[BL] I Took My BestFriend's FirstTime Then Pretended It Never Happened

My best friend fucked me on a rainy night after we closed a billion-dollar deal, and somehow, I still remember every single intense moment of it, even though we were both drunk out of our minds that night. It was my first time, and he wrecked me in the best possible way, making me feel completely alive. When I woke up at dawn, my body was aching, reminding me of everything that had happened between us. But Elisha was already gone. No note. No message. Nothing. Just an empty room and the cold silence he left behind. He acted as though nothing had happened. Whenever I tried to bring up that night, he shut me down and called it a mistake. Just two drunk best friends who had gone too far. I tried to talk to him about it anyway. I wanted us to clear the air, because after knowing someone for almost your entire life, how were you supposed to pretend something like that had never happened? But Elisha wouldn’t hear it. “Forget about it, Henry. It was a mistake. That’s all.” So I did what he wanted. For three long months, I kept my feelings to myself. I watched him pull away from me, watched him become even closer to his girlfriend, and slowly learned how to live with the fact that the one person I had secretly loved for years didn’t want to acknowledge what had happened between us. Eventually, I decided I was done waiting. I met someone else, a beautiful, successful actress, and for the first time, I allowed myself to imagine a future that didn’t include Elisha. We dated for a while, and when I realized I genuinely wanted to be with her, I decided to get engaged. I thought I had finally moved on. Then Elisha heard the news. He came to me furious, demanding answers as if he had any right to be angry. And when I tried to understand what was wrong with him, he looked at me like I was something he could simply claim. “You’re mine.” Those two words hurt more than I could explain. When did I ever become yours? You were the one who told me that night meant nothing. You were the one who pushed me away. You were the one who made me feel like I had imagined everything. And now that I was finally walking away, suddenly I belonged to you? A part of me still loved Elisha. Maybe I always would. But love wasn’t enough to erase what he had done to me. He had his chance. Now it was time for him to understand what it felt like to lose me. — Description from novelcodex.org