I.
The Beast King
The glass-birch forest exploded.
It did not break, the way it had broken for Greyback: one trunk, one crash, one spray of ice.
It exploded.
A whole swathe of the silver forest a hundred paces deep went up at once, trunks and branches and a thousand finger-thick sheaths of clear ice all bursting outward together, in a single enormous white detonation that rolled across the clearing like a wave breaking on the Wall.
The sound was so huge that it stopped being a sound.
It was a blow.
It hit the Seventh Lance in the chest and knocked Finn off his feet and drove Senna to one knee, and out across the clearing it tore the Ninth Lance’s cauldron off its tripod and flung it rolling across the snow in a red spray of chili stew.
Through the white storm of shattered ice, something came.
It came in a single leap, out of the forest and over the ruin of the trees and over the heads of the Seventh Lance, and it landed in the open snow between them and the fire, and the ground broke under it.
A spider-web of cracks ran out from its feet across the frozen clearing for twenty paces in every direction.
The snow jumped.
The Second Lance’s great bear-spears, fifty yards away, rattled in their holes.
Then it straightened, and they saw what it was.
They had seen its head on the terrace at Frost-Crest.
Three weeks ago, rolling out of Lord Lucian’s canvas sack onto the granite, the size of a pony’s.
That had been one of the pack.
This was the one Lucian had spoken of, with his eyes on the candidates: They run in packs, with an alpha twice the size of this one.
He had been wrong.
It was not twice the size.
The Beast King of the Hollowmere stood taller at the shoulder than Greyback had stood on his hind legs.
It was a wolf, or it had been one once, in the way that a glacier had once been snow.
The grey-white fur of the frost-wolf it had been born as was almost gone.
What had replaced it was armor: overlapping plates of blue-white crystal grown out of the skin itself, thick as shields, layered like the scales of some vast fish, glowing faintly from within with a cold, sick, pearly light.
Along its brow and down the whole length of its spine ran the crest: not a hand long, like the spines on the head in Lucian’s sack, but as long as spears, a forest of translucent crystal lances standing straight up from its back and quivering, each one faintly humming.
Its jaws hung open.
They split three ways, like the petals of a terrible flower, and there were not two rows of teeth inside them but four, long and narrow and clear as icicles, one row behind the other, going back into the dark of its throat.
And its eyes.
Two where a wolf’s eyes should be, amber and dead.
And above them, across the great ridged brow, not four milky eyes but eight.
Ten.
Twelve.
A whole curved crown of them, small and round and white as frost, and every one of them was fixed on the same place.
Not on the fire.
Not on the Second Lance’s spears.
Not on the hundred candidates scattered across the clearing, frozen where they stood.
On Lyra.
Around its forelegs, through the glittering fall of shattered ice, the veins in its crystal hide were threaded with gold.
So thick with gold that they glowed.
Someone fed you, thought Lyra, very calmly.
Someone fed you more than any of them.
The Beast King opened its jaws and howled.
It was the howl from the blizzard.
The howl from the Rimefang.
One voice, rising, rising, and then splitting: two, three, grinding against each other like ice floes, and then more, voices on voices, until it was not a sound at all but a pressure behind the eyes, a nail driven into the meridians.
All across the clearing, sword-qi guttered out along a hundred blades.
On the rock spur, sixteen archers clapped their hands over their ears.
In the middle of the snow, the Ninth Lance’s anxious leader sat down very suddenly beside the wreck of his cauldron, and did not get up.
And from the ruin of the glass-birch forest behind it, the pack came.
They came out of the white storm of ice-dust in a long, silent line, one after another, and they did not stop coming.
Ten.
Twenty.
Fifty.
Lyra stopped counting somewhere past eighty.
Each of them was the size of the head in Lucian’s sack, and the body that went with it: crystal-plated, spine-crested, six-eyed, their triple jaws hanging open, frost smoking off their plates in the cold air.
They spread out behind the Beast King in a great crescent that curved round the edge of the clearing from the forest almost to the rock spur where the high line lay, and they stood there, a hundred of them, and more still coming out of the trees, glaring.
Not one of them made a sound.
They did not need to.
Their king had spoken for them.
“Oh, gods,” whispered Hilde Aarn, very far away on the rock.
“Oh, gods, oh, gods, oh, gods…”
And behind the crescent of the Ravagers, a little way back, where the silver trees had been smashed flat, stood one more.
He was not in a hurry.
That was the first thing you saw.
Everything else in the clearing was either frozen with terror or trembling with the desire to kill.
He was leaning.
Leaning on a club made from the whole skull and spine of something that had once been a great deal larger than a mammoth, planted head-down in the snow like a walking stick, with one long white arm draped across the top of it and his weight on one hip, the way a farmer leans on a gate at the end of a long day to watch the weather.
He was taller than any goblin warrior in the Rimefang.
Taller than the champion Rowan had killed.
His white skin was so thickly webbed with blue that he seemed to be made of cracked ice lit from within.
And on his great long skull, growing out of the bone itself, was a crown: a ring of jagged horns of clear blue ice, some as long as a man’s arm, curving up and back.
Around his feet crouched the goblin warriors.
The ones who had fled north out of the Rimefang, up the gorge, toward the Kharn.
Forty of them, perhaps fifty.
They had found their king.
You won’t meet a king, Captain Orsa had said.
Pray you don’t.
The Goblin King looked across the clearing, over the heads of the Ravagers and the Beast King and the scattered, frozen candidates of the North.
He looked at the dead frost-bears in the snow.
He looked at the head of Greyback, lying at Lyra’s feet.
Then he looked at Lyra, and he smiled.
It was a slow smile, lazy, amused, and full of teeth.
Lyra did not panic.
She noticed that, somewhere at the back of her mind, with a faint sense of curiosity.
She was standing at the edge of the silver forest with Greyback’s blood drying on her face and the frost-lily blade loose in her hand, and in front of her stood a wolf the size of a house with a crown of white eyes, and a hundred of its children, and a goblin who had called a whole warren to his side from a gorge six miles away.
And she was not afraid.
Not even a little.
She was simply very, very still.
Beside her, Cedric was not looking at the Beast King.
He had turned, when the forest exploded, the way he always turned toward her: the way he had turned at the Dragon-Heart Spring, and in the gully, and at every danger since he was nine years old.
And now he stood beside his sister with the Dragon-Spine Cleaver in his hands and a hundred Ravagers in front of him, and he was looking at her face.
He was not panicking either.
He was waiting.
On the high shoulder of rock above the clearing, the Archduke of the North had begun to move.
Lyra saw it at the edge of her vision: the tall grey figure unfolding, stepping forward to the brink, one hand going over his shoulder to the war-blade of his house.
On the next ridge, Lord Roderick was already on his feet.
On the crag above the caves, Lord Lucian’s sword was halfway out of its sheath.
We will not come, her father had said.
If your lance is overrun, we will not come.
He was coming.
He would not reach them in time.
And then, before any of them could take a single step, something else woke up.
II.
The Pressure
It started in her chest.
Not in her blood, where the frost of the Eisenhardts lived.
Not in her meridians, where the void of her grandmother’s line ran like cold water through a cave.
Deeper than those.
Beneath them.
In the place behind her ribs where her grandmother had woven a soft, strong net of void, and where, three days ago in the Twelfth Tower’s yard, she had reached in with both hands and felt, strand by strand, the shape of the thing it held.
That thing opened its eyes.
Lyra felt it happen.
She would never be able to describe it afterward, not to her grandmother, not to anyone.
It was not like waking from sleep.
It was like a mountain waking.
Something vast and old and patient, which had lain at the bottom of her for sixteen years as quiet as a stone at the bottom of a lake, lifted its head, and looked out through her eyes at the Beast King of the Hollowmere, and at the hundred of its children glaring behind it, and at the goblin leaning on his club, smiling.
And it did not like what it saw.
The net held.
She felt that too, and was glad of it, in some small, distant part of her.
Her grandmother’s weaving did not tear.
It did not crack, the way the old seal had cracked in the Dragon-Heart Spring.
It opened.
The strands drew back, one by one, the way the petals of the Moon-Frost Lotus drew back on the Winter-Lily Lake at twilight: slowly, deliberately, making a way up.
And up through it, through the door she had learned to touch, came something that was not her sword aura, and not frost, and not void.
It was intent.
Pure, and cold, and absolute, and very, very old.
It was the intent of something that had stood on a thousand battlefields.
That had seen armies come against it like the tide against the Wall, and had watched them break.
That had killed, not once or twice, but so many times that killing had stopped being an act and become a kind of weather: a thing that simply happened, when it was near, the way snow happened on the Kharn.
It had no hatred in it.
Hatred was far too small a thing.
It was simply the certain, total, patient knowledge that everything in front of it was about to die.
And underneath that, woven through it like a thread of red through white silk, was something that was only Lyra’s.
Three years.
Three years of the fist behind her ribs.
Three years of holding her breath beneath her breath.
Every morning on the Dragon-Rib glaciers, every afternoon on the Sword-Pond, every night lying awake in the dark feeling it ache.
Every time she had stepped slower than she could.
Every blow she had caught that she should have dodged.
Every arrow she had cut at exactly the speed of an ordinary girl while the people she loved were shot at.
A club coming down on Senna in a gully of black rock.
Hakon screaming on a ledge.
A boy with one eye in the Twelfth’s great hall, asking if he could still fight.
Three years of pain that she had swallowed, and swallowed, and swallowed, and never once let anyone see.
It all came up together.
* * *
The pressure hit the clearing like a falling sky.
There was no sound.
That was the strangest part, afterward.
The Beast King’s howl stopped in the middle of a note, as though it had been cut off with a knife.
The glass-birches stopped ringing.
The wind stopped.
Even the crackle of the Ninth Lance’s scattered fire went silent.
For one heartbeat, the whole clearing at the foot of the Kharn was as quiet as the inside of a stone.
Then the Seventh Lance went down.
All of them.
All at once.
Rowan went to his knees in the snow with his plain sword across his thighs and his mouth open.
Finn went down beside Senna, and Senna went flat, both hands pressed against the ground.
Sigurd Kell, who had taken a frost-bear’s charge on the flat of his blade an hour ago and not moved an inch, folded forward onto his hands with his spirit-iron cuffs sinking into the snow as though someone had set a mountain on his back.
Arne Stenvik went down on one knee, very slowly, with his axe planted in front of him and his square face gone completely white, fighting it every inch of the way, and losing.
It went out across the clearing like a ripple across a pond.
The Second Lance, behind their bear-spears: every shield dropped at once, and a hundred and fifty feet of spear-line knelt in the snow.
The Eighth, around the ruin of the fire: down.
The Ninth, who were already down, went flat on their faces.
The First and Fourth on the flanks.
Mira Halvard, in the middle of the Fourth Lance’s line with a fog-breaker already in her hand, felt her knees buckle under her and did not understand why, and dropped the fog-breaker in the snow, and stared at it.
On the rock spur, sixty feet above the clearing, the high line fell.
They had been lying on their stomachs behind their boulders, and now they could not lift their heads.
Sixteen archers pressed flat against cold stone, bows pinned beneath them, gasping.
A boy from the First made a thin, frightened sound.
The girl from the Sixth who had wanted to know if Rowan was laughing put her hand to her face and brought it away red: her nose was bleeding.
So was the boy’s beside her.
So, Hilde Aarn realized, touching her own lip with shaking fingers, was hers.
“Isolde,” she whispered.
“Isolde, what is it?
Is it the wolf?
Is it the…”
Isolde Frostmere had not gone flat.
She had managed, somehow, to stay on her knees, with one hand braced on the boulder in front of her and a thin line of blood running from her own nose over her lip, and she was staring down at the clearing with her silver-grey eyes as wide as they would go.
She was the best eye in the North under thirty.
She had seen, from the top of this rock, what nobody in the forest could see.
She could see it now.
“It’s not the wolf,” she said.
It did not come from the Beast King.
The great crowned wolf was pressed down against the snow in the middle of the clearing, its hundred-eyed head low, its forest of crystal spines flattened along its back like the hackles of a whipped dog.
It did not come from the goblin.
The Goblin King had stopped leaning.
He had straightened up from his club, and his lazy smile was gone.
Around his feet his warriors had gone flat in the snow, the way they had gone flat before the witch.
It came from the edge of the silver forest.
From a slim figure standing alone at the heart of it all, among the dead bears, with Greyback’s head at her feet and the frost-lily blade in her hand, perfectly still.
The only thing in the whole clearing still standing.
The snow around her was not rising now.
It was pressed flat.
For twenty paces in every direction, it lay smooth and hard and glittering, as though a great invisible hand had come down on it.
“It’s Lyra,” said Isolde Frostmere.
On the high shoulder of rock above the clearing, the Archduke of the North had stopped.
He had been three strides from the edge, with the war-blade of his house half-drawn over his shoulder.
Now he stood motionless, one hand still on the hilt, looking down at his daughter.
He did not go to his knees.
He was a Sword Monarch, and it would take more than this.
But his face, for the first time in thirty years, had gone completely white.
“Lyra,” he said.
Nobody heard it.
On the next ridge, Lord Roderick had stopped jumping.
He stood with both great fists at his sides, very still, looking down.
On the crag above the caves, Lord Lucian’s sword, the one that had been halfway out of its sheath, slid out the rest of the way on its own, and hung there in the air in front of him, point down, trembling.
Lucian looked at it.
Then at his niece.
Then he did something that no one alive had ever seen him do.
He took a step back.
And in the hollow on the western lip, where he had crouched with his satchels all morning, Lord Kenneth Eisenhardt put both hands over his face and said, very quietly, the only word there was.
“Mother.”
* * *
The sword was talking to her.
It had been humming since the first cut, since she drew it and it sang its soft, clear note in the silence of the stopped trees.
But now it was not humming.
It was speaking, in a voice that only she could hear, a voice that came up out of the frost-lily blade through her hand and her arm and into the back of her skull.
Kill them.
Kill them.
Kill them.
Kill them.
Kill them.
Kill them kill them kill them kill them kill them KILL THEM KILL THEM KILL THEM…
It did not stop.
It did not take a breath.
It beat against the inside of her head like a second heartbeat, like the drum of a beast tide against the Wall, faster and faster, louder and louder, until it was the only thing in the world.
And beneath it, rising to meet it, the thing behind her ribs, awake and vast and very, very old, said nothing at all, because it did not need to.
It agreed.
Lyra closed her eyes.
She put her free hand over them, flat, fingers together, the way a child does when a story gets too frightening.
“Oh,” she said.
“Shut up.”
The sword shut up.
In the sudden silence, very slowly, she spread her fingers.
Between them, one violet-frost eye looked out, silver-ringed pupil flashing like starlight, and locked on the Beast King of the Hollowmere.
The Beast King felt it.
Every one of its white eyes, all twelve of them, fixed on that single violet eye between her fingers.
For the first time since it had eaten its first golden core, the great wolf understood what it was to be prey.
It did not have time to do anything about it.
III.
The Rain of Red
She took one step.
Afterward, the Seventh Lance would try to describe that step to each other, sitting round a fire at the Twelfth Tower long after midnight, and they would never agree.
Rowan said she did not move at all: she was simply in one place, and then in another.
Senna said the snow did not even take her footprint.
Cedric, who had been closest, said nothing for a long time, and then said only: “She walked.
She just walked.”
One step.
Forty paces of flattened snow.
And Lyra Eisenhardt was standing behind the Beast King of the Hollowmere, with her back to it, and the frost-lily blade held low at her side, point down, exactly as it had been.
She had not swung it.
Nobody had seen it move.
For one long heartbeat, the Beast King simply stood there, pressed low in the snow, its crown of white eyes still fixed on the place where she had been.
Then the lines appeared.
They came up on its body the way frost comes up on a window on a winter night: from nowhere, all at once, spreading.
Thin, fine, perfectly straight lines of violet-silver light, as fine as a hair, a hundred of them, then five hundred, then a thousand.
They crossed the great crystal plates of its hide and the forest of spines along its back and the three-way jaw and the crown of white eyes, running every way at once, crossing and recrossing, until the whole vast shape of the wolf was netted in light like a lantern made of frost.
And at the very edges of the lines, so faint that only one man in the clearing saw it and would never speak of it, there was something else: a shimmer that was not violet and not silver, but grey-black, iridescent, like oil on a winter puddle.
The Beast King opened its jaws to howl.
It came apart.
Not in two pieces, or ten, or a hundred.
It came apart along every line at once, a thousand clean cuts all opening together, and it fell.
It fell in a great, soft, collapsing cascade, the way a snowdrift falls when the ground beneath it gives way, piece after piece after piece of crystal plate and pale flesh sliding apart and tumbling into the snow.
It did not scream.
It did not have time.
And then the blood came down.
It came down like rain.
It went up first, in a vast fountaining burst as the great body opened, high into the pale air above the clearing, higher than the tops of the silver trees, and it hung there for one impossible moment against the sky, a red cloud, glittering.
And then it fell.
It fell softly, steadily, over the whole of the flattened circle, in a warm red rain.
It fell on Lyra.
She stood in the middle of it with her back to the ruin of the Beast King and let it fall on her.
On her black hair, on her blue coat, on her upturned face.
She did not wipe it away.
She stood with her eyes half-closed and the frost-lily blade loose at her side and the warm red rain running down her cheeks like tears, as though she were standing in the first rain of spring after a long winter, and she was very still.
Something rolled out of the ruin across the snow.
It rolled slowly, heavily, bumping over the flattened ground, leaving a thin red track behind it, and nobody moved to stop it.
It rolled forty paces, straight and true, all the way back across the clearing to the edge of the silver forest, to where the Seventh Lance knelt in the snow.
And there, very gently, it came to rest against the toe of Cedric Eisenhardt’s boot.
It was a core.
The biggest any of them had ever seen, bigger than a man’s head: a sphere of clear, cold blue ice, glowing faintly from within.
And running through the heart of it, not one thread of gold but a hundred, tangled together like a skein of golden wool, glowing so bright it hurt to look at, was the sweetness.
Clean.
Refined.
The sweetness of something that had passed through a cauldron.
Cedric looked down at it.
He did not pick it up.
He did not move at all.
He looked up again, across the clearing, at his sister standing in the red rain.
She took another step.
* * *
The Ravagers had not moved.
A hundred of them and more, spread in their great crescent round the edge of the clearing, pressed flat against the snow, their spines laid down along their backs, their six-eyed heads low.
They had watched their king come apart.
They had not howled.
They had not run.
They could not.
The weight of the thing standing in the red rain held every one of them to the ground like a hand on the back of the neck.
Lyra walked through them.
One step.
That was all it took.
One step, from the ruin of the Beast King to the far side of the crescent, where the silver trees had been smashed flat and the Goblin King stood among his warriors.
And as she passed through the pack, she did not look at them.
She did not raise her sword.
She simply walked, and the pack was on either side of her, and then it was behind her.
For a heartbeat, nothing happened.
Then, one after another, all along the great crescent, from the forest to the foot of the rock spur, the Ravagers opened.
They did not fall apart as their king had.
They split.
Each one of them cleanly, once, from the crown of its crest to the root of its tail, a single perfect line of violet light running down its length.
They opened like books laid flat, and slumped into the snow in two neat halves, one after another after another, a long rippling line of it running round the whole curve of the clearing like a wave going down a beach.
Some of them were still trying to rise when it reached them.
None of them finished.
And from every one of them, as it fell open, a core rolled out onto the snow.
A hundred small blue spheres, perfectly clean, every one of them untouched by the cut.
As though the blade had gone round them.
As though it had known exactly where they were, and had been careful.
On the rock spur, Isolde Frostmere, still on her knees with blood running from her nose, watched the line of opening Ravagers run round the clearing below her, all the way to the foot of her rock, and stop.
“She didn’t cut the cores,” she whispered.
“A hundred of them.
She didn’t cut a single core.”
Nobody answered her.
Nobody on the rock could speak.
* * *
Lyra stopped in front of the Goblin King.
He was not smiling anymore.
He stood very straight among his flattened warriors, taller than any goblin who had ever lived in the Rimefang, with the crown of blue ice horns rising from his skull and his great skull-and-spine club gripped now in both hands, not leaned on.
The blue veins on his white skin were blazing, brighter than the witch’s had blazed on her throne of skulls, bright as a hearth.
He was the king of every warren within a day’s march.
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It had taken three companies of the Frost Legion and Lord Lucian Eisenhardt himself to kill the last one of his kind.
He was the only thing in the whole clearing, besides Lyra and the four watchers on the ridges, still on his feet.
He raised the club.
It was a great deal of effort.
Lyra could see it: the muscles standing out in the long white arms, the tendons in the neck, the blue veins blazing brighter as he fought the weight that pressed on everything else in the clearing.
He lifted the club of skull and spine high over his head, over the crown of ice horns, with his lips drawn back from his teeth.
He was going to bring it down on her.
He was going to try.
She respected that.
She would think about it, afterward, and be surprised to find that it was true.
Lyra raised the frost-lily blade.
For the first time since she had drawn it at the edge of the silver forest, she raised it, slowly, in both hands, above her head.
The red rain had stopped.
The light of the pale sky ran down the blade from the guard to the point, violet-silver, like frost on a winter morning.
She brought it down.
It was not fast.
It did not need to be.
The club of skull and spine came apart in the air above the Goblin King’s head.
The crown of blue ice horns came apart.
And the Goblin King came apart beneath them: cleanly, perfectly, in a single line from the crown of his long skull to the snow between his feet, as neatly as Lord Kenneth split a root on his workbench.
He stood there for a moment, in two halves, still gripping two halves of his club.
Then the halves leaned away from each other, slowly, and fell.
All around him, in the snow, the goblin warriors had been pressed flat on their faces.
Forty of them.
Fifty.
The last of the Rimefang.
They did not get up.
As their king fell, one after another, all together, their heads came away from their shoulders and rolled forward a little way across the flattened snow, and were still.
Lyra lowered the frost-lily blade.
And the clearing at the foot of the Kharn, which had held more death in the last few minutes than it had seen in a hundred years, was absolutely silent.
IV.
I Will Never Hold Back Again
She stood still.
Around her, the flattened snow of the clearing glittered, red and white.
The halves of the Goblin King lay at her feet.
Behind her, the great curve of the Ravager pack lay open in the snow in two neat rows, a hundred small blue cores shining between them like beads on a string.
Further back, the ruin of the Beast King.
Further back still, at the edge of the silver forest, the dead frost-bears, and Greyback’s head, and the Seventh Lance, on their knees.
Lyra did not look at any of it.
She was looking at the sky.
It was pale and high and empty, the way the sky over the Kharn always was in winter.
A single bird was crossing it, very far up: a snow-hawk, riding the wind off the glacier, turning slowly in great lazy circles over the clearing as though nothing at all had happened beneath it.
Behind her ribs, the thing that had woken was settling back down.
She felt it go.
Not unwillingly.
It did not fight her, or pull, or ache.
It simply turned, the way a great beast turns in its sleep, and lay down again at the bottom of her, and closed its eyes.
And her grandmother’s net drew closed above it, strand by strand, petal by petal, the way the Moon-Frost Lotus closed on the Winter-Lily Lake at dawn.
Soft.
Strong.
Whole.
It had held.
The whole time, it had held.
It had not been a wall.
It had been a door.
And she had opened it, and walked through, and closed it again behind her.
The weight lifted off the clearing.
She felt that too: the whole field breathing out at once, like the Frozen Land after a blizzard.
All across the snow, a hundred people who had been pressed flat felt the hand come off the backs of their necks, and gasped, and lifted their heads.
The frost-lily blade was humming in her hand again.
Softly.
Contentedly.
Like a cat by a fire.
“I will never hold back again,” said Lyra Eisenhardt, to the sky.
She said it quietly.
Nobody else heard.
It was not for anybody else.
“Never again.
Not when it’s them.” Her hand tightened on the grip.
“I’ll protect them.”
The snow-hawk turned once more, high above, and slid away east on the wind, toward the mountains.
And Lyra turned her head.
* * *
Cedric was already running.
He had been running since the weight came off him.
He had come up off his knees at the edge of the silver forest in a single heave, with the Beast King’s core still lying against his boot, and he had not stopped to pick it up.
He had simply left it there in the snow, the greatest treasure anyone in the North had seen in a generation, and run.
He came across the red snow of the clearing with the Dragon-Spine Cleaver still in one hand, forgotten, and his face was doing something Lyra had never seen it do.
He did not stop.
He did not slow down.
He dropped the cleaver in the snow three strides from her, and hit her at full speed, and caught her up off her feet, blood and all, and held on.
He did not say anything.
His arms were shaking.
Lyra’s feet were off the ground.
Her face was pressed into his shoulder, into the blue Frostweave that their mother had stitched his name into.
She could feel his heart going like a war-drum against her cheek.
She could feel that he was crying, and trying very hard not to, and failing.
Slowly, she lifted the arm that was not holding her sword, and put it round his neck.
“I’m all right,” she said into his shoulder.
“Ced.
I’m all right.
It isn’t mine.
None of it is mine.”
“I know,” said her brother thickly.
“I know it isn’t.
I know.” He did not let go.
Then a second pair of arms came round both of them.
Lean arms, hard from the barley fields and eleven years of the Sword-Pond, and a sunburned face pressed against the back of Lyra’s head.
“You were busy,” said Rowan Thorne.
His voice was cracked right down the middle.
He was laughing.
He was not laughing.
“Three years.
Three years, Lyra.
You were busy.”
“I’m sorry,” she said.
“Don’t you dare,” said Rowan, and held on tighter.
Then Senna.
Senna Vaar, who had walked four days alone through the Kharn passes and had not cried in front of anyone, not in the passes and not at the Rimefang and not with her ribs bruised black in the gully, came across the snow at a limping run with one hand pressed to her side, and flung both arms round all three of them from the other side, and burst into tears.
Great, helpless, choking sobs, the kind she must have been holding in for years.
“You didn’t trip,” she kept saying into Lyra’s hair.
“You didn’t trip.
You never trip.
You never trip…”
“I know,” said Lyra.
“I know.
I’m sorry.
I know.”
Finn came after her, and did not say anything, and simply put his arms round as many of them as he could reach, which was Senna and part of Rowan.
Sigurd Kell came, still wearing his spirit-iron cuffs, dragging his feet through the snow, and stood there for a moment with his great arms hanging at his sides as if he did not know whether he was allowed.
Then Cedric reached out one hand without looking and grabbed him by the collar and pulled him in.
Arne Stenvik came last of the Seventh, quietly, and stood at the edge of the knot of them with his axe on his shoulder, looking very serious.
Then, after a long moment, he put one enormous hand on the top of Senna’s head, very gently, and left it there.
* * *
They did not see Isolde come down the rock.
Nobody did.
Afterward, Hilde Aarn would swear to anyone who would listen that Isolde Frostmere had simply gone over the edge: sixty feet of grey rock spur, straight down, with her bow still in her hand and blood still on her lip, sliding and dropping and leaping from ledge to ledge in a way that no one on the high line had known she could.
By the time Hilde reached the edge to look, Isolde was at the bottom, and running.
And from the far side of the clearing, from the middle of the Fourth Lance’s broken line, a small, fierce figure with her hair coming out of its knot and orange stains on her fingers was running too.
She had left her satchel in the snow.
She had left her fog-breaker in the snow.
She had left the Fourth Lance’s leader standing there with her cauldron still strapped to his back, calling her name.
She had not heard him.
She had not even known she was running until she was halfway across the clearing.
Isolde and Mira reached the knot of the Seventh at almost the same moment, from opposite sides, and stopped dead.
They did not hug her.
Not at first.
They were both far too much themselves for that.
Mira pushed her way between Cedric and Rowan without asking anyone’s permission and took Lyra’s face in both her orange-stained hands and turned it to the light, sharp and fast and clinical, the way she had turned the elk’s liver to the lamp at the Twelfth Tower.
She wiped the blood off Lyra’s cheek with her thumb and looked under it.
She looked at her eyes, one after the other.
She took Lyra’s wrist and pressed two fingers against it and held them there, frowning, counting.
Isolde, on the other side, did the same thing without a word.
She ran her hands down Lyra’s arms, over the blue Frostweave, feeling for breaks, for cuts, for anything wet that should not be.
She checked her ribs.
She checked her hands, both of them, turning them over, looking at the palms.
“None of it’s mine,” said Lyra.
“Truly.
None of it.”
Mira’s fingers were still on her pulse.
“Your heart,” she said, in a voice that did not sound like her voice at all, “is going perfectly steadily.”
“I know.”
“You just killed a hundred and two monsters and fifty goblins in three steps and your heart is going perfectly steadily, Lyra Eisenhardt…”
“I know,” said Lyra.
“I’m sorry.”
Mira looked at her for a long moment with her mouth pressed tight and her eyes very bright.
Then she let go of her wrist, and put both arms round her neck, and held on, and did not say anything else at all.
Isolde Frostmere, on the other side, hesitated for one heartbeat longer.
Then she stepped in too, and put her forehead against Lyra’s shoulder, and her arms round her from behind, and stayed there, silent, with her bow still in her hand.
Nobody said anything.
Nobody needed to.
They stood there in the middle of the red clearing, in a knot, all of them, holding on.
Ten people and more, arms tangled round each other, Senna crying, Cedric crying, Rowan laughing and crying at the same time, Sigurd pretending very hard not to, and Lyra in the middle of all of them, held so tightly on every side that she could barely breathe.
She did not mind.
For three years she had held everything, alone, behind her ribs, in the dark, so that nobody would ever have to see it.
Now, standing in the snow with blood drying in her hair and the whole North watching, for the first time in three years, Lyra Eisenhardt let herself be held.
And very far above them, on the high shoulder of rock over the clearing, the Archduke of the North slid the war-blade of his house slowly back into its sheath, and put one hand over his eyes, and stood that way for a long, long time.
End of Chapter 13