~{JENNA’S POV}~
*
“Deal!
When and where do you want it?
Here?
Now?”
I sat while looking at him with a loss for words.
He agreed…
HE AGREED!
Getting up from his office chair, my eyes widened as I slowly got up as well.
Was he seriously going to do it?
I stepped away from my desk as he approached me.
“Is that all you want?” He inquired.
“No…but anytime you need me as your model I will request for someone.” I smartly set a standard and he smiled and said, “How cunning of you.
So do you want the kiss now?”
I blinked, especially with the way he kept his face, so straight without looking repulsed.
“Didn’t you say you do-”
Before I could complete my sentence, he cupped my face, leaned in and brought his lips to mine.
I was too surprised to close my eyes until he kissed me before I realized it was actually true.
He actually did it!
And he didn’t stop there, he captured my lips with his and deepened it as he sucked on them.
My hands found their way to his hips as I held him there and kissed him back.
When I began to move my hands up his body, he instantly stopped, pulled away and breathlessly said, “I’ve done it.
Now you can’t back out of our agreement.”
Although he looked distressed as he said that and before I could say anything, he hurried out of the room.
**************††††*************
~{CARL’S POV}~
*
“Ugh…” I nearly vomited on the way but tried to hold on a little longer until I got to the bathroom.
When I got in I went to the cupboard where I kept my stuff in case I worked late and I quickly took my toothbrush and paste.
Every second made me more and more sick and before I could successfully open the paste, I felt it and so I rushed to the sink and threw up.
I was breathing heavily and I threw up more before looking at my reflection in the mirror.
I looked sick and my face had turned slightly pale.
Quickly, I put the paste on my toothbrush and instantly began to brush my mouth including my lips.
The moment I did that, my erratic nerves calmed down and so did my breathing.
“Oh God…” I breathlessly said and hated myself for feeling this way.
The only person I could kiss and touch is a man.
Kissing a woman was too disgusting to me but because I needed Jenna’s body as my model coupled with the fact that she had what I was looking for, I just had to. Get faster updates on g.com.
I knew if I had refused then she wouldn’t agree.
When I rinsed my mouth and went to the door with the motive of stepping out, my hand stopped at the handle when I recalled how I had run out of the office.
“Now what will she think of me?” I tiredly said and rubbed my forehead in frustration.
When I opened the door and wanted to step out, I froze because standing outside was Jenna and she was glaring at me.
“Our deal is off.” She coldly declared and walked away, leaving me distraught.
************††††************
~{LEVI’S POV}~
*
I arrived at Carl’s office just in time to see Jenna coming from the bathroom section with an annoyed expression.
And what followed was Carl calling her name repeatedly like a wounded person.
“Jenna stop!
That wasn’t our agreement.
You weren’t supposed to back out.
Besides, I did it anyway!” He snapped out.
“Am I that disgusting that you had to hurry off to wash off?
You should even take a bath to wash off my fingerprints all over your body.” She sarcastically said back in fury.
When she finally looked in my direction and found me standing by the door, she glared at me.
“Levi,” Carl called out in surprise and when I looked at him, he seemed taken aback by my presence.
When Jenna reached where I was, her words to me were, “Carl kissed me.
It was so freaking fierce that I nearly threw up!” The last part was exclaimed in rage and it left me confused.
Was she trying to make me jealous or what?
After saying that, she stormed inside the office, leaving me standing outside and Carl approached me while breathing heavily.
“Why did you do it when you know how you are?” I worriedly asked and he sighed heavily and ran his fingers through his hair.
Sighing, I pulled him close in an embrace and he embraced me back.
“I thought I could handle it.
I thought maybe I had gotten over it,” he exhaustedly said and I sighed again as I rubbed his back.
“It’s alright, okay?
You will be alright.” I assured him.
*************††††*************
~{JENNA’S POV}~
*
I was mad
Enraged
Angered
If he knew he couldn’t do it then he should have refused rather than proceeding with it just to throw up.
How does he expect me to feel?
Elated?
He’s got to be kidding me
But was it that serious?
Was this how much women repulsed him?
Or was this how deep his gayness was?
When the door opened I went back to being annoyed and in came Levi before he closed the door softly behind him.
I frowned because I was expecting Carl to walk in as well.
Where did he go?
Is he shy to face me?
We all have issues and instead of running off to hide, it is better to talk it out like adults.
Levi looked at me with firm eyes and I glared at him.
“Where is your boyfriend?” I demanded.
“What did you do to my boyfriend?” He coldly asked.
“We kissed each other.
‘We’ not ‘I’, since we both committed the act.
Don’t come in here pointing a finger at me or I’ll break it,” I warned.
“Why are you so insensitive, Jenna?” He irritatedly asked.
“Being sensitive cost me my life.
If only you knew how much it took me to get here.” I told him.
“Can’t you see that whatever went on between you two affected him negatively?
Do you think it is normal for a person to kiss someone and suddenly feel like throwing up?” He annoyingly asked.
“I know it’s not normal which is why I want him to explain it to me himself rather than going off.
We’re adults aren’t we?” I firmly asked and he sighed and came to stand before my desk.
“Were you the one who requested the kiss?” He exhaustedly asked.
“Yes,” I answered.
“What was the reason for asking that?” He inquired and I narrowed my eyes on him.
He was so calm about it and didn’t find it threatening.
“He wants me to be his model and therefore I requested for that in exchange to be his model.” I said it as it was.
“Of all things, why did you ask for that?” He inquired.
“Because I wanted it from him.” I answered.
“Of all people, why do you desperately want a gay man, Jenna?” He curiously asked and I smiled and said, “Because, a gay man is difficult.”
The longer he stared at me the more I smiled and his next words were, “If it were possible for Carl to love you the way you want.
What do you expect me to do?”
“Leave.” I gave an obvious answer.