the answer would briefly improve.”

Sella stood near the entrance with her broken spear held low. Her injured arm was bound tight to her side, and the pale burns across her skin had darkened at the edges. She listened with her eyes narrowed, not toward the voice but toward the spaces around it.

“Bonepickers,” she said.

The name moved through the hollow faster than any explanation could have. Several survivors flinched. One child began to cry and was immediately pulled against a chest. I had heard of Bonepickers in the way all Rooknest children heard of things outside: as warnings adults used when children crawled near forbidden passages. Scavengers, Brakka had once called them. Voice-thieves, someone else had said. Things that waited near battlefields, collapse sites, lost trails, and bad camps, wearing what grief left loose.

I had thought most of those stories were meant to keep children indoors.

Outside was beginning to feel like every warning had been underpriced.

The Vekk voice clicked its tongue. “Standing there like frightened fungus won’t make you less eaten.”

Veyrun inhaled sharply.

Brakka’s gaze snapped to him. “Do not answer.”

“I wasn’t.”

“You were breathing like an argument.”

“I breathe naturally argumentative.”

“Stop.”

He pressed his mouth shut.

The clicking outside shifted. Several sets now, moving across the slope below the hollow. Not close enough to rush the entrance. Not far enough to ignore. Beneath them, the Rift Hounds howled again, lower this time, the sound dragging through the broken flats like something large smelling blood and deciding whether to share.

Brakka’s face hardened. “Hounds below. Bonepickers near the ridge.”

Len swallowed. “Together?”

“Bonepickers follow what hounds scare loose.”

“That seems unfair.”

“Outside does not care.”

The voice changed.

This time it was a child crying.

“Ma?”

The hollow broke in small ways. A woman near the center went rigid. Her name was Dorrin’s wife, I thought, or maybe sister; I only knew her because she had spent half of Chapter 14 whispering a name against the cold. Her hands tightened around the two children pressed to her side.

The voice outside sobbed again. “Ma, I found a way.”

One of the children beside her whispered, “Lera?”

The woman stood.

Mara moved before I did.

She caught the woman’s wrist with one thin hand and held on. The woman jerked once, hard enough that Mara’s shoulders pulled forward and her cough broke through the cloth. I reached to help, but Mara lifted her other hand without looking at me.

Wait.

I hated those fingers.

The child-voice cried again, closer now. “It’s cold, Ma. Please.”

The woman’s face twisted. She tried to pull free without making noise, which was worse than screaming. Screaming could be answered. Quiet grief slid through cracks.

“Let me go,” she whispered. “That’s her.”

Mara’s grip tightened. “No.”

“You don’t know her voice.”

“No,” Mara said. “But I know what wants you to follow it.”

The woman shook her head, tears running down her face. “You don’t know.”

Mara’s expression did not soften. “Then hate me later.”

The child-voice outside stopped crying.

Then it laughed.

Not like a child. Not like anything that had ever been small, hungry, or held by someone who loved it. The laugh broke into clicking halfway through, and several shapes shifted beyond the blackvein moss at the edge of the hollow: low bodies, thin necks, too many jointed forelimbs, and pale bone pieces tied into their hides or grown through them. Their mouths opened sideways.

The woman collapsed against Mara.

Mara nearly fell with her.

I caught them both.

For one heartbeat, the hollow became Rooknest again in the worst way: too many bodies too close, too much fear, not enough air. Then Brakka struck her hook against stone hard enough to make everyone look at her.

“Listen,” she said. “Anything wearing a dead voice wants you to hesitate. Anything wearing a living voice wants you to separate. We do neither.”

No one argued.

The Vekk voice returned, bitter and close. “Finally. Someone useful.”

Brakka’s jaw flexed, but she did not answer it.

The warmth behind us touched the trail again.

I felt it before I understood it. My wrapped hand throbbed under Mara’s cloth strip. The ground beneath the shelter hollow remembered our arrival too clearly: thirty-four tired Kharuun, one Skitter calf, blood, ash, coughing, grief, old paths waking under my palm. Far behind us, something warm pressed against that memory with gentle patience. Not rushing. Not hunting like the Hounds. Not calling like the Bonepickers. Avaruun did not need teeth if the ground would tell him where we had gone.

I crouched and touched the floor.

Mara said, “Khern.”

“I know.”

“Do you?”

“No.”

“At least that is honest.”

The traces rose through my palm. The shelter hollow had old memories: Skitters tied to the ring, handlers sleeping in shifts, ash spilled along the entrance, a calf breaking loose seasons ago and being dragged back by three angry workers. Newer marks layered over them in sharp panic. Behind us, our trail shone too fresh. Ahead, the slope split in several directions, and each one carried some kind of hunger.

The lower path held Rift Hound weight: deep, low pressure, broad claws, belly drags, repeated crossings. The ridge outside the hollow carried lighter marks, many of them circling, pausing, doubling back. Bonepickers. They did not walk like hunters that trusted strength. They moved like thieves trusting grief.

One route felt different.

Not safe. Safe had become a word people used when they wanted to die disappointed. But there was a narrow water-cut behind the blackvein ridge, half-choked with frost moss and old shell flakes. Skitter feet had used it years ago. Small bodies. Low bodies. It curved upward before dipping into a dry channel between plates, away from the Hound track and behind the Bonepickers’ waiting line.

I opened my eyes. “There’s a cut behind the ridge.”

Brakka crouched beside me. “Can adults fit?”

“Badly.”

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“Can children?”

“Yes.”

“Can Split-Tooth?”

The calf clicked as if insulted by the question.

“Probably,” I said.

Veyrun exhaled. “Probably is now a route category. I hate our development.”

Sella looked toward the entrance. “We move quietly. The Bonepickers want us to rush toward voices. The Hounds want vibration. Avaruun wants us tired enough to stop.”

“Wonderful,” Veyrun said. “All enemies have preferences.”

Brakka lifted an ash jar and handed it to Len. “Thin line behind us when we leave. Not a wall. A delay.”

Len took it with both hands.

The Vekk voice called from the dark again. “Wrong way.”

No one moved toward it.

Good.

Then the voice changed to Old Jim.

“Boy.”

My hand closed around the shovel.

This one was worse.

Old Jim’s borrowed voice was not perfect either. It had the rasp, the old anger, the dry edge that made every sentence feel like it was being carved into someone else’s patience. But something was missing. The refusal. The ugly life under the bitterness. Old Jim had spoken like every breath offended him and he intended to offend it back. This voice had the shape of him without the fight.

“Boy,” it called again. “Come here.”

Veyrun whispered, “Do not.”

“I know.”

“You look like you do not know.”

“I know.”

Mara’s voice came from behind me. “Khern.”

That pulled me back faster than pain.

I looked at her. She was standing now, one arm around the woman who had almost followed the child-voice. Her breathing cloth was red-spotted. Her eyes were furious and clear.

“Old Jim gave you words while dying,” she said. “Do not give his voice to something eating scraps.”

The false Old Jim laughed outside.

Wrong.

Too smooth.

My anger came then. Not large. Not heroic. Useful. It steadied my hand on the shovel and made the cold feel cleaner.

Brakka pointed toward the rear of the hollow. “Children first. Injured after. No packs that snag. No bowls. No chairs, no memory crates, no sentimental rocks unless they fit in a pocket.”

A man near the wall looked offended.

Veyrun glanced at him. “I am begging you not to have a sentimental rock.”

The man slowly tucked something into his coat.

Veyrun closed his eyes. “Of course.”

We moved in a line this time, not because anyone trusted order, but because the alternative waited outside wearing our dead. Brakka led with Sella behind her, then the children and injured, then Mara with the woman still shaking beside her. I stayed near the rear with Veyrun, Len, and Split-Tooth, who had decided that being tied to Brakka was optional and being difficult near me was spiritually necessary.

The first Bonepicker rushed the entrance when the children moved.

It came low and fast through the frost moss, body narrow as a starved dog and plated with stolen bone. Bits of shell and jaw hung from cords along its neck. Its head was too small for its mouth. It clicked as it ran, not loudly, but eagerly, the sound of many little teeth testing each other.

Sella stabbed it before it crossed the ash line.

Her broken spear struck through the shoulder. The creature twisted around the shaft with awful flexibility and opened its mouth.

My mother’s voice came out.

“Khern, help me.”

I froze.

Mara was ten steps ahead, coughing through her cloth.

I knew that.

I knew.

The Bonepicker spoke again with my mother’s mouth. “Please.”

Veyrun slammed his shoulder into mine.

I hit the wall hard enough to wake pain across my ribs. The spell of it broke. Sella drove her spear down, pinning the creature. Brakka threw ash into its face. The Bonepicker shrieked, and its borrowed voice dissolved into raw clicking as it thrashed backward from the line.

Mara turned.

Her eyes found mine.

No softness.

No fear.

Only command.

“Keep moving,” she said.

I did.

The water-cut behind the ridge was exactly as horrible as the ground had promised. We had to crouch under frost moss, slide between two shell plates, then crawl along a sloped channel that scraped shoulders and knees. Cold water had once run there, or something close enough to water that stone remembered its path. Now only crust dust remained, dry and bitter.

The children passed through first with quiet terror. The injured came after, slow and painful. Every few breaths someone snagged cloth or tool against the shell, and the whole line had to stop while Brakka hissed instructions from the front. The Bonepickers clicked outside, moving along the ridge, testing for another entrance. The Rift Hounds howled below, farther away now but not far enough.

Avaruun’s warmth touched the shelter hollow behind us.

Everyone felt it.

Even without seeing, I knew when it reached the ash line. The ground remembered the pressure as a soft settling, a hand pressing gently against a sleeping face. The ash hissed. The warmth paused. Then it began moving around the bitter line, patient enough to be terrifying.

Avaruun’s voice arrived faintly through the stone. “Khern.”

Veyrun immediately whispered, “No.”

“I wasn’t answering.”

“You slowed.”

“I’m crawling through a crack designed by hateful worms.”

“You slowed emotionally.”

“I hate you.”

“Excellent. Stay awake.”

Ahead, Mara coughed hard enough that the line stopped. I pushed forward as much as the narrow channel allowed, but she lifted those two fingers again. Wait. This time her hand shook.

I waited anyway.

The cough passed. She spat into her cloth, folded it over, and kept crawling.

The Bonepickers found the ridge entrance behind us.

Their clicking grew louder, then broke into voices all at once. Vekk cursing. Old Jim laughing. A child crying. A woman praying. Someone calling names I did not know. Someone calling names I did. The channel filled with borrowed grief until the stone itself seemed crowded.

One voice cut through the rest.

“Veyrun?”

He stopped crawling.

The line bumped into him from behind.

I knew from his face before he said anything.

Lina.

His sister’s name had come up in jokes before the world ended. Lina stole food. Lina lied better than him. Lina could climb the eastern stack support ropes faster than older boys and once bit a clerk for calling her tail short. He had always spoken of her like irritation was a kind of love.

Now her voice came from the dark behind us, small and furious and scared.

“Veyrun, you idiot, where are you?”

Veyrun’s scraper slipped from his hand.

I grabbed his coat.

He did not move toward her. That was something. But his face broke open in a way I did not know how to see.

“She always called me idiot,” he whispered.

The voice came again. “You left me.”

Veyrun flinched as if struck.

I held tighter. “It’s wrong.”

“You don’t know.”

“I know it’s wrong.”

“You don’t know her voice.”

“No.” I swallowed. “But I know what it wants.”

The channel behind us clicked with a dozen throats.

The Lina voice softened. “Please.”

Veyrun’s breathing went thin.

I did the only useful thing I could think of.

I lied.

“She would insult you better.”

He looked at me.

I hated myself for saying it, but I kept going because his eyes were starting to focus. “You said she was smarter than you. That thing isn’t. It used idiot twice. Lazy.”

For one terrible moment, I thought he would hit me.

Then he laughed.

Once.

Broken.

Furious.

Alive.

“She would call me a tunnel-brained fungus and steal my boots,” he said.

“Yes.”

“She would not ask nicely.”

“No.”

His hand closed around his scraper again. He looked back into the dark, and his face became something colder than grief.

“You got her wrong,” he said.

The voices stopped.

Then the Bonepickers clicked faster.

Good.

Anger woke things that grief tried to bury.

We crawled.

The channel narrowed near the middle. Split-Tooth got stuck.

Of course it did.

The calf wedged its plated body between two shell ridges and began clicking in panicked little bursts. Brakka, somewhere ahead, cursed with a depth of feeling that made several children go silent in admiration.

“Push from behind,” she hissed.

Veyrun looked at me. “We are behind.”

“Yes.”

“I hoped language would spare us.”

It did not.

We pushed. Split-Tooth objected through every plate in its body. Its rear legs kicked, one catching Veyrun in the chest and knocking the breath out of him. I shoved my shoulder against the calf’s side and felt it tremble under the shell, not just from fear. From exhaustion. It had survived Rooknest, Avaruun, white threads, collapse, heights, ash, and now a tunnel too narrow for dignity.

“Come on,” I muttered. “You wanted to vote.”

The calf clicked weakly.

“Then vote forward.”

It shoved.

We shoved.

The shell ridge scraped across its side, and with a wet pop of dislodged frost moss, Split-Tooth lurched through. Brakka grabbed the cord and dragged it forward while Veyrun lay in the dust making a sound like a dying complaint.

“You alive?” I asked.

“No.”

“Crawl anyway.”

“This is unfair leadership.”

“I learned from everyone terrible.”

The channel opened into a small stone pocket where the survivors gathered in a tight crouched mass. It was not safe, but it gave us room to breathe. Len spread another thin ash line across the narrow place behind us. Sella stood beside it with her broken spear ready. Her injured arm shook so badly that Mara rose and tied it tighter with one of her cloths.

Sella looked down at her. “Thank you.”

Mara pulled the knot firm. “Bleed less.”

“I will attempt.”

“Do better than attempt.”

Veyrun leaned against the wall, still pale. “She says that because she cares.”

Sella looked at him. “I know.”

He blinked. “Oh. Good. Then I have nothing to explain.”

“Rare blessing,” I said.

The pocket shook as something struck the channel behind us. Bonepickers, likely, trying to force their way through. They were too tall in the wrong places, Brakka said, too jointed for narrow Skitter cuts unless they broke themselves smaller. The phrase did not comfort anyone.

Then the warmth arrived at the shelter hollow fully.

It was farther behind us, separated by ridge, ash, and broken paths, but the ground carried the change. The cold under my palms softened for one breath. The old traces in the shell brightened, and every mark we had left behind seemed to rise to meet the warmth. Avaruun had found where we had slept.

The pocket grew quieter.

Too quiet.

I pressed Old Jim’s corpse tag into my palm until the bone edge bit through the cloth wrapping. Pain sharpened. Around me, others did the same in their own ways. Sella gripped her spear until her knuckles whitened. Brakka pressed ash into her wrist. Mara pinched the back of my arm without asking permission. Veyrun slapped himself once, not hard, then looked embarrassed when several people stared.

“Pain check,” he said.

“Respectable,” Brakka said.

He looked oddly proud.

Avaruun’s voice slid through the channel from behind us, softer than before. “You are making them suffer.”

No one answered.

“You are cold. Hungry. Wounded. Afraid. There are children with you, Khern.”

A child began crying quietly.

The Bonepickers heard and immediately copied it from three directions.

The real child cried harder.

Mara stood despite the cramped space and spoke toward the rear channel. “Suffering is not proof of truth. Comfort is not proof of mercy.”

The warmth paused.

Only for a breath.

Then Avaruun answered, and for the first time since Rooknest fell, there was something beneath his sadness that sounded almost like curiosity.

“Mara,” he said. “You keep teaching him pain as wisdom.”

She coughed into her cloth. Blood spotted the fabric. When she lowered it, her mouth was red at one corner.

“No,” she said. “I am teaching him not to sell himself for relief.”

The warmth deepened.

Veyrun whispered, “Your mother is arguing with a Prophet through a drainage wound.”

“She’s winning,” I whispered back.

“I know. It is alarming.”

Brakka cut the exchange short. “Forward.”

The pocket had another exit, lower than the entrance and partly hidden under old shell flakes. I felt it before I saw it. The ground dipped through darkness, curving away from the Bonepicker ridge and toward colder stone. Not toward safety, exactly. Toward less immediate teeth.

I pointed. “There.”

Brakka crawled to it, sniffed, then shoved her hook through the gap and dragged aside a mat of old frost moss. Cold air breathed out, stale but not sweet.

“Passable,” she said.

“Good passable or desperate passable?” Veyrun asked.

Brakka looked at him.

He sighed. “Desperate passable. Of course.”

We moved again.

The rear ash line hissed as Bonepickers reached it. One forced a pale claw through and dragged itself into view, its face a patchwork of stolen bone and black wet eyes. It opened its mouth with Vekk’s voice.

“Go on, then.”

Sella stabbed it through the throat.

The voice cut off into clicking. Brakka threw ash over the body, and Len kicked it back into the narrow channel before more could climb over it. The smell that rose was not sweet. It was dead shell, old meat, and burned bone.

Awful.

Better.

We crawled through the lower exit. The passage turned sharply left, then down, then left again. I guided by pressure more than sight now, my bloody palm skimming the stone whenever the path split. Every touch brought traces. Skitters. Old water. Something small nesting. A Kharuun worker with a bad leg, long dead. Children, once, laughing where the passage widened into a hideout. Not our children. Not now. The ground held them without caring whether I wanted to know.

I began to understand why Saint Rook had looked so tired.

Remembering everything was not kindness by itself.

It was weight.

At last, the passage opened into a dry channel beneath a shelf of black shell. We emerged one by one into colder air. The Bonepickers’ voices faded behind us, muffled by stone and ash. The Rift Hounds howled again from the lower flats, but this time the sound was below and behind, not beside us. Avaruun’s warmth remained farther back, touching the old shelter hollow and following the memory of a trail that no longer held us clearly.

For the moment, we had slipped aside.

No one cheered.

Cheering was expensive.

Brakka counted in a low voice. Thirty-four living. One Skitter calf. No one corrected her.

Mara sat heavily against the black shell wall. I crouched beside her at once. She waved me off, but the motion was weaker than before, and neither of us pretended not to notice. Veyrun stood nearby, staring back toward the passage we had crawled through.

“You okay?” I asked him.

He took too long to answer. “I’m angry.”

“That counts.”

“It used her wrong.”

“I know.”

“I don’t even know if she’s dead.”

“I know.”

“That makes it worse.”

“I know.”

He nodded slowly. “You keep saying that.”

“I don’t have anything better.”

“No.” He wiped his face with the back of his wrist. “That was probably the best answer.”

The cold wind moved through the dry channel. Split-Tooth clicked once near Brakka, then lowered itself awkwardly beside the wall. Sella took watch at the rear without being asked. Len began spreading ash so thinly it looked like he was trying to insult the ground into protecting us.

Mara took my wounded hand and checked the cloth. The blood had soaked through again.

“Still here,” she said.

I tried to smile.

It did not work.

Behind us, deep in the stone, the Bonepickers called again with borrowed voices. Vekk. Old Jim. Lera. Lina. My mother. Mine, once, which made Veyrun swear so hard Brakka told him to save some fear for later. The voices were distant now, weakened by rock, but they kept calling because grief did not need to be close to be heard.

I pressed my palm to the cold floor.

The ground under us remembered the old channel, remembered hidden crossings, remembered small bodies using narrow ways to avoid larger mouths. Ahead, a faint path continued into darkness. It did not promise safety. It promised only that others had passed this way and not all of them had died immediately.

In the World Below, that was almost hope.

Then, from somewhere farther ahead, beneath the last echoes of borrowed voices and the fading howl of Rift Hounds, the stone answered with a deliberate tap.

Tap. Tap-tap. Pause. Tap.

Sella lifted her head.

Brakka’s hand tightened around Split-Tooth’s cord.

I kept my bleeding palm against the ground and listened as the tapping came again, patient and patterned in the cold dark, not wearing anyone’s voice at all.

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