I only hope that you
Aren’t still standing in
That same skin
That you were in
When I left you…
I wish you only the best.
Shit, I’m blessed.
I hope you’re blessed too…
I hope you never read
All of those poems
You never read.
I don’t want to hear
The word you held inside
But never said.
You know I bled…
All over the room.
To keep you hydrated
Then migrated
While you hated
All the love I gave
Was all debated.
Why waste it?
If you didn’t want me
What didn’t you leave?
Why the fuck
Did you let me
Wear it on my sleeve?
Why did you drown me out
Till I couldn’t breath?
You were trying
To kill me…
I had to break free.
To save me.
I hope your skin is a different color.
That you
Aren’t still blue.
I hope that you
Can love another
Person.
Maybe
I’m crazy too.
I hope that his love bleeds through.
All of the anger you use as a defense.
That he’s heavensent.
I hope you repent…
Don’t carry around all the things that you did.
Just live.
Just forget I existed.
I did.
I did.
Just go live your life and move on.
I am gone.
No need for that pain to live on.
Soldier on.
I only hope that you
Aren’t still standing in
That same skin
That you were in
When I left you…
I wish you only the best.
Shit, I’m blessed.
I hope you’re blessed too…