Oh God!
I was in Eduardo‘s arms.
Kissing him again, feeling his soft lips pressing against mine wild, starving, yet tender and affectionate.
He pinned me to the wall behind me.
His lips brushed mine harder and harder with every stroke.
He was thirsty for me, I could sense that and I was craving for him so damn bad.
My hands reached to his neck and my fingers brushed his skin gently.
Then my fingers rose to his soft, curly hair and wrapped around my fingers.
I pulled his hair as I bit his lips.
I even missed his beard brushing against my gentle skin in just two weeks.
His physical influence on me was addictive, infectious and scarry but I never had the intentions of protecting myself from him.
He was the bodyguard, he should’ve protected me, right?
Would he?
The noise of the conflict outside was mixing with our moans and wet sounds of our lips.
That really did sound like a war battle out there.
They were having their battle outside and I was having mine; that was my battle, Eduardo.
I pushed him immediately and slapped his face.
‘‘How dare you kiss me, Eduardo?’‘ I was thankful that my voice was steady.
I was already having his flame on my loins.
All I wanted was to pin him to the wall and dry him to his bones, wild.
He repeatedly opened his mouth as if he meant to say respond me however he didn’t.
I could see his struggle to find something to talk back.
‘‘Did you have to flirt with him?’‘ he asked immediately.
I was sure, that was the only thing bugging him all the night.
I put a smirk on my face.
’‘That is no matter of your business, Eduardo.
We do not pay you for this.’‘ My voice had the tone of the Disney villains.
’‘Don’t waste your effort on the things that wouldn‘t define your role of the job.’‘ I said with my all cheekiness.
’‘Hence, your job must be preventing any attack, violence or harm against me instead of rescuing me out of danger.’‘ He was about to say something but I didn’t let him go.
‘‘You were so confident about Carlos causing trouble so you managed all the war battle ready and waited for only your cue to act?
That is not a good performing of a bodyguard, Eduardo.
I will call dad to talk to you.’‘
I might be hitting his nerves but I was right at that point.
He had to prevent all these before happening.
’‘What did you expect me do, exactly?’‘ he asked as if his point was right and he was defending.
’‘Should’ve I held you back from doing your job, so I would do my job?
I only had one opportunity; to stay alarmed, and I did.
You are doing your job and I am doing mine.’‘’‘You should’ve done your job seamlessly, without all these mess, you idiot!’‘ I shouted.
There are a bunch of guys, beneath you,’‘ I said, ’‘who happen to be your crew and I don’t know what is happening to my employees at the moment.
All I know is that I am here, with my bodyguard and-‘‘’‘and nagging.’‘ he interrupted me to finish my line his way.
’‘Get the fuck out of my sight Eduardo!’‘ I shouted.
’‘Do your bloody job properly and go out there to manage that bullshit you started.’‘’‘I started that so called bullshit to protect you!’‘ he screamed.
’‘He was going to abuse you!’‘’‘Watch your tone, Eduardo.
I am your-’‘’‘EVERYTHING!’‘ he screamed.
’‘God damn, Emily!
You are my everything.
And I hate that!’‘ He brushed his beard with his hand.
’‘I hate the fact that I am no good for you.
I hate the fact that I am not good enough for you.
I hate it, Emily.’‘ His tone was going deeper with each word.
’‘I hate to be myself now.
I hate that I fell for you.
I fell for you as a lowlife bodyguard like that.
I hate that I am never going to be seen your equal.
I hate that my feelings are fighting with my pride and my pride is loosing a lot of blood, Emily.’’.