Moments felt cold, though time had yet to pass, lifeless, dead rather.
He was still alive, just not in the traditional scene…
His lungs where gone, crushed under the weight of his words, he could not breath.
His eyes where gone, fallen beneath his scull, he could not see.
His nerves where gone, nestled in the dirt, he could not feel.
His heart was gone, burnt under the flames of his words, he could not function.
His brain was gone, smashed into fragments layered across the ground, but thought persisted.
『 What the?
』 Cael, or rather a mind, spoke out into the void.
『 What’s happening?
Where am I?
』 He questioned, but could not see.
『 Where am… I…?
』 He thought, but could not feel, 『 Am I really Cael?
What’s even happening to me?
I can’t see, I can’t feel, I can’t speak, I can’t breath..
I I I i I I i i i I…
』
Moment’s where translucent, this mind of Cael was a walking contradiction, he had thought in a place that had yet to gain time.
Cael had thought without a body, just stuck in a void of sorts, there had been a rudening smell of sulfates not that Cael had a nose to smell.
And a mist that looked older then time, and older then even black it’self, but Cael had no eyes to see, from his perspective there was None…
『 ahhhW!
』
He had thought, as he begin to feel again, he began to see again, everything started to come back to him.
Every nerve, every bone, every muscle and tissue began to reconstructed it’self, forming his later self.
Pain nobody should feel, Pain nobody should every feel.
『 Aaaagggh!
』
Cael yelped out as his vocal cords and throat began to form themselves,
“Aheh!” He said aloud for the first time, moving what where bones of his arms to his neck to feel the pain of speaking.
It felt like years had passed, his breaths shivered cold as he breathed in what could only be descried as ‘pure air’.
Perhaps it was the surfer in the air, or maybe the fact his throat and mouth where being reconstruction as he was yelling.
Slowly, painfully, not a single thought outside of ‘pain’ was echoing, no, it was etching it into his soul, the sound and thud of his heartbeat as he felt every river of vain and nerve fill it’self back up.
His breathing slowed, as his heart took the spotlight, his skull and brain slowly forming it’self like a reverse skinning.
His head ached, like wires of the soul and wires of the brain reconnected, all sectors of his forming body felt ache as his brain overfilled it’self with information of it’s senses.
Eyes that hung from his body slowly crept there way back in, rolling around a few times as his head got used to the feeling of seeing again.
For some unexplained reason, his body was reconstructing it’self in the void of time.
Using is new found eye-site he looked around the mist of age, then down at the ‘floor’ not that there was one, rather he was in the void maybe floating of all things, but what caught his eye was his feet.
『 Bones not a moment ago, this place is strange… 』
He thought, as he watched the body reconstructed it’self wrapping flesh around the bones of himself.
Pain was now an after thought, though he was still in great pain he was more confused as the pain that was life threatening just a moment ago, dissipated, like that it was almost gone.
Cael tried to stand up as his feet where done, but that’s when he noticed he was floating on nothing, some shock overtook him as he saw through the ground and into the cosmic void.
Looking around he saw nothing but mist, black thick clouds, small shimmers of purples hues ran along the shadows of this ‘mist’ but it was better described as the lack of something.
Nothing moved,
Nothing talked,
It was just still,
Right about now he could feel the skin on his back closing, looking down at his feet and at his arms, then he felt his head.
And just like that, he was alive again, for some rather odd reason, and in some rather odd location, he spoke aloud testing his voice again even though he knew no one was listing;
“Where am I?..?…? … …… Am I?”
It was very clear that despite his death he was alive wherever this may be, but he asked a deeper question of whether or not he was truly himself.
Just as a few thought came by, the rest came all in one hit 『
I… Died… 』 Unclear to him he had just remembered this fact.
The urge to vomit overfilled his mind,
As he gave in he tried to vomit,
The back of his throat swelled and his saliva started to spill.
However having just been reconstructed he didn’t have any content to ‘vomit’ so he just helplessly coughed air like he was vomiting.
After a few moments of such a timeless place Cael looked around regaining his sense, only to feel uneasy a moment later, as he found out such a place didn’t have a local up and down.
“What a weird place… Maybe this is the afterlife?” His head turned, right there in the distance was a star as bright as red crimson, it wasn’t there before and it was moving ever so slightly, getting brighter and brighter.
『 What the hell is that?
』
He knew it to be a star, but in the place anything could be really anything so his trust fell.
『 And why is it getting closer?
』
It’s red aura and flames drew near, by the time Cael had found it out it was already to late…
『 HEy!
heye hey hey hey hey―― 』
His thoughts cut again, he didn’t even have enough time to understand what had happen, faster the he could think the star rammed into his head with unknown speeds.
This had killed him on the spot, being burnt and then his mass was engulfed, happening so very fast he didn’t even process it.
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『 What the fuck?
What’s happening?
』
He had thought yet again, however this time was a bit different, he wasn’t slowly being reconstructed or floating in a void.
Opening his eyes, he saw a face of a new mother and a new farther, the Mother spoke “Let’s name him…”
“Alex, short for…. Alexander De’corettell! Does that work for you my love?”
The Farther piped in, there images where in a blur, then the Mother spoke again;
“Yes that will do, Alexander De’corettell”
Cael raised his hands looking at them close.
What he saw was that of fat baby hands, shorter then they where before and way smaller..
Then a maid who was holding Cael who was now named Alex, held the baby up to her face her red hair and round glasses staring into Cael, she spoke;
“I am a bit confused, b-baby’s normally cry right? And he is already moving his hands and eyes……” Cael not knowing what to do, helplessly cried to cover his tracks, waving his arms around like an infant but he very well was still in there, he thought;
『 What is going on right Noooowwww?
I died, and then I was in some void where a red star was after me, and now I am a baby?
WhAt Is GOING ON!!
』 Cael was on the borderline of confusion he didn’t know what to think or what to do, the mother spoke;
“Here give him here, let me calm him..” As Cael now Alex, was passed from the maid’s arms into the mother hands.
The mother long blond hair paired with her blue eyes and soft facial features, along side her playful smile, she held up her long slender fingers just above Cael’s gaze.
The father lent in his hair was a darker red paired with a ruff face and soft brown eyes, he said aloud;
“Cute isn’t he?”
Both the mother, and maid, said with confidence;
“Yes”