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The Last Loyal Thing

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Chapter Three — The Suburban Perimeter

The Last Loyal Thing

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“David? Is that you?”

Sarah’s voice comes through the kitchen doorway bright as morning, and David does the thing he has done ten thousand times in ten years: he freezes, caught between the hallway and the truth.

He is not ready. His feet are bare and bleeding. His hands are empty. Whatever is in that kitchen wearing Sarah’s voice, he is not walking in there empty-handed to meet it.Full novel: The Last Loyal Thing — read the rest free on N​o⁠v​e⁠l​C⁠o​d⁠e​x⁠.​o⁠r​g⁠

He backs away from the doorway, one silent step, then another. The photographs watch him retreat. The humming resumes behind him, patient as a metronome, and he understands that it is not impatient because it is not worried. It has time. The house has him. Where would he go?

Out. That is where. The garage, the tools, the clinking. He is not walking into Sarah’s kitchen with empty hands and bleeding feet. He is not an idiot. He is an IT manager, and the first rule of an outage is: do not touch the production system until you have your tools.

He goes out the front door, soft as he can, and around the side of the house through the wet grass. The cold bites his cut sole with every step, and he catalogs it the way he catalogs everything now: pain, left foot, manageable, deprioritized. The fence runs along the property line, too tall, the slats too even, and over it he can see the Hendersons’ yard with its row of toys all facing him like a jury.

The garage door hangs crooked, the bottom edge a foot off the concrete, and from underneath it comes the clinking, metal on metal, arrhythmic, like someone idly tapping his tools together while they wait.

David crouches. His ribs protest. He lifts the door another six inches, iron screaming softly on its track, and slides under on his belly, and comes up inside with the hammer already in his eyeline.

His garage. His workbench, his pegboard, his lawnmower in the corner. The air smells like motor oil and cut grass and the particular dust of a place where a man keeps his competence. Everything hung where he left it, except nothing is where he left it: the tools have all shifted half an inch to the left, every one of them, hammer and wrenches and level, as if the pegboard tilted while he slept. His toolbox sits on the shelf with the latches facing out. Sarah’s reorganization, or the dungeon’s. He cannot tell anymore which is worse.

The clinking stops.

In the center of the concrete floor stands a figure made of stacked moving boxes, taped and labeled in his own handwriting: KITCHEN. BOOKS. DUKE’S STUFF. It has no face. It turns toward him, and the boxes shift, and from the top box two arms unfold, long, made of packing tape and cardboard, reaching. The label DUKE’S STUFF is at its chest, right where a heart would be, and David feels something cold go through him, because the dungeon is not just throwing monsters at him, it is reading his labels.

David does something his body decides before his brain votes: he grabs the nearest heavy thing.

It is a hammer. His hammer, the one from the pegboard, the one he used to hang the curtain rods Sarah picked out, the one he used to fix the fence post last spring, the post that is still standing straight. The handle is cracked halfway through, a pale fault line in the wood just below the head, and the head wobbles when he lifts it, but it is heavy and real and his, and his hand closes around the grip like a handshake.

His eyes flick across the pegboard while the box-thing advances: wrenches, a level, a coil of rope, a utility knife with a fat rubber grip. The knife. He wants the knife. It hangs three feet to his left, an eternity away, and the box-thing is between him and it, arms spreading wide, cutting off the workbench.

Fine. Hammer it is. The hammer is the plan. There is no other plan.

The box-thing comes at him with its tape arms wide. David swings.

He misses. The hammer whistles past the boxes and nearly takes him off his feet with the follow-through, and he staggers into the workbench, knocking a jar of screws to the concrete with a sound like rain, and the box-thing’s arm catches his shoulder and it is like being hit with a rolled-up rug, not sharp, just wrong, pushing him sideways into the lawnmower. The mower’s handle jams into his ribs and he yelps, and the box-thing advances, arms spreading, and the label DUKE’S STUFF tilts toward him like an accusation.

Okay. Okay. IT manager. Assess.

His hands know tools. His hands have held this hammer a hundred times, have sunk nails with it, have fixed the fence that is still standing straight. His feet, on the other hand, are bare and bleeding and have no idea what they are doing, and his body keeps trying to fight like a man in a movie, all shoulders and shouting, which is how you pull something. So he stops trying to be a man in a movie. He plants his feet the way he plants them when he is prying a nail, one forward, one back. He watches the arms, not the boxes. He waits for the tell.

The box-thing swings. The left arm telegraphs, tape stretching. David steps into it instead of away, the way you step into a server rack you are not afraid of, and brings the hammer down on the top box, and the cardboard crumples with a sound like a boot in snow.

KITCHEN caves in. The thing staggers. Packing tape arms windmill, and one of them wraps his wrist, sticky, pulling, and he does not panic, he turns the wrist the way you turn a stuck bolt, steady pressure, and the tape tears.

David hits it again. The middle box, BOOKS, splits along the tape seam and spills nothing, no books, just gray packing paper that dissolves before it hits the floor. And again. The cracked handle flexes with each impact, threatening to give, and on the fourth hit the head twists sideways and nearly flies off, and David catches it mid-swing, resets his grip without thinking, keeps going, because stopping is not on the menu.

The boxes come apart. Tape strips hang in the air a moment, then flutter down. The thing collapses into a pile of his own labeled cardboard, and David stands over it breathing hard, hammer in his hand, and realizes his whole body is shaking, and that the shaking is fine, the shaking is the body filing its report.

“Priority one,” he gasps. “Resolved.”

He leans on the workbench until the shaking eases. The hammer’s crack has widened, a pale grin in the wood. He runs his thumb along it and counts what he has left: so many good hits, maybe, if he is careful, if he stops missing. He does not lie to himself about the number. Lying is how you end up holding a stick.

His foot is bleeding again, the cut reopened. He tears a strip from the bottom of his t-shirt and wraps it tight, tying it off with his teeth. Field dressing. He has never done this before. His hands know anyway, the way they knew the hammer.

He thinks about the first night Duke came home. The track rescue woman had warned him: he’ll shake, he’ll be shut down, give him space. David gave him the corner of the living room, a blanket, water. At 2 AM he woke to the sound of teeth chattering, and he went downstairs and sat on the floor six feet from the dog, and did not touch him, and just sat there until the shaking eased. That was the deal they made, that night, without words: I will sit here. You do not have to come closer. And by morning Duke’s head was on his knee.

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David ties off the bandage. “Sitting here,” he tells the empty garage. “That’s the job. I sit here, and then I come get you.”

Something moves in the backyard.

Through the garage’s side window he sees them coming over the fence: three figures, bathrobes and housecoats, the neighbors, their smiles gone, their arms too long now, joints bending wrong. Mrs. Kowalski leads them, her housecoat flapping, her slippers silent on the grass. Behind her the teenager dangles his impossible inch above the lawn, drifting, and Mr. Abernathy carries his blank newspaper like a shield.

They move the way the street moves: unhurried, certain, like people who have all the time in the world because the world is theirs. Mrs. Kowalski’s head turns, slow, and her eyes find David through the garage window, and her smile comes back, wide and fixed and hungry.

She knows he is in here. They all know.

They are between him and the house. Between him and the kitchen. Between him and whatever is wearing Sarah’s voice.

David’s fingertips find his thigh. Left. Right. Left. Right.

Nothing happens. His fingers are numb with cold and the rhythm stutters, left, right, left, left, and the calm does not come, the anchors do not hold, and he is just a man in sleep pants tapping his own leg while three dead-eyed neighbors climb his fence. Dr. Anand never covered this. There was no module for the part where the technique fails and you have to do it raw.

He remembers her office, the plant in the corner that was somehow thriving, the box of tissues he never touched. “It won’t always work,” she told him once, when he asked what to do if the tapping did nothing. “It’s a tool, David, not a spell. If the tool doesn’t fit, put it down and use your hands.”

“Using my hands,” he mutters, and lifts the hammer.

“Misfire,” he mutters. “Fine. Fine.”

He thinks about Duke. Not the taking, not the light. The porch. The chin on his foot. The warm deliberate weight of a creature that decided, two years ago in a Florida parking lot, that this man was the solid thing.

He steps out of the garage into the yard, hammer in his right hand, and Mrs. Kowalski comes at him fast, her arm unfolding, longer and longer, reaching for his throat.

He ducks. It is ugly. His bare feet slip on the wet grass and he goes down on one knee, and the arm passes over his head close enough to stir his hair, and he swings the hammer sideways into her ribs, and she makes a sound like a paper bag popping. She folds, but the arm keeps coming, detached at the shoulder, still reaching, and David scrambles back, swatting at it with the hammer like a man fighting a snake, until it goes limp and flattens into a housecoat sleeve.

The teenager drops out of the air onto his back. Cold arms around his neck, cold like doorknobs, squeezing, and David’s vision grays at the edges. He does the thing they teach you nowhere: he throws himself backward onto the grass, hard, all his weight, and the teenager comes off with a crunch like a bag of chips, and David rolls, comes up with grass in his mouth and the world tilting, and brings the hammer down where the smile was. The smile stays. The head does not. It rolls, still smiling, and dissolves into gray mist before it stops.

Two down. His ribs scream. The scratch across them is open again, hot and wet under the torn t-shirt.

Mr. Abernathy is slower, older, sadder. He raises the blank newspaper. “You don’t have to do this, David,” he says, and his voice is almost kind, almost his, the man who lent David a ladder once and refused the six-pack. “Come inside. It’s cold out here. Sarah’s worried about you.”

David hesitates. One fatal half-second. The newspaper unfolds into a gray wing that wraps around his head, and the dark in it smells like an attic, like old insulation and forgotten Christmases, and something in the dark whispers, in Sarah’s voice, “You’ve always been so dramatic,” and David bites it.

He bites the newspaper. His teeth tear through the gray blankness and it tastes like dust and old glue, and he tears a strip free, and light gets in, and he hits Abernathy in the knee with the hammer, and the old man folds like a lawn chair, and David hits him again, in the shoulder, and Abernathy comes apart into slippers and a bathrobe and a blank newspaper scattered on the grass.

Quiet. Wet grass. His own breathing, ragged. Somewhere, the sprinkler chatters its perfect arc.

David stands in his backyard in his sleep pants, bleeding from the long scratch across his ribs and the reopened cut on his foot, and looks at the three collapsed figures. They are already flattening, losing dimension, becoming what they were: a housecoat, a pair of slippers, a blank newspaper, scattered on the lawn like litter after a parade.

His hands are steady. He notices that with distant surprise. His hands are steady and his grip on the hammer is relaxed and correct, the way his hands have always known tools, the way they knew the fence post and the curtain rods. Everything else is a mess. His ribs throb. His foot pulses. There is grass in his mouth and a tremor working its way up from his knees and a bruise blooming on his shoulder where the box-thing hit him.

But his hands are steady.

«COMBAT +1: YOU FOUGHT UGLY AND WON.»

«NOTE: THE HANDLE IS CRACKED. IT WILL NOT SURVIVE MANY MORE.»

David looks at the hammer. The crack has widened, a pale grinning fault running two-thirds through the wood. “Noted,” he tells the voice in his head. “Add it to the ticket. Priority two.”

He stands in the yard and does the thing he should have done first: he reaches down the fishline. Past the fear, past the pain, past the absurdity of standing in his own backyard in sleep pants holding a hammer. Down.

There. Faint as a pulse under a blanket. The tether holds. Duke is alive, and the alive-ness of him comes up the line like warmth through a wire, and David closes his eyes and breathes, and for three seconds the backyard is just a backyard.

Then he opens his eyes, and it isn’t.

«QUERY?» says the voice in his head, almost gentle.

“Were they people?” David asks. “The neighbors. Were they ever people?”

«THEY ARE THE STREET’S MEMORY OF PEOPLE. IT WEARS THEM WHEN IT WANTS YOU CALM.»

“And when it wants me dead?”

«IT WEARS THEM LONGER.»

David huffs, a sound that is almost a laugh. “You know, for a survival system, your bedside manner needs work.”

«NOTED.»

He looks down at his hands. Steady. Scraped, grass-stained, one knuckle split, but steady. He thinks about all the things these hands have done: typed a million lines, fixed a fence, held a shaking greyhound in a Florida parking lot, held a collar while the world opened up. They are not a hero’s hands. They are an IT manager’s hands, scarred at the knuckles, short-nailed, competent.

“Okay, hands,” he says. “Let’s go.”

He limps back to the garage. On the shelf by the door, his old running shoes sit where he left them two years ago, laces still knotted, dust on the toes. He bought them in a fit of January optimism, ran three miles on a Saturday, pulled a calf muscle, and never ran again. Sarah laughed for a week. “My sweet athlete,” she said, and he laughed too, because it was funny, because she said it with love.

He sits on the cold concrete and pulls them on over the makeshift bandage. They fit. Of course they fit. The dungeon took his dog and his wife and his morning, but it left his shoes, and David laces them tight with fingers that only shake a little, double knots, the way his father taught him when he was nine and late for the bus, and stands up, and feels fractionally less like prey.

Boots laced tight. Hammer in hand. Ribs taped with t-shirt. He is an IT manager with a cracked hammer and a scratched-up ribcage, and he is going back into that house, and whatever is in the kitchen wearing Sarah’s voice is going to wish it had stayed a hum.

He crosses the yard slowly, favoring the cut foot. Past the fence post he fixed last spring, the one that is still standing straight, the wood solid and real under his palm when he touches it. Past the garden bed where Sarah grows basil he never uses and Duke used to sun himself in the dirt, leaving a brindle-shaped hollow. The hollow is gone. The dirt is smooth, undisturbed, like no dog ever lay there.

He stops. He looks at the smooth dirt for a long moment.

“Liar,” he says to the garden bed, and keeps walking.

The back door stands open, the way the front door stood open, the way every door on this street stands open, inviting. The kitchen glows beyond it, yellow and warm, and the smell of roasted chicken rolls out, yesterday’s dinner, and something else underneath, sweet and wrong, like fruit left too long in the sun.

David tightens his grip on the hammer. The crack in the handle bites his palm. He thinks about the box labeled DUKE’S STUFF, about the garden bed’s smooth dirt, about the bowl that is gone from the porch. The dungeon keeps trying to unhappen him. It is going to have to try harder. He steps up to the threshold, and the humming stops, and the knife stops tapping, and the whole house holds its breath.

From the kitchen, clear as a bell through the open back door, Sarah’s voice calls:

“David? Is that you?”

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