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Chapter 1: The Last Breath

I Returned to My World After Knowing It Was a Novel

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The ceiling was cracked again.

Luca stared at it, lying on a mattress that had lost its shape years ago.

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He had meant to complain to the landlord.

He had meant to do a lot of things.

His body didn’t want to move anymore.

Outside, the city hummed its eternal song—car horns, distant sirens, the rumble of the elevated train.

He used to hate that noise.

Now it was just a companion.

Like the cold.

Like the hunger that never quite went away.

Fifteen years.

He turned his head slowly.

The room was small.

Bed.

Sink.

A hot plate he hadn’t used in weeks.

A window that showed the brick wall of the next building.

His entire world, compressed into a box.

Somewhere far away, in a place that felt more like a dream now, he had owned castles.

Mountains bowed to him.

Armies knelt.

He had worn a cloak of ice and shadow, and when he spoke, the northern winds carried his voice.

That man was called Cassian von Elvenstone.

That man was dead.

A spasm racked his chest.

Luca gasped.

The coughing started again—deep, wet, tearing.

He clutched the thin blanket as his body convulsed.

When it passed, he saw blood on his fingers.

Dark, almost black in the dim light.

He looked at it without surprise.

The doctors at the free clinic had told him months ago.

“Advanced.” “Aggressive.” Words that meant nothing except that his body was betraying him, and there was no money to stop it.

He had nodded, thanked them, and walked back to his box.

That night, he had dreamed of snow.

The first years were the hardest.

He remembered waking up in this world—disoriented, nameless, a stranger in a body that wasn’t his but felt too real.

No magic.

No servants.

No identity.

He had wandered the streets of a city so vast it swallowed him whole.

He didn’t speak the language.

Didn’t understand the machines.

Didn’t know how to survive.

A homeless shelter took him in.

He washed dishes for a meal.

He learned words like a child, pointing at things until someone named them.

He discovered that being a duke meant nothing here.

That power, in this world, wore a different mask.

A factory job came.

Twelve hours a day, six days a week, assembling parts he didn’t understand for products he would never use.

The foreman shouted at him.

His hands bled.

At night, he collapsed in whatever corner he could afford.

And always, the memories haunted him.

Feasts.

Battles.

The bite of winter air on the ramparts of Castle Elvenstone.

The way his warhorse would lower its head when he approached.

The taste of wine that cost more than a village.

The faces of people who feared him.

The face of a young man he had destroyed with a single, careless sentence at a ball.

He couldn’t remember that face clearly anymore.

The details of his old world were fading, year by year, like frost melting from a window.

He only remembered the cold.

The arrogance.

The loneliness.

He had been so terribly alone, even surrounded by thousands.

Some nights, lying in his squalid room, he wondered if the loneliness here was his punishment.

Fifteen years of it.

Fifteen years to understand what he had been.

What he had done.

What he had failed to do.

Fifteen years to become someone else entirely.

The coughing started again.

This time, it didn’t stop.

Luca’s body seized.

Pain exploded in his chest—white-hot, merciless.

He gasped for air and found none.

His fingers clawed at the mattress.

The cracked ceiling blurred and swam above him.

So this is how it ends.

The thought came without fear.

Without anger.

Only a strange, hollow calm.

He had died once before, as Cassian.

A sword through the chest.

A hero standing over him, eyes blazing with righteous triumph.

That death had been violent and sudden, a storm of steel and magic and betrayal.

This death was quiet.

A candle flickering out in an empty room.

He thought of the northern lights.

The way they danced above the glaciers.

The silence of a snowfall that covered everything, made the world clean and new.

If only he could have gone back.

If only he could have lived differently.

He closed his eyes.

The city hummed outside.

The rain dripped through the crack.

His hand slipped from the mattress and hung limp over the edge.

Luca exhaled.

He did not inhale again.

Silence.

And then— Wind.

Cold wind.

Biting.

Familiar in a way that pierced through the darkness and grabbed something deep inside him.

Luca—no—someone gasped.

Air flooded lungs that felt different.

Stronger.

The gasp became a breath, and the breath became a scream, because the world was rushing back in a torrent of sensation—cold, weight, sound, light.

Eyes snapped open.

A ceiling arched above him.

Not cracked plaster, but stone.

Ancient stone, carved with patterns he knew.

The veins of silver running through the granite.

The chandelier of ice-crystal that never melted, glowing faintly with captured starlight.

He knew this ceiling.

He had stared at it for twenty-eight years.

Hands moved.

His hands.

He lifted them into his field of vision, and his breath stopped.

Smooth.

Unscarred.

Long fingers that had held swords and scepters.

No calluses from factory work.

No grime under the nails.

The skin was pale, aristocratic, untouched by the sun of a world where the sun rarely shone.

He flexed the fingers.

They obeyed.

Slowly, painfully, he pushed himself upright.

The room was vast.

Tapestries lined the walls, depicting battles and hunts from centuries past.

A fireplace large enough to stand in crackled with blue flames.

The bed beneath him was a monument of carved wood and furs, heavy with the scent of pine and old magic.

His room.

His castle.

His world.

A mirror stood across the chamber.

Tall, framed in silver, its surface perfect.

He swung his legs over the side of the bed.

His feet touched a rug made from the pelt of a snow bear.

He stood.

His body responded—this body, not the broken one he had just escaped—and he walked toward the mirror.

Each step was a resurrection.

He stopped before the glass.

The face that stared back was not Luca’s.

It was the face of Cassian von Elvenstone.

Sharp cheekbones.

Eyes the color of frozen lakes.

Dark hair that fell to the shoulders.

A jaw that had never known weakness.

The face of a man who had been called the Wolf of the North, the Winter Duke, the Shadow of the Empire.

But the eyes.

The eyes were wrong.

Cassian’s eyes had been cold, arrogant, unyielding.

These eyes—his eyes—held something else entirely.

They held the memory of a small room with a cracked ceiling.

Of fifteen years of hunger and labor.

Of watching the rain trace patterns on a wall while your body slowly died.

They held the weight of a man who had been nothing, after being everything.

He raised a hand and touched the glass.

The reflection did the same.

“I remember,” he whispered.

His voice was Cassian’s voice—deep, commanding, a voice that had sentenced men to death.

But the tone was different.

Quieter.

Weary in a way the old duke had never been.

He remembered the ball.

The insult.

The young man from the south, standing with his family, looking so desperately eager to belong.

He remembered what he had said.

What he had done.

How that single moment of careless cruelty had set in motion everything that followed.

“It seems they’re inviting anyone these days.” Not anymore.

He lowered his hand from the mirror.

Turned.

Faced the window.

Beyond it, snow was falling over the jagged peaks of the northern mountains.

A landscape of ice and stone and ancient forests, stretching to the edge of the world.

A year.

He had a year until the hero appeared.

A year to avoid every death flag, every trap, every mistake his old self had made.

A year to earn the peace that two lifetimes had taught him was the only thing worth having.

He looked back at the mirror.

At the duke’s face.

At the eyes that no longer belonged to him.

“I am no longer that man.” The snow continued to fall.

Somewhere in the castle, a servant stirred, unaware that their master had died and returned in the space of a single breath.

The story was beginning again.

But this time, the villain would not play his part.

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