I’m so sorry that I left you,
But I simply couldn’t wait.
I’ve been lonely for so long
That I need love right out the gate.
I didn’t want to be a choice.
Another chance you had to take.
Another shake.
So, I’d just rather cut this off,
For goodness sake.
I was falling for you fast,
And Girl, this love is like a lake…
I was paddling so hard, but fuck,
These arms; They need a break…
I was hoping that you felt it too,
Somehow you could relate…
But you pushed
When I would pull
I was the fool you pushed away…
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So, I must say…
I’m really sorry…
Fuck, I mean it,
But in the end
I put me first…
I didn’t want to hurt your heart,
But standing by
Was so much worse.
I was bleeding
For no reason.
Beat it out,I loved you first.
Had my heart out,
All those parts out.
Loaded all onto a hearse.
Shit, I’m sorry…
Between you and me, I had to be free.
My life matters more, so much more than the wait.
And I couldn’t save you
From pain that he gave you
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I had to get out of the way…
I had to just ghost you,
Not hear what you say.
Because your words hold power,
They would make me stay…
And I had to just eat it.
The pain in my chest.
So defeated.
Depleted all the fading rays…
Maybe I’ll see you around.
On a bus,
In a store,
A restaurant in town.
I will avert my gaze
I will not flag you down.
I will be as a ghost.
My heart won’t make a sound.
Hey, I’m sorry…