“Huh?”
Di Zhe’s brain was already struggling to function and now it felt even more overwhelmed.
For a moment, he seriously suspected that he was dreaming.
What had Shen Yandong just said?
It had to be fake.
It must be fake.
He had to be dreaming.
Otherwise, if this really wasn’t a dream, how could he possibly hear something related to sex come out of the mouth of the pure and aloof Shen Yandong?
Di Zhe was completely stunned. His ears burned hot as he stammered blankly,
“Y…. you… what did you just say?”
Shen Yandong’s voice was low and steady.
“I said, stop forcing me… or I’ll fuck you.”
Di Zhe froze completely.
“Y.. you… h.. how could you… how could you say something like that…”
Shen Yandong’s tone turned displeased.
“What about it?”
Di Zhe mumbled weakly,
“How could you even think that? I’m an alpha…”
Shen Yandong let out a short, mocking laugh, as if amused by Di Zhe’s naïveté.
“Did you forget? I’m a beta. For me, there’s no difference between alphas and omegas. I can’t sense either of your pheromones.”
A moment earlier, Di Zhe had been amusing himself under the blanket. He hadn’t been wearing anything at all.
Completely naked.
Shen Yandong had noticed that too.
That damn thing of Di Zhe’s was pressed against his skin, twitching and throbbing restlessly. Shen Yandong’s restraint hadn’t calmed him down at all, in fact, it seemed to have made him even more excited.
What a typical alpha, acting like a dog in heat.
That was what Shen Yandong thought.
And now, this alpha who radiated the unmistakable aura of wanting to mate seemed completely trapped in his grasp, as though Shen Yandong could do whatever he pleased with him.
There wasn’t even the slightest trace of pheromones involved.
Yet when Shen Yandong leaned just a little closer, Di Zhe felt a chill run down his spine. It was as if every single cell in his body was screaming at him to be on guard.
In the pitch black darkness, where he could barely see his own hand, Di Zhe couldn’t make out Shen Yandong’s face.
This should still be Shen Yandong.
It was Shen Yandong’s voice.
Shen Yandong’s scent, the ordinary scent unrelated to pheromones.
And yet, in that hazy moment, Di Zhe had the strange feeling that the person pressing him down wasn’t quite the same Shen Yandong he knew.
In his understanding, Shen Yandong had always been like a distant flower on a high mountain, pure, white, spotless.
But the Shen Yandong currently pressing him down felt different.
Almost… violent.
Even a little terrifying.
What did he mean by saying that alphas and omegas were no different to him?
That couldn’t be right, could it?
Since ancient times, alphas had always been the dominant class. Betas and omegas were the ones controlled by alphas.
How could Shen Yandong, a beta, possibly fuck an alpha?
And yet, Di Zhe had chased Shen Yandong for two full years. Because of that, he knew better than anyone else that Shen Yandong was not the type to say empty threats.
If Shen Yandong said it, then he was absolutely capable of doing it.
For the first time, Di Zhe felt genuinely frightened.
His scalp tingled.
While trying to push himself up, at the very least hoping to get Shen Yandong off his body, he forced out an awkward laugh and said,
“Yandong… you’re joking, right? Could you maybe… stop pressing down on me?”
He was already putting more strength into his struggle.
But he still couldn’t break free.
Thinking about it carefully, during their physical education exam Shen Yandong had demonstrated an impressive grip strength. Di Zhe had even applauded him at the time.
How had he never realized before that Shen Yandong was this strong?
Hearing his request, Shen Yandong not only refused to release him but tightened his hold around Di Zhe’s wrist instead.
“If I let go,” he said quietly, “you’ll just push your luck even further.”
Di Zhe hurriedly lied,
“I wouldn’t! If you don’t want it, I wouldn’t actually do anything. I’ve been chasing you for two years already. Don’t you trust me by now?”
Shen Yandong seemed momentarily softened by the declaration of affection.
Still lying on top of him, breathing in his scent, he said slowly,
“I believe that you really do like me but you…”
There was still doubt in his voice.
“You’re too reckless. Whenever you want something, you immediately try to get it, without caring whether it annoys anyone else. You say you like me and you rush straight at me without waiting even a moment.”
“I’ve already told you I don’t like you yet you refuse to give up. Every day you hover around me, circling endlessly. Even when I say harsh things to you, you never get angry. You just keep looking at me with those puppy like eyes.”
“That’s completely unfair.”
“And you’re always deliberately showing off your body in front of me. I really don’t want to think about it that way, it makes me sound like some kind of pervert but you’re doing it on purpose, aren’t you?”
He was.
Di Zhe had done it on purpose.
After all, using his body to attract Shen Yandong was the most straightforward method he could think of. He had worked so hard to build those beautiful muscles, what a waste it would be not to use them.
Di Zhe’s face flushed red.
He didn’t dare say anything in response.
After thinking it over for a long moment, he finally shrank back with a timid grin and said sheepishly,
“I just like you…”
Those words were like a spell.
And the effect was immediate.
The moment Di Zhe said he liked him, Shen Yandong felt that he truly had no way to deal with him.
At that moment, Di Zhe suddenly felt Shen Yandong release his grip. For a second he didn’t react. His hands had been held in the same restrained position for too long, leaving them stiff and numb and he couldn’t muster much strength right away.
Was Shen Yandong about to move away?
Relief loosened something in Di Zhe’s chest. His thoughts turned messy and scattered. Next time, he really had to properly discuss this position issue with Shen Yandong.
It wasn’t that he disliked Shen Yandong’s competitive personality. In fact, he rather liked that stubborn drive Shen Yandong had, the way he always wanted to be first in everything he did.
But still… a beta was a beta.
He was the alpha.
He had to convince Shen Yandong to be the one on the receiving end.
Just as he lifted his hand slightly, Shen Yandong’s hand moved over again.
Their fingers intertwined, lacing together.
So gentle.
A tingling sensation like a small electric current spread from the gaps between their fingers all the way to the tip of his heart.
Then Shen Yandong leaned in and kissed him.
With Di Zhe’s dog like temperament, he was instantly appeased. He eagerly leaned forward in response, greedy for more kisses, wanting to keep kissing, just a little longer and then a little longer still.
Dazed and hazy, Di Zhe felt as though he had been caught in a spider’s web. Threads seemed to wrap slowly around him. By the time he regained a bit of clarity, a soft strip of cloth had already been wrapped around his wrists.
Di Zhe wanted to ask what was going on but Shen Yandong was kissing him so thoroughly that he couldn’t speak.
Strange.
When had this started?
At first, hadn’t they only been brushing lips?
Somewhere along the way, the kisses had deepened into something else entirely. What had begun as something seemingly gentle gradually grew urgent. Heat surged through his chest, rising uncontrollably, as if Shen Yandong could no longer hold himself back, wanting more and more and more.
Tying Di Zhe’s hands made things much easier.
With his hands finally free, Shen Yandong could do more. Beneath the blanket, his hand slid downward.
“Mmph!”
Di Zhe, dizzy from the kisses, suddenly felt the movement. Like a fish leaping out of water, his body jerked.
Only then did he realize that his hands had been tied.
And it seemed the cloth being used was the very tie he himself had brought earlier that day.
Shen Yandong continued kissing him relentlessly. Di Zhe couldn’t speak; even the kisses alone felt almost overwhelming, as if he might be chewed apart and swallowed whole at any moment.
A sense of impending disaster spread through him.
Panic filled his mind yet the alpha’s body refused to obey his consciousness. Instead, it only grew more and more excited.
“Mmh!”
Soon enough, he had already soaked Shen Yandong’s hand.
Shen Yandong paused briefly. His own breathing had grown somewhat unsteady from the kissing yet his tone remained almost calm as he commented,
“So you really are an alpha. My palm is already full and you still haven’t stopped.”
Then he continued thoughtfully,
“Di Zhe, did you know? According to books, a male alpha can produce more than a hundred milliliters in a single mating outside of a rut period. Isn’t that exaggerated? I’ve always wondered if it’s actually true.”
Di Zhe didn’t even have time to swallow the saliva from their kisses. His waist ached and his legs, already weak and unsteady from alcohol, couldn’t resist Shen Yandong’s strength at all.
He desperately tried to refuse but it was completely useless.
Everything about him felt like it was falling apart. The tendons in his neck stood out as he began begging incoherently.
“No! Shen Yandong! Don’t!”
“I’m an alpha… I…. mmph!”
But Shen Yandong did not stop just because Di Zhe begged.
Heaven knew how long he had been suppressing himself. Di Zhe had been teasing and provoking him again and again; Shen Yandong had nearly gone mad holding himself back. Two years of restraint had piled up and now that frenzy wanted nothing more than to burst out all at once.
So noisy.
If only this guy weren’t so loud.
He’d be even cuter that way.
Thinking this, Shen Yandong lowered his head and kissed Di Zhe again, swallowing all those troublesome words with his tongue. Di Zhe couldn’t speak anymore, only weak muffled sounds escaping from his throat.
Everything felt chaotic.
An alpha’s body was simply too easy to ignite.
This was terrible.
The sense of shame climbed to its peak.
Tears slipped from the corners of his eyes.
It felt as though his alpha pride had been completely shattered.
No one quite knew how that night had passed.
Di Zhe only vaguely remembered that things finally quieted down when the sky was almost beginning to brighten with dawn.
He had slept very little. A burning discomfort lingered in his body, making it impossible for him to sleep properly.
It hurt.
Everything hurt.
His entire body ached as if it had been taken apart and roughly put back together again.
Shen Yandong was still lying heavily on top of him, fast asleep, breathing slow and deep.
Di Zhe was afraid of waking him. Carefully, almost cautiously, he reached out and gently pushed the other man away, inch by inch. Every movement was slow and deliberate, as if he were handling something fragile.
Only after Shen Yandong shifted slightly to the side did Di Zhe dare to move further.
He leaned over the side of the bed and picked up the clothes that had been scattered across the floor. In his haste and lingering soreness, he fumbled with them awkwardly, pulling them on piece by piece.
His hands trembled a little as he dressed.
Even when he had finished putting on his clothes, he still didn’t dare to turn around.
He didn’t dare to look back.
Like a thief sneaking away after committing some unspeakable act, Di Zhe quietly slipped out of the hotel room.
Then he fled from the hotel.
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ChaptersChapter 1 · Love at first sightChapter 2 · Lack of discretionChapter 3 · ShamelessChapter 4 · UnreasonableChapter 5 · PerseveranceChapter 6 · College Entrance Examination EndChapter 7 · Graduation dinnerChapter 8 · Confession nightChapter 9 · Pressing in step by stepChapter 10 · Enough is enoughChapter 11 · A huge blowChapter 12 · University start dateChapter 13 · Roommate meetingChapter 14 · Relentless harassmentChapter 15 · I’ll pick you upChapter 16 · It’s my vulnerable periodChapter 17 · Voluntary datingChapter 18 · Open your heartChapter 19 · Obedient to allChapter 20 · Not a virginChapter 21 · Swear to love meChapter 22 · Youthful DaydreamsChapter 23 · Teenage ThoughtsChapter 24 · EmptyChapter 25 · Extremely anxiousChapter 26 · Too lazy to struggleChapter 27 · From now on