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Chapter 18: The memory he lost

The Love We Were Never Meant to Have

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The theater went completely dark.

For one second, I couldn’t see anything.

Then I heard Adrian.Full novel: The Love We Were Never Meant to Have — read the rest free on N​o⁠v​e⁠l​C⁠o​d⁠e​x⁠.​o⁠r​g⁠

—Sophia?

—I’m here.

His hand found mine.

Warm.

Steady.

I held on.

Not because I was afraid of the dark.

Because everything I had just learned had changed the meaning of my entire life.

My mother had helped create the memory system.

My father had asked her to erase my memories.

And now the girl who looked like me claimed my mother had erased something from him too.

A faint emergency light flickered above the stage.

My mother was gone.

I looked around.

—Mom?

No answer.

Adrian turned toward the stage.

—She left.

—When?

—I don’t know.

The girl was still standing near the entrance.

She looked almost amused.

—She always leaves when the truth gets too close.

I stared at her.

—What did she erase from my father?

The girl didn’t answer immediately.

Instead, she walked toward the projector.

She pressed one finger against it.

The machine turned on.

A new recording appeared.

My father.

Daniel Bennett.

Six years younger.

He was sitting in the same room where we’d just watched my mother.

But he wasn’t alone.

My mother stood behind him.

And between them was Adrian.

Young Adrian.

Maybe thirteen.

I stopped breathing.

The recording began.

Daniel looked directly into the camera.

—If you’re watching this, then Elena has already made the decision.

My mother looked away.

Daniel continued.

—She believes Sophia is safer without this memory.

Adrian stepped forward.

—She deserves to know.

Daniel looked at him.

—Not yet.

Young Adrian shook his head.

—You can’t keep doing this.

My heart tightened.

He sounded older than his age.

Tired.

Angry.

Like someone who had already lost too much.

Daniel placed a hand on his shoulder.

—You promised me.

—You promised her.

Daniel froze.

Young Adrian continued.

—You promised Sophia you’d come back.

The recording went silent.

I looked at Adrian.

He wasn’t watching the screen anymore.

He was staring at the floor.

—You remember this?

He swallowed.

—Not all of it.

—But some?

—Enough.

I stepped closer.

—What did you promise me?

He looked at me.

For a moment, neither of us spoke.

Then the girl answered.

—He promised he would find you.

Adrian’s expression changed.

—Don’t.

She smiled.

—Why?

—Because she doesn’t need another version of the story.

I looked between them.

—Then tell me your version.

Adrian closed his eyes.

When he opened them, he looked different.

Less guarded.

More vulnerable.

—Six years ago, your father asked me to help him get you out.

I nodded.

—We’ve heard that part.

—No.

He shook his head.

—You haven’t.

He took a breath.

—I wasn’t helping him because I was protecting you.

He paused.

—I was helping because I had already failed you once.

My heart skipped.

—What do you mean?

The projector changed.

A memory appeared.

A school hallway.

Westbridge.

But much smaller.

Older uniforms.

A younger me stood near a classroom door.

Adrian was beside me.

He was thirteen.

I was seven.

I watched my younger self look up at him.

—Are you going to leave too?

Young Adrian shook his head.

—No.

—Everyone leaves.

—I won’t.

The memory blurred.

Then I heard my own younger voice.

—Promise?

Adrian looked at me.

—Promise.

The scene changed.

A car.

Rain.

My father running toward us.

My mother shouting.

Someone else standing behind them.

A man wearing a black ring.

The same ring from Clara’s memory.

I leaned closer.

The image flickered.

The man’s face remained hidden.

Then my father turned toward him.

—You told me the organization was finished.

The man answered: —It was.

—Then why is my daughter involved?

—Because you brought her back.

My father stepped between him and me.

—She doesn’t belong to you.

The memory stopped.

I whispered: —Who was he?

The girl shook her head.

—That’s the memory your mother removed.

I looked at Adrian.

—You know.

He didn’t answer.

—Adrian.

He looked at me.

—Yes.

My heart sank.

—Who was he?

Adrian’s voice was quiet.

—My grandfather.

Silence.

The theater suddenly felt too small.

—Your grandfather was there?

—Yes.

—And my father knew him?

—Yes.

—And my mother?

—Yes.

I stepped backward.

—Then why did everyone make me believe this was about your father?

Adrian’s jaw tightened.

—Because my father wasn’t the first Blackwood involved.

I stared at him.

—Your grandfather was.

He nodded.

The projector flickered again.

Another recording appeared.

This one was dated eleven years ago.

PROJECT ECHO — FIRST SUCCESS.

A little girl sat in a chair.

Me.

Seven years old.

Across from me sat Clara.

My grandmother looked exhausted.

She held the silver thread in her hand.

—Sophia, listen carefully.

Little me nodded.

—There are memories that belong to you.

She touched my forehead.

—And there are memories that other people will try to put inside you.

Little me frowned.

—Why?

—Because some people are afraid of the truth.

—Are you afraid?

Clara smiled sadly.

—Not of the truth.

She looked toward the camera.

—I’m afraid of what people will do to you because of it.

The recording changed.

My mother entered the room.

She was crying.

—Clara, we have to stop.

—It’s too late.

—They know about her.

—Then we move her.

—Where?

Clara looked at me.

—Somewhere they will never search.

My mother shook her head.

—There is nowhere they won’t search.

Clara looked at her.

—Then we’ll make them forget where to look.

The screen went black.

I stared at it.

My voice barely worked.

—You said my memories were erased six years ago.

The girl nodded.

—Some were.

—But the first ones weren’t?

—No.

—Then what happened?

She looked at Adrian.

—You were moved.

I frowned.

—Moved where?

Before she could answer, the theater doors slammed shut.

Everyone froze.

A voice came from the balcony.

—That’s enough.

I recognized it.

My father.

I turned.

Daniel stood above us.

Alive.

Watching me.

His expression was filled with something I’d never seen before.

Fear.

—Dad?

He walked down the stairs.

Adrian immediately moved closer to me.

My father noticed.

—Adrian.

—Daniel.

They stared at each other.

There was history between them.

More than either had told me.

I stepped forward.

—Tell me where you moved me.

My father looked at the girl.

Then at me.

—Your mother wasn’t supposed to tell you about Project Echo.

—Why?

—Because you weren’t ready.

—I’m eighteen.

—That’s not what I mean.

He stopped in front of me.

—Your memories aren’t normal.

I almost laughed.

—I’ve noticed.

He didn’t smile.

—You don’t simply recover memories.

—Then what do I do?

He looked at the girl.

—You connect them.

I frowned.

—Connect them to what?

—To people.

Adrian looked at him.

—What does that mean?

Daniel answered: —Sophia can access memories that belong to people she’s emotionally connected to.

I froze.

—So when I remembered your memories— He nodded.

—You weren’t remembering them.

I stared at him.

—You were?

—Yes.

Adrian suddenly went pale.

—That’s why she remembered my grandfather.

Daniel nodded.

—Exactly.

I looked at Adrian.

—Then the memory wasn’t mine.

—No.

—It was yours.

He nodded.

My stomach twisted.

All those memories.

The hallway.

The door.

The rain.

The promises.

Some of them weren’t mine.

They were his.

I looked at the girl.

—And you?

She smiled.

—I hold the memories that hurt too much for you to carry.

I swallowed.

—Then why do you exist?

Her smile disappeared.

—Because someone has to remember the truth.

Daniel stepped forward.

—She’s right.

He looked at me.

—But there is one thing none of you understand.

He reached into his coat.

He pulled out a small black envelope.

My name was written on it.

SOPHIA BENNETT — MEMORY 0 I stared.

—What is Memory Zero?

My father’s expression hardened.

—The first memory they ever took from you.

Adrian looked at the envelope.

—Daniel, don’t.

My father ignored him.

He handed it to me.

—You need to see it.

I took the envelope.

My fingers trembled.

—What’s inside?

My father looked at Adrian.

Then at me.

—The reason you and Adrian were never supposed to meet again.

I opened the envelope.

Inside was a photograph.

It showed two children.

Me.

And Adrian.

Standing outside a hospital.

But that wasn’t what made my heart stop.

Between us stood my mother.

And behind her was Clara.

Both women were crying.

On the back of the photograph, someone had written: THEY REMEMBERED EACH OTHER BEFORE THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO.

I looked up.

—What does this mean?

Nobody answered.

Then Adrian whispered: —Sophia…

I turned toward him.

His face had gone completely pale.

—What?

He pointed at the photograph.

—Look at the date.

I did.

My blood ran cold.

It was dated three years before I was supposed to have met him.

I looked at my father.

—That’s impossible.

Daniel said nothing.

The girl slowly smiled.

—No.

She looked at me.

—It’s not impossible.

She stepped closer.

—It means your first memory wasn’t the one they erased.

She pointed at the photograph.

—It was the one they couldn’t erase.

Then the theater lights came back on.

And every screen around us displayed the same sentence: SOPHIA AND ADRIAN REMEMBERED EACH OTHER FIRST.

My phone buzzed.

One new message.

From an unknown number.

NOW ASK YOUR MOTHER WHY.

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