While I do see Anneliese as a kind person and all, there was a reason why our relationship ended.
She often sought my help and would often vent to me about her mental health issues.
I was fine with it at first, since I felt obligated to help her out.
I knew she had [Aftermath Distressing Disorganization] since she had told me about it.
I also knew she had professional support, too.
Having an [Emotional Disorganization] isn’t easy for anyone.
I envy those who don’t have an emotional disorganization at all.
Must be nice and easy to have a life free of trauma.
I didn’t mind helping her at most.
I would often attempt my best to comfort and listen to her.
She would often use a Discord robot that would prompt me to slap, hug, etc., to come to me for support.
(Perhaps it was in my unconscious influence on her; I acted the same way to someone else later on in my life) There came a point when I just gave up on being there for her entirely.
I was getting stressed out and was mentally drained by having to support her often.
I simply went silent and chose not to respond to her.
For some reason, she still saw me as a great being or something.
[Self-Manipulation has been unlocked Self-Manipulation lvl 0 has been used] During that time, I felt I no longer deserved her affections.
I stopped giving her the support she needed, why on earth is she still complimenting me when I am no longer someone that could give her what she needed?
She was the type of person who remembered what media I liked.
She knew I liked this video game-like American animation show that was set in the world of Remnant.
She also once gave a whole speech about why she liked a certain anime character.
The supposed anime character was Zero Two, once a Discord bot.
It was the robot that tied our digital marriage together.
Looking back on it, I feel honored that anyone would compete for such a character because of its profound meaning.
I recall she spoke to someone about why Zero Two meant so much to her.
To her, it was something that allowed her to meet me, which eventually turned into a beautiful relationship.
[Regression Cycle has been activated: Cause of Death: Emotional Exhaustion Regression Cycle: 5th turn → 6th turn] My death in the 5th turn wasn’t as painful as the multiple future deaths I had.
This one was really mild compared to the many future deaths I would have.