Nicholas’s POV
"I’m sorry." Roman repeated as he let me go and I immediately sat up. "I sort of lost control when you didn’t appreciate how we tried to care for you. I didn’t realize how uncomfortable you were until Elijah told us why we did wrong."
I couldn’t help but scoff. It still took an alpha to tell an alpha he was wrong.
"You weren’t wrong. I’m just a mere omega—"
"Stop. You’re not just any omega. You’re Nicholas." He whispered, surprising me. "You’re timid yet freaky, you speak up when you’re uncomfortable and you don’t let the hierarchy stop you from being you. You’re amazing, Nick. Don’t let the stupid words I said make you feel otherwise." He added and I could only gape at him in surprise.
"Do you really... mean that?" I asked with wide eyes and he moved closer to me, caressing my face gently.
"I finally understand why you didn’t want to reveal your true identity. And yes, I mean that. I really do. So don’t be mad at me— at us in general anymore." He muttered and I couldn’t even stay mad at him anymore.
Not after this.
"Fine. But only because you asked so sweetly." I muttered with a small smile and his smile widened as he pulled me into a tight hug.
This felt weirdly surreal. But it made my heart flutter so I hugged him back tightly.
When he pulled back, his hands were on my chin as he stroked my cheeks with his thumb so gently. Like I was fragile.
"You’re so mesmerizing." He whispered and I could swear that my face turned red right after he said that. "I’m not joking, everything about you is perfection."
"You flatter me." I muttered, feeling flustered, and then he leaned in, placing a soft kiss on the side of my lips.
"I’m only telling the truth. The first time I saw you, I thought you were interesting. But then I heard you jerking off to my name that night after I cornered you in the sitting room..." He whispered and my eyes widened in shock.
"You were the one standing outside my room that night?" I asked in shock and he shrugged, like he wasn’t ashamed of it.
"Well, you did call out my name, didn’t you?" He asked with raised brows and I blushed hard. "I kinda knew that day that there was something you were hiding. Not that I’m complaining, omega or not, you are perfect."
These men... they were quite shameless.
Adrian was the one who stood outside my door when I used the dildo because he saw it when I bumped into him. But Roman... he literally followed me after I ran from him that night and even stayed by my door, listening to me jerk off till I came.
Shameless!
Did I hate it, however? Not exactly.
Before I could say a word, Roman kissed me again, this time, his lips touched mine as he kissed me gently. His hands snaked around my waist as he pulled me closer and I couldn’t help but lean into him.
The next second, I was straddling him as we kissed sloppily, his hands running over my body and even teasing my nipples, making me moan.
My wolf’s howls of pleasure had me grinding against Roman before I could stop myself and I realized that just like with Adrian and Elijah, my wolf wanted him too.
It made me so confused but I was too into the pleasure to overthink anything.
"Fuck, get on your knees, baby." He groaned as he pulled away and I immediately got on my knees.
He spread his legs open as I shakily unbuckled his pants, my dick already straining in my pants. When I pulled his pants off, his cock sprang out, making my mouth water.
"Open your mouth." He whispered as he pulled on my hair and I whimpered, opening my mouth.
He slid his dick into my mouth as his grip on my hair tightened and a guttural moan escaped his lips. His head was thrown backwards as he guided me up and down his cock, groans of pleasure escaping his lips.
"Fuck yes... you suck this dick so good." He hissed in pleasure, grabbing my hair with both hands as he started thrusting into my mouth.
I moaned when the tip of his cock hit the back of my throat and he cursed in pleasure, his body tense against mine as he chased his orgasm.
"I could fuck your mouth all fucking day." He groaned, lifting my head so that I could look up at him with teary eyes. "You’re such a good boy, aren’t you? You’re my submissive slut. Right?"
I couldn’t even answer if I wanted to so I could moan while he fucked my mouth as he liked. My cock was so hard that it started to hurt and I tried to ignore it.
But I couldn’t.
He seemed to notice and finally pulled back, making me suck in sharp breaths as drool and precum rolled down my chin.
"You wanna touch yourself while you suck my cock?" He whispered and I nodded immediately. "Use your words, baby. Tell me what you want."
I wanted him to fuck me instead. I have never been fucked in the ass before because I didn’t want to risk getting my identity exposed. But now that they knew, I wanted them to bend me over and fuck me till I cried.
Ahh, I blame all of this on my wolf.
I was never this lewd and horny.
"I want to touch myself while you choke me with your cock." I whispered and his eyes twinkled as he got up, making me kneel upright.
"Whatever you say, baby." He muttered as he grabbed my hair again, then slammed into my mouth. "Ugh fuck yes. Stroke that cock while I choke you with mine. Be a good boy for me now."
Whimpers and moans escaped my lips as he fucked my mouth roughly while I stroked my cock, pleasure and desire coursing through me.
Tears rolled down my cheeks as I rubbed my precum over my cock, whimpering at how close I was getting.
"Are you close, baby? I want you to cum with me." He whispered as I stroked myself faster, my body shaking as my orgasm started to rise.
My moans grew louder when I was about to cum and he noticed, making him groan as he exploded in my mouth. Just then, cum burst out of my cock and when he pulled back, I let out a groan of pleasure as pleasure wracked through my body.
"God, you look so pretty like this. With my cum dripping out of your mouth." He whispered as he placed a soft kiss on my forehead.
And then, he tucked his dick back into his pants and walked out, leaving me on my knees, with his cum in my mouth and my cum on the ground.
Was this really what I wanted?
To be used and discarded as they liked?
Everything felt... odd. I didn’t understand what was going on anymore.
I have met a lot of alphas. Some have made advances on me but my wolf always repelled them. But these four men... not just one but all four of them, why did my wolf yearn for all of them?
Why was I so submissive to them?
What was happening?
After cleaning up the mess and eventually throwing up in the bathroom because I didn’t swallow Roman’s cum on time, I got back into bed again.
The only good thing about all these was that even though my suppressants and inhibitors had been washed away by the rain, their pheromones made me stable. Maybe my life was about to be stable too.
I was just about to go to sleep when it felt like someone was watching me. I sat up and looked around, wondering if I was just being paranoid.
The feeling didn’t go away even when I turned on the lights so I walked around aimlessly with no idea what I was looking for. I checked out the door but it was empty.
I couldn’t help but glance out the window even though I was on the top floor. Just to be safe, I pulled down the blinds, turned off the lights and tried to go back to sleep again.
I still felt like I was being watched so I hid under the blankets, hoping that I was just hallucinating and that I wasn’t actually being watched.
That would be horrible.
I finally fell asleep after hours of tossing and turning. When I woke up, my mouth felt sore from being fucked roughly by Roman.
With a sigh, I reached for my phone and turned it on only to see that I had a message from an anonymous number. With a frown, I clicked on it, wondering if it was from any of the brothers because I never gave out my contact.
The moment the message appeared on my screen, my body went rigid.