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Chapter 25: The archive inside me

The Love We Were Never Meant to Have

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The doors slammed shut.

The sound echoed through the chamber.

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Thousands of memories.

Thousands of voices.

Thousands of moments that didn’t belong to me.

I covered my ears.

It didn’t help.

The voices weren’t coming from the room.

They were coming from inside my head.

A woman crying.

A child laughing.

A man shouting.

Someone whispering a name.

Someone begging not to be forgotten.

Adrian grabbed my shoulders.

—Sophia, look at me.

I tried.

His face kept disappearing beneath flashes of other people’s memories.

A train station.

A hospital.

A wedding.

A courtroom.

A classroom.

A little boy running through a garden.

I closed my eyes.

—Make it stop.

Clara stepped forward.

—Sophia, listen to my voice.

—They’re everywhere.

—I know.

—How do I stop them?

Clara looked at Adrian.

—The Anchor.

Adrian understood immediately.

He took both my hands.

—Sophia, focus on me.

I tried.

—Your voice.

—Yes.

—Your hands.

—Yes.

—Your face.

He nodded.

—Only me.

Slowly, the other memories began to fade.

The noise became quieter.

Until there was only Adrian.

And me.

I opened my eyes.

The archive was still glowing.

But the voices had stopped.

For now.

My grandfather watched us.

He looked almost impressed.

—Interesting.

Adrian turned toward him.

—Don’t talk about her like she’s an experiment.

His grandfather smiled.

—You still don’t understand what she is.

—She’s Sophia.

—That’s precisely the problem.

I stepped forward.

—You said I’m the archive.

He nodded.

—Yes.

—Explain.

He walked toward the center of the chamber.

—Project Echo was never meant to create a person who could store memories.

He looked at the silver threads.

—It was meant to create a system that could.

I frowned.

—Then why me?

—Because the system needed a human consciousness.

Clara interrupted.

—Don’t listen to him.

He looked at her.

—You knew this.

—Not everything.

—Enough.

My grandfather turned toward me.

—When you were five, your brain connected to the prototype system.

My stomach tightened.

—The first transfer.

—Yes.

—That’s when I was taken.

He nodded.

—For three days.

I looked at my mother.

She was crying silently.

—And during those three days, I became connected to the archive.

My grandfather smiled.

—Exactly.

I shook my head.

—Then why did you erase my memories?

He looked at Daniel.

—Because your father stole you from us.

Daniel’s expression hardened.

—You tried to keep her.

—She belonged to the project.

—She was my daughter.

My grandfather shrugged.

—That didn’t make her less valuable.

Adrian stepped forward.

—You used children.

His grandfather looked at him.

—You volunteered.

Adrian froze.

—What?

—You volunteered to enter Project Echo.

Julian closed his eyes.

—That’s not the whole truth.

His grandfather looked at him.

—Then tell him.

Julian shook his head.

Adrian turned toward him.

—What does he mean?

Julian looked at his brother.

—I volunteered.

Adrian’s expression changed.

—You?

—They told me Sophia would be released if I cooperated.

Adrian stared at him.

—And you believed them.

—Yes.

—They lied.

—Yes.

Adrian looked devastated.

—So that’s why you disappeared.

Julian nodded.

—They took me instead.

My grandfather smiled.

—Because Julian proved useful.

I felt anger rising.

—Useful for what?

Julian answered.

—Finding the archive.

I looked at him.

—But the archive was inside me.

He nodded.

—We didn’t know that.

My grandfather stepped closer.

—Neither did you.

I stared at him.

—Then what did you think you were looking for?

He smiled.

—A location.

—Where?

—A place where the original memory was stored.

I suddenly remembered Clara’s words.

The first memory was hidden.

I looked at her.

—The silver thread.

She nodded.

—Yes.

My grandfather looked annoyed.

—Clara moved it.

—Where?

Clara didn’t answer.

I already knew.

The stuffed rabbit.

The old Bennett house.

The glass capsule.

The memory construct.

I whispered: —She put it inside the girl.

Clara nodded.

My grandfather’s expression changed.

—The construct.

He looked toward the entrance.

—Where is it?

The girl stepped into the light.

She smiled.

—Right here.

My grandfather stared at her.

For the first time, he looked afraid.

The girl walked toward me.

—You found me.

I nodded.

—You were carrying Memory Zero.

—Yes.

—Why didn’t you give it back?

She looked at me.

—Because you weren’t ready.

I glanced at Adrian.

—Am I now?

She smiled.

—No.

That answer hurt more than I expected.

—Then why did you bring me here?

—Because you need to choose.

I frowned.

—Choose what?

She pointed toward the archive.

—Whether you want your memories back.

The chamber went silent.

My mother stepped forward.

—Sophia, don’t.

I looked at her.

—Why?

—Because once they’re restored, you can’t separate them again.

Clara nodded.

—She’s right.

—What happens?

My mother looked at Adrian.

—You will remember everything.

I felt my heart race.

—Everything?

—Your three days.

—My first meeting with Adrian.

—Clara.

—The archive.

She hesitated.

—And what happened to you after the transfer.

I swallowed.

—What happened?

My mother looked away.

—You stopped being the same child.

I didn’t understand.

—How?

Clara answered.

—You began remembering things that hadn’t happened yet.

The room became still.

Adrian looked at me.

—Future memories.

I nodded slowly.

That explained the strange visions.

Things I had remembered before they happened.

Places I’d never visited.

Conversations I’d never had.

My mother continued: —That’s why we separated the memory construct from you.

—Because I was seeing the future?

—Not exactly.

—Then what?

She looked at the silver threads.

—You were seeing possible futures.

I stared.

—Possibilities.

—Yes.

My grandfather laughed.

—That’s why you’re valuable.

I turned toward him.

—You wanted to control possible futures.

—Not control.

He smiled.

—Predict.

Daniel shook his head.

—You wanted to manipulate them.

My grandfather ignored him.

—Imagine knowing which decision produces the outcome you want.

Adrian looked disgusted.

—You were going to use her to predict people.

—People.

His grandfather smiled.

—Markets.

Elections.

Wars.

Families.

Everything.

I felt sick.

—You wanted to turn my memories into a weapon.

—Into information.

—They’re people’s lives.

—Information is power.

Adrian stepped closer.

—And that’s why she has to destroy the archive.

My grandfather’s expression changed.

—No.

Adrian looked at me.

—We burn it.

Clara shook her head.

—You can’t.

—Why?

—Because if the archive is destroyed now, every memory stored inside it will be lost.

I stared at her.

—Thousands of people.

—Yes.

My mother stepped forward.

—There is another option.

Everyone looked at her.

She pointed toward me.

—Sophia can absorb it.

I froze.

—What?

Clara’s face went pale.

—Elena, no.

My mother continued.

—If Sophia is the archive, she can take the memories back.

Adrian immediately shook his head.

—Absolutely not.

—Why?

—Because you don’t know what it’ll do to her.

My mother looked at him.

—I know.

Adrian’s voice hardened.

—Then you know she could lose herself.

Silence.

I looked at my mother.

—Could I?

She nodded.

—Yes.

Adrian turned toward me.

—Then we’re not doing it.

I looked at him.

—It’s my choice.

—Sophia— —No.

I squeezed his hand.

—For once, it has to be.

He stared at me.

I could see the fear in his eyes.

Not fear of the archive.

Fear of losing me.

I looked at the girl.

—If I take the memories back, will you disappear?

She smiled.

—Probably.

My chest tightened.

—Then I don’t want to.

She shook her head.

—You can’t keep me forever.

—Why?

—Because I’m only the part of you that you left behind.

I looked down.

—I’m sorry.

She smiled.

—Don’t be.

She stepped closer.

—You created me to survive.

Then she touched my forehead.

The archive exploded with light.

I saw everything.

Clara.

My mother.

Daniel.

Adrian.

Julian.

The laboratory.

The first transfer.

The escape.

The secret doors.

The archive.

And one final memory.

A memory I’d never seen before.

I was five.

Standing in the garden.

Adrian beside me.

Julian behind us.

Clara watched from the porch.

Then my grandfather appeared.

He wasn’t alone.

A young woman stood beside him.

Miranda Carter.

She was holding a silver thread.

My grandfather said: —One day, the girl will remember everything.

Miranda looked at me.

—And when she does?

He smiled.

—We’ll already know what she chooses.

The memory shifted.

I looked at Clara.

She was holding another silver thread.

She whispered: —Then we’ll make sure she has a choice.

The memory disappeared.

I opened my eyes.

The girl was gone.

The chamber was silent.

I looked at my hands.

Silver light moved beneath my skin.

Adrian stared at me.

—Sophia?

I looked at him.

—I remember.

He swallowed.

—Everything?

I shook my head.

—Not everything.

I looked toward the archive.

—But enough.

My grandfather suddenly stepped forward.

—Then tell me.

I looked at him.

—Tell you what?

—What happens next.

I smiled sadly.

—I don’t know.

For the first time, he looked uncertain.

I turned toward the exit.

—But I think you do.

Then every silver thread in the archive went dark.

Except one.

A single thread remained glowing.

It led toward the wall.

A hidden door opened.

Behind it was a staircase.

At the bottom was a room I’d never seen.

Adrian looked at me.

—Where does that go?

I stared into the darkness.

And somehow, without knowing how I knew, I answered: —Home.

Then I heard a child’s voice from below.

My own voice.

“Don’t come down.”

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