I woke up feeling Black,
On Black,
On Black…
Can’t get out
Of my own head
I’m tryin’ hard to reel it back…
I thought that my love
Might have been the way
To save you from loneliness
Just for a day?
Never thought it had to end.
Can’t even be friends.
Never thought I’d have to turn
And walk away…
Can you tell me that
What we had
Was at least a little real?
It wasn’t a dream?
All the time we spent?
That heavy love that you concealed….
Tell me that
The love we made
Between my sheets
Was worth the energy…
Tell me I was worth the wait.
Fuck, I will miss Read this novel at g.com for the best experience.
That synergy…
I saw you at the bus stop yesterday.
Yesterday…
We spent three weeks together,
I think about it every day…
We were never meant to be
More than we were,
And that’s okay…
But I still hate that we
Had crossed that line,
I only glanced your way…
I never thought you would be into me.
You said you thought that I was gay…
Because I dress so well,
You couldn’t tell
That I was always straight.
You said you thought that I was married,
Then why’d you write
That note
That day?
You could have just left me alone,
But you were lonely.
That’s okay…
And if I did?
I have to say;
Maybe you shouldn’t have boxed me in,
I tried so hard to walk away…
I tried to just leave it as friends,
But now you hate me since that day…
I still wear the bracelet you left,
It staves off
All the gray…
You told me to never give it back to you
As you strapped it on my wrist…
I pulled you near,
I felt your fear,
And then we kissed,
And kissed,
And kissed…
How did it crumble into nothingness?
Like this,
Like this,
Like this.
I guess I’ll take the time spent
As a gift,
One that I’ll surely miss…