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Chapter 21: The truth about Julian

The Love We Were Never Meant to Have

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The lights went out.

For a second, there was nothing.

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No movement.

Just darkness.

Then I heard Adrian.

—Sophia.

His voice was close.

I reached for him.

Our hands found each other.

—I’m here.

A sudden crash came from downstairs.

My mother shouted.

—Daniel!

Then footsteps.

Fast.

Someone was running through the house.

Adrian pulled me toward the wall.

—Stay here.

—No.

—Sophia— —I’m not hiding again.

The emergency lights flickered back on.

My father stood at the top of the stairs.

His attention wasn’t on Adrian’s father anymore.

He was staring at Julian.

Julian stood perfectly still.

—You shouldn’t have come back —Daniel said.

Julian smiled.

—You knew I would.

My mother stepped between them.

—Please.

Julian looked at her.

—Don’t say please.

His voice was suddenly cold.

—Not after what you did.

I looked at him.

—What did she do?

Julian didn’t answer.

Adrian did.

—She erased us.

Julian shook his head.

—That’s not the worst part.

Adrian stared at him.

—Then tell me.

Julian looked at me.

—She made you forget me.

He pointed toward Adrian.

—But she made him forget you.

I felt a strange pressure in my chest.

—Why?

Julian’s expression softened.

—Because you weren’t supposed to remember each other.

—We already know that.

—No.

He shook his head.

—You don’t.

He walked toward us.

Adrian didn’t move.

Julian stopped a few feet away.

—The organization wasn’t afraid of Sophia’s memories.

He looked at me.

—They were afraid of what happened when Sophia and Adrian remembered the same thing.

I frowned.

—What happens?

Julian looked at my father.

—Tell her.

Daniel remained silent.

Julian’s voice became quieter.

—Their memories connect.

I stared at him.

—Like mine connect to other people?

—Different.

He pointed at Adrian.

—When Sophia remembers something Adrian remembers too, the memory becomes complete.

Adrian frowned.

—Complete?

Julian nodded.

—One person remembers one side.

—The other remembers the other.

—Together, they reconstruct what was hidden.

My heart began beating faster.

—So we were separated because— —Because together, you could remember the entire truth.

I looked at Adrian.

Suddenly, every strange memory made sense.

The hallway.

The door.

The silver thread.

The photograph.

The night my father disappeared.

We hadn’t been remembering random fragments.

We had been rebuilding something.

Something someone had spent years trying to destroy.

My mother spoke softly.

—Sophia, there’s more.

I turned toward her.

—Of course there is.

She flinched.

—The night you and Adrian were separated, you had already recovered part of Memory Zero.

I froze.

—What did we remember?

My mother looked at Daniel.

He nodded.

She took a breath.

—You remembered the original archive.

Adrian’s expression changed.

—Where was it?

My mother shook her head.

—You didn’t know where it was.

—Then what did we remember?

—Who had hidden it.

Silence.

I felt the answer before she said it.

—Clara.

My mother nodded.

—Your grandmother hid the archive.

Adrian looked at Julian.

—And you knew?

Julian nodded.

—I was there.

Adrian stared at him.

—You were there that night?

—Yes.

—Then why did everyone say you were dead?

Julian looked toward his father.

—Because someone needed me to disappear.

I followed his gaze.

Adrian’s father stood at the bottom of the stairs.

He hadn’t spoken.

He looked older than he had a few minutes earlier.

Tired.

Almost defeated.

Adrian stared at him.

—Dad.

The man finally looked up.

—Adrian.

—Did you know Julian was alive?

A long silence.

Then: —Yes.

Adrian closed his eyes.

I saw the hurt cross his face.

—How long?

—Since the night he disappeared.

Adrian opened his eyes.

—Eleven years.

His father nodded.

—Yes.

—You let me believe my brother was dead.

—I thought it would protect you.

Adrian laughed once.

There was no humor in it.

—Everyone says that.

His father looked at me.

—Because it was true.

Adrian stepped closer.

—Then tell me the truth now.

His father hesitated.

—Julian wasn’t taken because he was your brother.

He looked at me.

—He was taken because he remembered Sophia.

I felt my stomach drop.

Julian nodded.

—That’s why they couldn’t let me stay.

Adrian looked at him.

—What did you remember?

Julian looked at me.

—The first transfer.

I swallowed.

—What is that?

Julian pointed toward the photograph in my hand.

—That’s not a photograph of our first meeting.

I looked down.

—Then what is it?

—It’s a photograph taken after the transfer.

I looked at Adrian.

—Then when did we first meet?

Julian smiled faintly.

—Before any of this.

He looked at my mother.

—Tell her.

My mother closed her eyes.

—You met when you were five.

My heart stopped.

Five.

Adrian looked shocked too.

—Five?

My mother nodded.

—Your families were already connected.

I shook my head.

—I don’t remember.

—That’s because the first memory was removed.

Julian interrupted.

—Not removed.

He looked at me.

—Hidden.

I stared at him.

—Where?

He smiled.

—Inside the memory construct.

The girl.

My other self.

I suddenly understood.

She wasn’t created to store everything.

She was created to store that.

My first memory of Adrian.

The original memory.

The one nobody could destroy.

I looked toward the bedroom doorway.

The girl was standing there.

She had been silent the entire time.

I walked toward her.

—You have it.

She nodded.

—Yes.

—My first memory.

—Yes.

—Show me.

Adrian stepped closer.

—Sophia, are you sure?

I looked at him.

—No.

I took his hand.

—But I want to know.

His fingers tightened around mine.

The girl watched us.

Then she closed her eyes.

The room disappeared.

I was five.

A summer afternoon.

I was sitting beneath a tree outside an enormous house.

I had a red ribbon in my hair.

Someone was crying nearby.

I turned.

A boy stood behind the garden wall.

He was five too.

Adrian.

I didn’t know his name yet.

He looked lonely.

I walked toward him.

—Why are you crying?

He wiped his face.

—I’m not.

—You are.

—No.

I sat beside him.

—What’s your name?

He looked at me.

—Adrian.

—I’m Sophia.

He smiled.

—Sophia.

We sat there quietly.

Then he took something from his pocket.

A tiny silver thread.

—What’s that?

—My grandmother gave it to me.

—Why?

He shrugged.

—She said it keeps memories safe.

I laughed.

—That’s silly.

He smiled.

—Maybe.

Then someone called my name.

My mother.

I stood.

—I’m leaving.

Adrian looked worried.

—Will you come back?

I nodded.

—Tomorrow.

He smiled.

—Promise?

I held out my little finger.

—Promise.

He hooked his finger around mine.

And then— the memory changed.

A man appeared behind the trees.

Black ring.

Silver line.

I couldn’t see his face.

He watched us.

Then Clara appeared beside him.

—Leave them alone.

The man answered: —They’re already connected.

Clara looked frightened.

—Then separate them.

The man smiled.

—Too late.

The memory shattered.

I opened my eyes.

Adrian was beside me.

He was crying.

I had never seen him cry before.

Not once.

I didn’t say anything.

Neither did he.

Then he whispered: —You came back.

I looked at him.

—You remembered.

He nodded.

—Not all of it.

—Enough.

For a moment, the whole conspiracy disappeared.

There was only us.

Two people who had promised something before either of us understood what promises meant.

Then Julian spoke.

—That’s why they were afraid.

We turned.

He held the black box.

—You two weren’t supposed to find each other again.

Adrian stepped toward him.

—Then why did you help us?

Julian looked at me.

—Because Clara asked me to.

My heart stopped.

—Clara?

He nodded.

—Before she disappeared, she found me.

—What did she say?

Julian’s expression became serious.

—She told me that one day Sophia would remember.

He looked at Adrian.

—And when she did, you had to be there.

Adrian stared at him.

—Why?

Julian smiled sadly.

—Because you’re the other half of the memory.

The room went silent.

Then my phone buzzed.

One message.

From an unknown number.

YOU FOUND MEMORY ZERO.

Another appeared.

NOW FIND MEMORY ONE.

Then a final message.

IT’S AT WESTBRIDGE.

I looked at Adrian.

—Westbridge again.

He nodded.

Julian suddenly went pale.

—No.

I looked at him.

—What?

He stared at the phone.

—They wouldn’t send you there unless— He stopped.

—Unless what?

Julian looked at my mother.

She whispered: —Unless the archive has been opened.

Daniel moved toward the window.

Outside, the sky above Westbridge University had begun to glow.

A thin silver line appeared over the city.

Then another.

Then dozens.

Adrian looked at me.

—Those aren’t lights.

I knew.

They were memory signals.

And every single one was pointing toward the university.

Julian stepped backward.

—They’re waking the system.

My mother grabbed my arm.

—Sophia, we have to leave.

I looked at her.

—Where?

She didn’t answer.

Then someone else’s voice came from the hallway.

A familiar voice.

A voice I hadn’t heard in years.

—You don’t have to go anywhere.

Everyone turned.

A woman stepped into the room.

Older.

Pale.

Carrying a stack of old files.

I recognized her immediately.

Clara.

My grandmother.

Alive.

She looked directly at me.

And smiled.

—I’ve been waiting for you to remember me.

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