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The Young Master Is an SSS-Rank Mental Disaster

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Chapter 19: The Doctor is in session

The Young Master Is an SSS-Rank Mental Disaster

The heavy oak doors had barely clicked shut behind the Duke before the atmosphere of the study changed completely.

The political tension remained, but now it mixed with something faster and far less ceremonial. The room no longer felt like the office of a noble heir awaiting judgment from his father. It felt like an examination room moments before a difficult procedure.

Clinical.

Dr. Chloe stepped forward first, her white coat cutting an almost absurd silhouette against the carved stone walls and candlelit shelves of the northern manor. The fabric looked impossibly smooth compared to the heavy wool and layered silks common throughout the Empire. Even her shoes looked foreign. They were practical, lightweight things clearly designed for movement instead of status.

Everything about her looked engineered for efficiency.

In her hand rested the same glowing black rectangle Kael still could not fully comprehend.

No mana.

No runes.

No enchantments.

Yet light spilled from it anyway.

“You,” Chloe declared while pointing directly at him, “are soooooo fucked.”

Kael blinked slowly.

She swiped rapidly across the glowing screen while muttering beneath her breath.

“Ninety days. Incomplete foundational education. Severe sensory-processing issues. Political pressure. Sleep instability. Social anxiety. Minimal social conditioning. Significant trauma.”

She said.

“I don’t know magic, so I can’t perform miracles.”

The Northern Ghost snorted from beside the fireplace while the Murim Sect Master remained seated cross-legged atop a bookshelf, silently observing the exchange with the expression of a martial artist witnessing a particularly strange duel.

Chloe circled Kael slowly, openly studying him with the detached curiosity of a physician examining an unfamiliar disease.

Unlike the other ghosts, she did not feel ancient. The Founding Lord carried the weight of history. The Sect Master carried centuries of discipline. Dr. Chloe carried the energy of someone permanently five minutes late to an important catastrophe.

“You truly have no understanding of magic?” Kael asked carefully.

“Absolutely none,” Chloe answered without hesitation. “My world didn’t have magic in the first place.”

“We had electricity, surgery, internet arguments, and emotional burnout, though.”

The Sect Master frowned thoughtfully.

“What is electricity?”

“Angrier lightning? Maybe lightning in a bottle.”

“…Ah.”

The Founding Lord folded his spectral arms immediately.

“That explanation was terrible.”

“Meh,” Dr. Chloe said as she shrugged her shoulders.

Kael stared at her for several long seconds before speaking again.

“Then how are you helping me?”

“Because brains are brains.” Chloe tapped her temple lightly. “Different world. Same nervous system. “Memory retention, attention regulation, habit formation—I know those. Uhh. Hmm. Yep, still know most of them from YouTube videos.”

She paused briefly before gesturing vaguely toward the windows overlooking the snowy northern estate.

“The glowing murder-energy you people keep throwing around thoo... I have absolutely no clue.”

“Mana is not murder-energy,” the Founding Lord objected immediately.

“I watched a knight explode a boulder yesterday.”

“That was a training exercise.”

Chloe responded by tugging down her lower eyelid and sticking out her tongue with absolutely no respect for ancient authority. “What you said did not help your argument at all.”

Kael almost smiled at that. The expression barely formed before disappearing again, but Chloe noticed instantly.

“Oh, good,” she said brightly. “You can still laugh. That’s promising.”

Then her curiosity visibly sharpened.

“Actually, wait.” She leaned forward slightly. “How does mana feel?”

Kael blinked.

“What?”

“Physically,” Chloe clarified rapidly. “Temperature? Pressure? Static? Does emotional state affect output? Can stress trigger magical instability? Does overuse damage tissue? Are there neurological symptoms? Can mana exhaustion mimic adrenal burnout?”

The questions struck him rapidly enough to overwhelm his thoughts.

“Uhhh…what?”

“Because your world is insane,” Chloe replied immediately. She gestured broadly around the room.

“Kael, I come from a civilization where glowing blue fireballs were considered expensive visual effects. Then I died and woke up watching a ghost swordsman run across a ceiling.”

“That was basic movement technique,” the Sect Master corrected calmly.

“There should not be ceiling techniques.”

The Sect Master looked mildly offended by that statement.

Chloe shook her head once before refocusing completely.

“Right. Priorities. Your brain first. Existential magical crisis later.”

The glowing phone vanished back into her coat pocket before she clapped her hands once sharply.

“Close your eyes.”

Kael hesitated immediately.

“Why?”

“Because we are building the mind palace manually,” Chloe explained. “No magical instant-learning nonsense. No System automation. You are building this yourself.”

“What’s a YouTube video and a mind palace?”

“Shush! Questions later. For now, breathe normally. Don’t force anything.”

Kael obeyed carefully.

“Your problem isn’t intelligence,” Chloe continued while pacing slowly around him. “Your brain notices too much simultaneously. Most people filter background information automatically, but you don’t.”

The statement landed with uncomfortable precision.

“So instead of suppressing that tendency, we’re going to organize it.”

Kael listened carefully while her footsteps echoed softly across the stone floor.

“Imagine your room,” Chloe instructed. “Not this study. Your actual room. The place your brain knows best.”

At first, nothing happened. Only darkness.

“It keeps slipping,” Kael muttered quietly.

“Normal,” Chloe replied immediately. “You’re visualizing, not summoning a magical Cthulhu beast. Stop trying to force perfection.”

Slowly, shapes emerged. The tall northern windows. The uneven bookshelf near the fireplace. The cracked mirror beside the wardrobe.

“It’s unstable, but I think I’m holding the image in my mind,” Kael admitted.

“Good,” Chloe said immediately. “Now do it all over again.”

Kael opened one eye slightly.

“Why?”

“What did I say about asking questions?”

Kael looks unconvinced.

“It’s because that means you’re actually building it instead of hallucinating certainty.” Chloe crossed her arms lightly. “Mental structures become stronger through reinforcement. Not instant creation.”

Kael closed his eye again reluctantly.

“Now identify ten things in the room,” Chloe instructed. “Permanent things only. The ones you know won’t be moved.”

Kael frowned slightly behind closed eyes.

“The bed.”

“Good.”

“The wardrobe.”

“Good.”

“The northern window.”

“The cracked mirror.”

As he continued listing objects, the room inside his mind slowly stabilized.

The shelves stopped shifting.

The walls stopped warping.

Positions became fixed.

Reliable.

“Now number them clockwise,” Chloe instructed immediately.

Kael paused.

“…Why.”

“Haaaaa,” Dr. Chloe sighed.

“Because retrieval order matters,” she replied.

“Your brain already absorbs too much information. We’re creating a way for your brain to remember things chronologically.”

Slowly, Kael began numbering the room.

One.

The bed.

Two.

The wardrobe.

Three.

The mirror.

As the sequence formed, something strange happened.

The room became quieter.

Not silent.

Never silent.

But arranged.

The endless swarm of disconnected sensory fragments no longer slammed against one another without direction. The thoughts still existed, but now they occupied positions instead of crashing together shapelessly.

Kael inhaled sharply.

But beneath that fragile organization—

The static remained. The compulsions still lingered beneath the surface.

The awareness of texture, asymmetry, shadow, sound, and spatial imbalance still pressed constantly against the edges of his concentration like pressure trapped beneath ice.

The System had not removed the storm. It had only lowered the volume enough for him to think through it. Kael’s eyes drifted instinctively toward the uneven candle near the desk. Immediately, the familiar pressure clawed upward through his thoughts.

Straighten it.

Fix the angle.

Count the wax drippings.

Measure the tilt.

The urge struck him with terrifying familiarity.

Like invisible restraints tightening carefully around his thoughts.

Kael slowly realized something deeply unsettling.

He had become accustomed to the suppression frighteningly quickly. Now the idea of losing it filled him with cold panic.

Dr. Chloe watched his expression carefully.

“There it is,” she said quietly.

Kael looked toward her slowly.

“You noticed.”

“The hesitation.” Chloe nodded. “Yep yep.”

Kael struggled briefly to explain the sensation.

“It is still there,” he admitted quietly. “Everything is still there.”

“Of course it is,” Chloe replied immediately.

Kael frowned slightly.

“You speak as if that is obvious.”

“Because it is.” Chloe leaned lightly against the desk. “Kael, stabilization isn’t deletion. Your brain spent years wiring itself around overload conditions. You don’t just erase that overnight. Hey, baldy, look at this guy.”

The Northern Ghost grunted softly.

“A warrior does not lose old scars simply because the wound closes.”

The Sect Master nodded once.

“Discipline is not absence. It is controlled coexistence.”

Chloe pointed toward both ghosts.

“See? Surprisingly healthy emotional insight from the dead people.”

Kael lowered his gaze slightly.

“So this is permanent.”

Chloe tilted her head thoughtfully.

“Yep,” she said casually. “But it’s controllable. And you might not know it, but in the future, it might become your greatest asset.”

That answer made him look back up.

“I’m gonna teach you balance, anyway,” she continued. “The goal isn’t to destroy the way your mind works. The goal is making it survivable.”

Kael remained silent for several seconds.

Because part of him had secretly hoped the System would simply remove the problem entirely.

Cut it out. Silence it forever. But now he understood the truth more clearly. It was part of him. The System merely prevented him from drowning inside it.

Chloe pushed herself away from the desk suddenly.

“Alright,” she said briskly. “Now we get into the weird part.”

Kael immediately became concerned.

“The weird part…?” Kael asked quizzically, tilting his head.

“Yes.” Chloe pointed directly at him. “You are already using VAKOG processing. You just don’t know it yet.”

Kael blinked slowly.

“…What’s that?”

“VAKOG. Visual, Auditory, Kinesthetic, Olfactory, Gustatory.” Chloe counted rapidly on her fingers. “Sight, sound, touch, smell, taste.”

The Sect Master frowned slightly.

“That is merely the senses.”

“Exactly.” Chloe snapped her fingers excitedly. “Human memory strengthens when information connects to multiple sensory pathways.”

She pointed toward Kael again.

“Most people do this naturally in small amounts, but you?” Her expression became deeply concerned. “You are doing it at catastrophic intensity all the time.”

“Actually, let me prove it.”

Then she pointed toward the inkwell resting on the desk.

Kael frowned slightly.

“It is an inkwell.”

“Kael.” Chloe sighed dramatically. “That response alone tells me that you’re not taking me seriously. Should we stop?”

The Northern Ghost intervened.

“She speaks truth, little mouse.”

Chloe gestured sharply toward the desk.

“Describe it. And this time, properly. Or I skaddle.”

Kael hesitated.

Then he looked down.

Immediately, the world sharpened.

The inkwell sat slightly left of center on the desk. Not enough for most people to notice, but enough that the imbalance pressed faintly against the inside of his skull like a splinter beneath skin. The black glass reflected candlelight unevenly because the surface curved imperfectly near the base. One side bulged outward farther than the other by a margin small enough to escape casual sight yet large enough to distort the oval reflection trembling across its surface.

“The glass was hand-blown,” Kael said slowly. “There are trapped air bubbles near the lower layer. Three visible. One larger than the others.”

Chloe’s posture straightened slightly with interest.

“The silver threading around the cap is uneven from repeated tightening. The metal wore thinner on the right side because the previous owner applied greater pressure with their thumb.”

A small smile tugged faintly at the corner of Chloe’s mouth now, the expression of someone watching a theory confirm itself in real time.

“There is dried ink beneath the lip of the cap that was wiped incompletely with rough fabric,” Kael continued quietly. “The stain spread downward after exposure to heat because residue remained inside the groove.”

The Sect Master opened one eye, attentive now.

“The desk slopes slightly eastward. Not enough to see directly, but enough that the liquid inside settles unevenly.” Kael’s fingers twitched faintly at his sides. “The shadow beneath it shifts every few seconds because heat from the fireplace changes airflow near the candles.”

The room remained quiet, though the silence no longer felt uncomfortable. It felt observant.

“The cap also no longer seals properly,” Kael murmured. “Oxidation already started along the inner threading.”

He finally blinked and looked back up.

Dr. Chloe regarded him with open fascination now, as a researcher watching an impossible pattern emerge inside otherwise familiar data.

Not shocked.

Interested.

Deeply, professionally interested.

“That,” she said carefully, “is not normal.”

Kael’s stomach tightened slightly.

“I thought those details were obvious.”

“No,” Chloe replied immediately. “Most people unconsciously discard the majority of information they perceive before they consciously process it.”

Kael stared at her.

“They do?”

“Yes.” Chloe pointed toward him directly. “Your brain doesn’t.”

The realization settled heavily inside his chest. Because for years, he had genuinely believed everyone experienced the world this way. He simply thought they endured it better.

Chloe noticed immediately.

“Hey.” Her voice softened slightly. “Don’t spiral.”

Kael looked toward her quietly.

“You are not weak,” she said firmly. “Your brain just adapt incorrectly under stressful situations. That’s different.”

Then her expression sharpened again.

“So instead of using VAKOG to increase sensory details like normal memory-palace methods, we’re doing the opposite.”

Kael frowned slightly.

“…Opposite.”

“Yes.” Chloe grabbed the inkwell carefully. “Normally, you use the VAKOG method to strengthen memory by giving the brain multiple sensory inputs to attach information to. Ya know, them visual cues, sound, texture, smell, and taste. The more associations you create, the easier the memory becomes to retrieve.” Chloe pointed toward him directly. “But your brain already over-processes sensory input.”

Understanding slowly spread across Kael’s expression.

“So you are reducing it?”

“Exactly.” Chloe pointed toward him sharply. “We’re turning VAKOG into a limiter. One detail per sensory input.”

Even the Sect Master looked intrigued now.

“Most people forget information because their brains filter too aggressively,” Chloe explained. “Your problem is the exact opposite. Your brain treats everything as equally important.”

That was painfully true.

The grain of the desk.

The flickering candle.

The shifting shadows.

The texture of cloth against skin.

The heartbeat inside his own chest.

Everything arrived simultaneously with equal weight until his thoughts drowned beneath the volume.

“So instead of feeding you more sensory information,” Chloe continued, “I’m teaching your brain to only focus on specific inputs.”

Kael frowned slightly.

She leaned slightly closer.

“Your brain has never learned moderation before.”

That sentence settled heavily inside him. Because she was right. He had spent years either drowning in sensation or desperately trying to shut everything out entirely. There had never been an in-between.

Kael looked toward Chloe slowly.

“Are you sure this will work?”

Chloe met his gaze directly without hesitation.

“No,” she admitted honestly. “I don’t.”

The honesty startled him more than reassurance would have.

“In my world, VAKOG systems were used to strengthen memory association by essentially helping you to describe the input more.” She gestured vaguely toward him. “What we’re doing is slightly completely different.”

The Founding Lord narrowed his eyes.

“You experiment on the boy very casually.”

“I was a doctor,” Chloe replied immediately. “Experimentation was basically half my profession.”

“That does not reassure me.”

“It shouldn’t.”

Then Chloe looked back toward Kael, and for the first time since entering the room, genuine fascination crossed her face.

“Because honestly?” she admitted quietly. “I have absolutely no idea what happens when a brain like yours learns through VAKOG compartmentalization. Brain science was not my area of expertise.”

Kael stared at her cautiously.

“That sounds dangerous.”

“Oh, it probably is,” Chloe replied cheerfully. “But it’s also incredibly interesting.”

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