I would hate myself the next day,
But I’d go over anyway…
I was no longer attracted to her,
Still, in her bed I would lay…
And it…
Hurt to love her,
I…
Couldn’t let go.
She…
Kept me lusting.
I…
Knew it was so.
She…
Used her body
To
Trap my soul.
I…
Had to break myself
So I’d know…
One day I had a dream
I was back to 23.
We were on that balcony
In the Public Market…
You said to me;
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I was thrown by the mystery.
Unaware of her darkness
On that park bench.
No, I don’t want to know
Where you’ve been,
Or where you’ll go.
I just wish you all the best,
Yeah, all the rest
Is for you to know.
But
I would hate myself the next day,
But I would touch her anyway…
The love I had made it hard to say no,
So in the end, I’d fuckin’ stay…
And she…
Knew I wanted
To
Make it work.
I…
Never thought she would…
Do me dirt.
I…
Fell for all the
Words
She made up…
Never really
Gave a fuck…
She had a scheme…
It started when she was 25
When she realized then that I
Was the perfect score…
I really thought
She was the perfect fish I’d caught…
It turned out that she was not
What I was fishing for…
Who would have bought
You everything
You ever wanted?
Who else but me
Would give freely
Of everything?
Who sent you out
Around the world
While my own life
Just unfurled?
Who’s going to die
To give you
Everything you dreamed of?
Shit, not me…