Otaku: Dog Life and Human Life 12

What if life didn't have the three great illusions? Because we are experiencing history at every moment! But those are all illusory lives! The regrets of youth, the helplessness of middle age, the stern faces of old age—all correspond to our lives and living! Me and you in history, me and you in stories, me and you in the future! How we first met, how we can meet again, how could we be so different! The limits of your thoughts, those beautiful things of ours, the collapse of my fantasies! This sense of distance, this sense of space, this sense of alienation—all are without feeling! The hope of reincarnation, the silent midway, the quiet disappearance! Those times, those spaces, those distances! Transformed into excitement, transformed into thrill, transformed into palpitation! It can only be speechlessness, only wordlessness, only silence! Future promises, agreed promises, seem very ignorant! No need, cannot demand, not essential! This is a kind of memory, this is a kind of reminiscence, this is a kind of longing! All are rumors, all are hearsay, all are thoughts heard! — Description from novelcodex.orgFull novel: Otaku: Dog Life and Human Life 12 — read the rest free on N​o⁠v​e⁠l​C⁠o​d⁠e​x⁠.​o⁠r​g⁠